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Sunday, July 02, 2006

Sun, 02 Jul 2006 00:10:04 GMT

need i say more? :) i sooo edited this picture! dont get me wrong haha i loove Mo&Ash, but i just had to make it pure ZANESSA! <3

Monday, June 19, 2006

Mon, 19 Jun 2006 04:00:30 GMT

ZANESSA IS LOVE <3

could they be any cuter?

Tuesday, June 13, 2006

Tue, 13 Jun 2006 13:37:20 GMT

im baaaaaaaaack in the HSM craze. because i love it more than you....yes, you! <3

Tuesday, May 23, 2006

Tue, 23 May 2006 04:57:41 GMT

mr.schwartz gave me a behavior card today.

its my first one ever.

and now i`m mad.

mad like this .

cuz this is such a piss off.

my streak is over.

*(*&)!&%&$%^.

sincerely, eshellle.

Monday, May 22, 2006

Mon, 22 May 2006 06:29:30 GMT

CONGRATZ CRUSADERS OF `06! & my favoriterest CHARMAINE ROSARIO!

CHARMAINE AS A SLAVE.

we love youuuu charmaine!

LOVE, your stinky sophomores. <3

Wednesday, May 10, 2006

Wed, 10 May 2006 09:11:36 GMT

gahhh. can`t keep up with xanga & myspace anymorrre. its myspace for me. =)

BYEEE.

you know you want this!

sincerely, eshelle.

Saturday, April 29, 2006

Sat, 29 Apr 2006 05:23:54 GMT

yesterday was thee perfect-est day i have ever had. like everything was perfect. well if bestest friend & best buddy were`nt in ISS, it would have been more perfect! =)

so anyways, me & the gang went to watch ALADDIN JR..

it was me, melolo, ishoozoo, peter & demi, oreo, loserface & her `friend` =) && charmaine came too.

dude. i was super happy.

during intermission i was flipping sad. [even ask peter!]

cuz i coudlnt find wink wink ;]

and then when the play ended,

i saw wink wink ;]

&& wink wink;] did something later

and it made my night.

i had thee best night ever.

so fun. & wonderfully perfect. =)

right now, i just rememberer. me, melody, charmaine, and adrienne were picking on fatima about her *lovergirl and and we were all laughing so hard, and i was drinking gatorade and i missed it and hit my tooth. ooh the laughter. =)

Friday, April 21, 2006

Fri, 21 Apr 2006 13:26:18 GMT

APRIL 21, 2006.

done with SAT`S. && HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE GREATEST PRINCIPAL EVER MADE....HE KNOWS WHO HE IS. (=

xoxo, eshycakes.

Wednesday, April 19, 2006

Wed, 19 Apr 2006 05:45:33 GMT

school is soOo awesome. sarcastic? heck yes.

i mean goshness i was sooo enjoying my spring break; i mean i barely did anything, but it was the fact that i didn`t have any work and stuff, that made me happy! i know i`ve always loved school but right now its just too muchos! our first day back we had SAT`S && we`re not even finished. && worst of all ....we`re having it with out advisor! that just plain sucks....&& i hate sixth period. i hate it. i hate it. i hate it. my friday is already ruined and friday hasn`t come yet...i hate it because we have 6th period on friday. ): i`m gonna go cry now.

TODAY i LEARNED THAT....

your parents could get in trouble if you`re not going to school. [tsk tsk!]
plagiarism is bad. [omg, no way?! haha i kid!]
Maybelline is a car that was racing and was overheated. [ehh..point?]
my mom bought me those huge buy eye sunglasses and i felt like a celebrity and her cell phone was ringing and she told me to answer it. cuz it was her work and so i answered it saying.."TALK TO ME!"..haha, i know im a dork. [i`m famous!]
Geometry is weird. [`amen.]
Mr.Shortz likes Franny. [`its so obvious.]
Single Parenting is good. says thee home ec class. [`inside joke!]
Teen Pregnancy is thee answer! says thee home ec class. [`inside joke!]
Mr.Malone is a true man...he wore a pink polo today. [`cool.]
i`m gonna be a junior next year. [`holy da*n.]

ALLADiN JR. IS TOMORROW. <3

`eshycakes.

Saturday, April 15, 2006

Sat, 15 Apr 2006 03:05:06 GMT

a million years...

one hundred years from now...it wont matter how you did on a test, or how popular you were. no one will care about how many hits you got in a baseball game. it wont matter if you miss a day of school, or what you got for your birthday. your highest score on a computer game wont be remembered or if your family had a swimming pool. no one will care who came in first in that one race...it wont matter if your handwriting was messy, or if all your artwork wasnt the best. but, if you made life a little better...for jus one person, thats what will be remembered. thats what will matter and I may not be with him, but he's still my world. he's still the one thing worth holding onto. the true test of love is no matter how long you two go without talking, he will always find a way back into your heart . no matter how hard you try to forget him, you can't. it's the little things that mean the most, but break your heart all the same. it's those times when a song comes on & immediately you cry missing him, wanting him, needing him . Just wishing he thinks about you, and he has never forgot the memories you t.w.o have, means everything . Just the small thought of maybe, just maybe there might be an "us" give you the strength to hold on that much longer. There will always be girls you can't believe you were once friends with; the boys you can't believe you kissed . the one [boy] you can't believe you ever lived without. The way he laughs at your jokes and when you laugh. the way he plays with you hair. he touches your face, He Smiles at you, he talks to you, & he comforts you && you begin to think that he just might love you...again. You never realize how much you love something until you lose it , and you're one of the lucky ones if you get it back. and what if i said you never mattered, that i never lost a moment of sleep? what if i crushed all your dreams & broke all the promises you swore to keep? tell me how your life would be if i did to you what you did to me? Look at all the pictures of the past thinkin of how the years went so fast the dances - the parties - the pix - the laughs the shoulders to cry on and cute photograph. the ppl i've known since way back when the new kids came every now and then the friendships you make come and go but theres always those few you'll always know!So,Don't waste your time worrying about boys-- boys will come and go. Don't waste your time caring about the people who don't like you-- chances are you don't like them either. Don't waste your time worrying if people are talking about you-- you affected their lives, they didn't affect yours. Waste your time with friends-- live for the moment, laugh often, be immature, do anything and everything. If it's something you'll regret in the morning, sleep late & when you wake up, laugh about it with your friends, because your friends are what matter most. When you have your friends...you have everything.So this is when we finally learn the real meaning of change. You do the things you used to be against, date the people you never thought you would, && befriend the people you used to hate. You'll learn what its like to have your heart b.r.o.k.e.n., to lose a friend that truly meant something to you, && to feel as if everything is really falling apart. There will be points that your life seems so absolutly horrible it feels like its not real. Despite all this, good things will come too--you'll make the most amazing friends that will be there for you even when they probably shouldn't be;;your broken heart will heal once you find the most perfect guy you've ever met;;&& just as nothing else can go wrong, things will only get better. There will be the days that you are so happy && high,& & days that you feel like dying. Drama happens, gossip goes around && people talk shit. Maybe this is high school;;maybe this is life;; or maybe this is just what growing up is. With every bad thing comes something better. you just have to know that, through everything, there will be those people that help you get through it all. && thats the only thing that matters.

& these are the people that matter.

-"Never Gone" by the backstreet boys is sooo our theme-song. But then again, so is "A million years" by Teddy Geiger or "100 Years" by Five For Fighting....either way; there will never be enough songs in this world to describe my friendships with these amazing people. looooooove them <3

tootle-dee-doo [eshelle]