I'm back on xanga!!!!

Oh, its so good to be back. i totally hated myspace. Although it was fun designing it, it just got boring. I can better express myself here. i'm so attached to xanga since it was my first place where i did online journaling stuff. Anyways....

I've made so many poems recently. its so cool. Right now i'm working on Christmas presents for midweek tomorrow. I've managed to not finish a single gift. Painting is tough! I'm so bad at finishing my projects. I guess cuz i try to multi-task it all. I'm so A.D.D. i tell u. I'm having fun though. I love feeling my creative juices tingling in my brain. What a rush!!! haha i'm a sucker for art i suppose.

So, today was pritty cool. i had a really good intense talk with my mom about how i felt and although it was pritty shakey in the beginning, we ended in hugs and tears. Haha...typical of women huh? Oh well...i enjoy hugs. LoL

i got to talk to Mary which was "supa cool." She was trying to give me the hook ups for a job during winter break. it was sweet of her to want to help me out. I miss all the sisters already. i'm like ready to "bounce" from my house. i feel so useless here. i feel the need to be outside with life, trees, and people. i miss taking the bus and all that jazz.

okay, well...i gotta get back to my gifts since they need to be done by tomorrow.

hey there everyoneZ! or at least anyone left on xanga. hehe. Becky keeps telling me to update my xanga cuz the last entry is many months old. haha remember when i said it was a year old?! so funny. Natalie needs a math class big time. LoL! Anyways, now that my electricity is working again and my sister is paying for our AOL service i have the chance to update more often but i still like to keep my distance cuz the internet is very time-consuming and i don't want to turn into a computer bum over the summer. haha. So, let's see...what interesting things to tell you. I'm so glad to be back in San Francisco. I missed my family here. I was in Antioch for a week and it was crazy hot over there. I got kinda bored with seeing no variety of culture there. I missed how we're all so different in the city. I missed you guys!!!! side shout-out to my girl Marisela: HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY! sorry i wasn't back in time to celebrate your special day. i missed you. i hope your party-thing went well. Love u lots muchacha.

Things i missed about campus:

i missed Becky and her made up words and silly phrases. The way we laughed about nonsense.

i missed Mary and her random cravings for coffee: "Man, i need coffee." i missed how she would bust out her little "hip-hop" dance moves when no one was looking. hehe. so cute.

i missed Quantrice and her sarcastic jokes. i missed and she laughed at most of my jokes. i miss our animated conversations.

i missed Christy and how she repeats what you say as you are saying it like she can predict what you're thinking. haha. i missed the purity of her heart and the smile on her face.

i missed playing card games with Marc and beating him everytime. haha. jk. this week i lost like every single game. i was sadly and brutually beaten by his mad skills. haha. i missed his evil laugh. LoL.

i missed Eddie's jokes. i missed our inside jokes and how our sides always hurt after saying our silly things.

Friday was lots of fun being with campus again. Thanks for inviting me to hang out with you Becky. Karaoking was so much fun. Watching Marc sing "I believe i can fly" was hilarious. he totally believed it. LoL. and singing my all time favorite song with Eddie: "Lean on me" and laughing at the end because Eddie started improvising at the end of the song like most singers do, only he was making a joke out of it. And then hearing the pros: Becky & Tracy singing in Japanese. Boy, was i impressed. they looked so cute singing together. And then hearing Christy sing in Japanese. that was cool. she can sing good. i don't know why she was so hesitant to sing. Oh, and the most fun was singing "Gangster's Paradise" together. it was so funny that we all knew the words.

Well, i'll finish telling you more when i come back next time but for now, i think this entry is long enough. Love u all! G'bye!