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Saturday, August 09, 2008

Sat, 09 Aug 2008 18:08:58 GMT

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

Wed, 25 Jun 2008 16:34:06 GMT

i'm getting mad at her
for stringing along boys
but what am i doing?
i have four on my plate
each are different
one has history, a lot
one has potential
one has always been there
& one is trying to get in

Friday, June 20, 2008

Fri, 20 Jun 2008 00:45:13 GMT

definitely stepped on that broken
glass and got cut up, real bad

Monday, June 16, 2008

Mon, 16 Jun 2008 13:21:40 GMT

i already have had the best days
the summer has barely begun
and now the craziness is dying down
so i can get some real time with
the two girls that keep me sane

but oh wait, hold the phone
yeah what is happening here?
i'm stepping on thin glass
i need to be careful
REAL careful
i'm not falling again.

totally unexpected.

Thu, 29 May 2008 22:36:07 GMT

there is no other way
to describe it
why last night?
of all the nights?
i was happy
SO HAPPY
then he texts me
when its been at least
a month, if not more
why? why now?
i was totally over it
never thought about it
for him to want me
to come over
threw me off, so off

FUCK.

Monday, May 26, 2008

Mon, 26 May 2008 02:53:45 GMT

it is that time of year,
my time, the time i yearn for all year
i'm thrilled that it has finally come
and that it has already kicked ass
i am already having thoughts
thoughts that i feel guilty about
because of many things
but mostly because she has
always had a thing for him
& i know it would hurt her
and i'm scared because i
know this summer we will get
close, hell it has already started
and god are you cute

Wednesday, May 07, 2008

Wed, 07 May 2008 21:22:15 GMT

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

Tue, 22 Apr 2008 20:45:28 GMT

this past weekend was so good.
i loved every minute of it,
for the most part
when he told me "i never thought this would happen again"
i kind of regretted it, a lot.
i don't know what is going on.
i need it to be over, for good.
the very next night
i forgot about it
because another told me
"i don't want you to forget about this"
he's so sweet, so different
from the others,
specifically that one
i always go back to
i want this to go somewhere, more.

Thursday, February 21, 2008

Thu, 21 Feb 2008 23:40:59 GMT

this sounds so bad, but it's
been like two weeks
and i can't take it
oh god, it's horrible

Friday, February 15, 2008

Fri, 15 Feb 2008 17:45:23 GMT

everyone is so against it
but i am happy when i'm with him
i am grateful for the advice
i really am, but i have to do this
if it is a mistake then
i have to make it