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Saturday, May 12, 2007

Sat, 12 May 2007 04:32:13 GMT

REVIVALPOST;{♡}

Sat, 05 May 2007 05:43:00 GMT

okayfinally.
im posting, so all you people SHUSH and stop bugging me about having a dead blog.
xD
lols

ILOVENICOLEANDJAYDN;they make me a happy girl☆
ahahah (:
and i have other pictures that arent with me ;~~(NICOLE;ABBY;JAYDN!)~~

actually i dont have much to post about... xD ahah well i do but i like posting in pictures better
xD ahah OWELLS.

<33

One day, a man, his heart heavy with grief, was walking in the woods. As he thought about his life this day, he knew many things were not right. He thought about those who had lied about him back when he had a job. His thoughts turned to those who had stolen his things and cheated him. He remembered family that had passed on; His mind turned to the illness he had that no one could cure.

His very soul was filled with anger, resentment and frustration. Standing there that day, searching for answers he could not find, knowing all else had failed him, he knelt at the base of an old oak tree to seek the one he knew would always be there. And with tears in his eyes, he prayed:

"Lord- You have done wonderful things for me in this life. You have told me to do many things for you, and I happily obeyed. Today, you have told me to forgive. I am sad, Lord, because I cannot. I don't know how. It is not fair Lord. I didn't deserve these wrongs that were done against me and I shouldn't have to forgive. As perfect as your way is Lord, this one thing I cannot do, for I don't know how to forgive. My anger is so deep Lord, I fear I may not hear you, but I pray that you teach me to do this one thing I cannot do - Teach me To Forgive."

As he knelt there in the quiet shade of that old oak tree, he felt something fall onto his shoulder. He opened his eyes. Out of the corner of one eye, he saw something red on his shirt. He could not turn to see what it was because where the oak tree had been was a large square piece of wood in the ground. He raised his head and saw two feet held to the wood with a large spike through them. He raised his head more, and tears came to his eyes as he saw Jesus hanging on a cross. He saw spikes in His hands, a gash in His side, a torn and battered body, deep thorns sunk into His head. Finally he saw the suffering and pain on His precious face. As their eyes met, the man's tears turned to sobbing, and Jesus began to speak:

"Have you ever told a lie?" He asked.
The man answered - "Yes, Lord."
"Have you ever been given too much change and kept it?"
The man answered - " Yes, Lord."
And the man sobbed more and more.
"Have you ever taken something from work that wasn't yours?"
And the man answered - "Yes, Lord."
"Have you ever sworn, using my Father's name in vain?"
The man, crying now, answered - "Yes, Lord."

As Jesus asked many more times, "Have you ever?" The man's crying became uncontrollable, for he could only answer - "Yes, Lord." Then Jesus turned His head from one side to the other, and the man felt something fall on his other shoulder. He looked and saw that it was the blood of Jesus. When he looked back up, his eyes met those of Jesus, and there was a look of love the man had never seen or known before.
Jesus said, "I didn't deserve this either, but I forgive you."

It may be hard to see how you're going to get through something, but when you look back in life, you realize how true this statement is:

If God brings you to it, He will bring you through it.

A thousand times I've failed
Still Your mercy remains And should I stumble again
I'm caught in Your grace
Everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame

Your will above all else
My purpose remains
The art of losing myself
In bringing You praise
Everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame

In my heart and my soul
Lord I give You control
Consume me from the inside out
Lord let justice and praise
Become my embrace
To love you from the inside out

Everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame
And the cry of my heart
Is to bring You praise
From the inside out
Lord my soul cries out

rahhh??

Fri, 04 May 2007 08:49:22 GMT

Heylo..... im blogging for my twin cause she is obviously to lazy...
Oh wells... i should be honoured? i think...
errr okay... welll...
her weeek is normal go school, go kap, go serene, go home, yarr... pretteh much like anyone ohwells...
okay.. errr i like chocolate? almonds?
Rahh whatever.

GOOD'DAY!

-cS. TWIN =D

Monday, April 16, 2007

Mon, 16 Apr 2007 11:10:58 GMT

lalala~

i think im a really FANTABULOUS and OHSOWONDERFUL friend! hahaha! not to mention i am EGOISTICMUCH. ((: i have history assignment, chinese compo, math assignment and english FA to complete. and here i am. helping me DEAR RACHAELPOOYEE post! hahaha!

RACHAEL IS...

-SIAOSIAO XD

-CHIOBU!

-FUNNYYY

-AWESOME TO BE WITH

-ETC...

hahahah! rachael the CHIOBU! (: sounds so right yeah. HAHAHA. sry i something wrong up there. XD hahaha! kayys. i shall end here. ((: gdnites. LOVE RACHAEL//

<33 yihui.

