Currently Listening 19SAI By Shikao Suga 19SAI see related

The title of this entry translates to "I hated myself when I was 19". Today I am feeling really reflective and nostalgic for some reason (potential large entry coming up) This caused me to look back at my livejournal and I was surprised to find that my entries went back as far as 2001 (I was in my 2nd year of University then)....and my god what a complete whiney fucknut. Like seriously, I want to go back in time and smack myself about a bit. My friends must have been so annoyed reading them....I know I bloody am! Anyway, a question to you bloggers. How long have you been blogging for and did you ever look back and think "wtf did I write that!?!?" and just want to hide under a rock out of embarassment? Or is it just me? :p

and I look back and you know what? I've come such a long way and life is damn good right now! Although some things will always be there to get me down......I'm looking forward to the rest of 2008!

I like this song....not sure why it's quite unusual....but yeah. Was used as the theme song for the anime show xxxHolic which I quite enjoyed. The song fits the show perfectly...although I was disturbed when I watched the music video to find it's about a guy raping a girl.......what the hell? Go look on youtube i fyou are curious! I haven't watched an anime series in quite a long time. Weekly downloads of Bleach and Naruto do not count! Actually, I hardly play videogames too......since I moved to Woolwich I've been extra sociable. Back in canary wharf I would just veg on the couch and people would have to beg me to come out lol!