& i know my God made a way for me

Fri, 13 Apr 2007 14:42:05 GMT

ZOMG hello.
hahaha i havent posted for like how long, yes i know, OWELLS, im posting now, aren't i? xD

i think ive been going out with abby lotsaaa. xD hahahah runaway kids =D
to kap/orchard/bugis/wherever else.
hahahahah ironically, we havent been to vivo which is like just five bus stops from her house.
uhhhh. xD hahaha owells, we'll go one day (:
leyee and abby.
i dont have all the pics now, but well, ill put them all up soon.
but for now, haha AT LEAST IVE GOT SOME =D

haha
and those topshop heels, warehouse clothes, FRENCHCONNECTION!<3 ZOMG,

NICOLELOWSHUTING.
hahahah i love nicole and shaun cos they make rachael a happy girl.

midnight kap adventures
xDDD
ZOMG CAMWHORE!
XD

ahah yes we're weird but heck.
ILOVENICOLEANDSHAUN(:
(gosh. why do i keep spelling love as loev? xD hahah LOLS)

ahah okay i think i posted enough and the photo uploadin is makin my com lag
haha
update soon (hopefully? xD hahah)
ARRIGHT! <3
love!
God above all the world in motion
God above all my hopes and fears
And I don't care what the world throws at me now
I'm gonna be alright
Hear the sound of the generations
Making loud our freedom song
All in all that the world would know Your name
It's gonna be alright
Cause I know my God saved the day
And I know His word never fails
And I know my God made a way for me
Salvation is here
Salvation is here
Salvation is here and He lives in me
Salvation is here
Salvation that died just to set me free
Salvation is here
Salvation is here and He lives in me
Salvation is here
Cause You are alive and You live in me

& im so over it

Mon, 26 Mar 2007 12:39:07 GMT

<3
i love nicolelowshuting for making me a happy girl (:
i love seanleyee for being a nice girl, unlike some beeyotchesss.
i love jessicafooyihui to nuts for being there alwaysss and cos she's such a good friend and the best friend in the whold entire world
i love ginetteleeyeemin for always being there and siding with me... sortof
(even if your name wasn there didn mean that you weren impt. just well, too many to list, i guess...)

<#3

I'm over your lies
And I'm over your games
I'm over you asking me when you know I'm not ok

You call me at night
And I pick up the phone
And though you've be tellin' me, I know you're not alone

Oh, and that's why
Your eyes.. I'm over it
Your smile.. I'm over it
Realized.. I'm over it
I'm over it
I'm over

Wanting you to be wanting me
No, that ain't no way to be
How I feel
Read my lips
Because I'm so over 

Moving on, and it's my time

You never were a friend of mine
Hurt at first
A little bit
But now I'm so over
I'm so over it

I'm over your hands
And I'm over your mouth
Trying to drag me down
And fill me with self doubt

Oh, and that's why

Your world.. I'm over it
So sure.. I'm over it
I'm not your girl
I'm over it
I'm over it
I'm over

Wanting you to be wanting me
No, that ain't no way to be
How I feel
Read my lips
Because I'm so over 

Moving on, and it's my time
You never were a friend of mine
Hurt at first
A little bit
But now I'm so over
So over It

I'm so over it
Oh, oh

Don't call
Don't come by
Ain't no use, don't ask me why
You'll never change
There'll be no more cryin' in the rain

Oh, oh oh
I'm over it

Wanting you to be wanting me
No, that ain't no way to be
How I feel
Read my lips
Because I'm so over 

Moving on, and it's my time
You never were a friend of mine
Hurt at first
A little bit
But now I'm so over it

I'm so over it
I'm over it

Wanting you to be wanting me
No, that ain't no way to be
How I feel
Read my lips
Because I'm so over 

Moving on, and it's my time
You never were a friend of mine
Hurt at first
A little bit
But now I'm so over it

♥

Monday, March 26, 2007

Mon, 26 Mar 2007 02:34:22 GMT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YILING, HAPPY BIRTHDAY BECSSS (:

lovelies(:

AHAH GODBLESS!<3

stupid rachael (x

Sun, 25 Mar 2007 12:35:41 GMT

my retarded niece asked me to blog for her.

i have like a thousand .... and one .. things to do.

and here i am. blogging for her T.T

HER FREAKING TAGBOARD HAS TO BE BLOODY GONEEE.

and im freaking pmsin (:

actually im not. i jus said tt for fun ..

anyways..i love my niece. even if she's a retard!(:

she acting retarded. like herself (:

GO SUPERMAN xD

MY EMO PARTNER<3

we love each other even if we're worlds apart <3

aunt(:

Saturday, March 24, 2007

Sat, 24 Mar 2007 10:42:04 GMT

i hate you. yes i do. thats why i hate that damn subject.
deal with it.

Friday, March 23, 2007

Fri, 23 Mar 2007 14:28:11 GMT

zomg.
this is so f*cking screwed.

this is a f*cking screwed up world where i bet everyone think that is damn bloody f*cked up.
im sorry im using so much of this but i dont seem to care. so if i dont then neither should you.
now you know why people fall into depression and all that other screwed crap.
and now everyone seems like darn bloody pissed and all, and so am i.
thankyou eunice&leyee&abby for making rachael happierr (:
but no one can stay happy for ever and ever
sorry _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _, i understand yesyesyes i do, but its like so near yet so far.
easier said than done, to put it in short.
and miss_ _ _ is also damn bloody screwed. she's such a beeyotchhh.

THIS WORLD IS DAMN SCREWED, in short.

screw this world
screw the people in this world (other than you lovelies)
screw all that bloody f*cked up crap