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Thursday, February 17, 2005

Thu, 17 Feb 2005 02:38:15 GMT

I'm so glad i finally talked to this person......it's all good now....and I made cake!!!!!!!!!

Thursday, February 17, 2005

Thu, 17 Feb 2005 01:40:02 GMT

NOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! They cancelled the hockey season!!!!!!!!!!!!! STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID!!!!!! I'm so mad/upset at both the NHL and the NHLPA. I'm now a Trenton Titans fan!!!! No more stupid NHL with ruined seasons because they cannot negociate to save the sport. On other things.....I"m feeling alot better than I did yesterday....I don't know why I cried.....I'm just stupid about things sometimes. I find that I care too much about my friends and such....I care so much.....and I rarely get the same type of care/love in return. It becomes frustrating at times.....leading me to get upset with friends, or in other cases, have ridiculous crushes on people just because I want them to show me that they care. But w/e......people don't care.....that's the problem in the world today--not enough love. Even my parents won't give me the time of day to talk to them about what's upsetting me....it's ridiculous. They just say, "michelle go do your homework!"-like they don't even care about me.....god people suck sometimes. Especially people who can't make up their minds......amanda knows who i'm referring to....Well....I'm off!

Monday, February 07, 2005

Mon, 07 Feb 2005 21:29:31 GMT

WHEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Airhead is insane!!!!!!!!!!! The show is ummm...interesting....I mean....its getting better now that we're taking something magical called blocking into account. Fun Fun. Failed a bio test today cuz i didn't read the chapters on the test.....wheeee!!!!!!! But I don't care.....its the beginning of the third quarter and I'm auctioning myself for a date tomorrow (its a crazy world we live in). Won't somebody please buy me......I am afraid I'll go up there and the music will shut off and you can hear the crickets outside, and no one wants to buy me for less than the minimum bid........it would be entertaining however... I realize that I do not use periods, but elongated elipses all the time when I'm writing on this...strange...hey! I did it again! Well ta-ta! (oh split personality disorder) (captain random strikes again!!!!! mwahahahahahahahaa!!!!!!!!)

Tuesday, February 01, 2005

Tue, 01 Feb 2005 21:50:13 GMT

People suck. I am in such a bad mood. I'm taking every single thing that people say as offensive. I'm really tired. I feel like the juniors in amandala don't really want to be there (one of them in particular), and that upsets me, because i work so hard to organize things for rehearsals. Maybe we should take a break and just have a party sometime soon, for i fear I am losing their interest. I'm really afraid that they don't care anymore. I heard some girls talking about how they don't want to go to rehearsal tonight. it was said with an "oh god, i have to do this again" expression. I want the girls to love Amandala as much as I do. To feel a connection with what they're singing......to feel the music flow through them. That's why I love the ethnic music we do. It has so much emotion. Also, I'm not standoffish. Why do people never come around me? With the exception of a few of my close friends, it feels like people are intimidated by me.....but I don't understand why. People flock, and I'm left alone in a rocking chair. I don't understand it....and I probably never will. I just wish that things were going better right now, that I wouldn't be getting upset over the stupidest remarks that meant nothing probably. It's not like I'm isolated or anything....I just always feel that people don't really care about me....like there's someone else they'd rather be talking to, and that hurts. On another note, I hate fake people, and I HATE people who are all over my guy friends when they have no feelings for them. I'm so mad at so many things......maybe I'm just PMSing...

Sunday, January 23, 2005

Sun, 23 Jan 2005 05:50:14 GMT

AAAHHHHHH......I'm sick and its midterms....this sucks, oh so much. I had to miss Erhardt's midterm yesterday....but oh well. Spanish went horribly, as any other in class can attest to.....prob stats.....man....that was so easy it was funny (or maybe that was just the fever talking....). Bio, Oh Bio. That's going to be a bitch of a test. Well, hey. It's gonna be easier than any of the tests we took this year.....and overall we all had B average on all of them.....right? *gulps* We did learn soooooooooo much tho. It's crazy. Quick-what's a facilitated anarobe???? any takers? Gov isn't going to be too special either. I'm doing 5 make-up assignments for Stringer. I was so damn lazy this semester. The clan of me, G1, and Thomas went online every night and had convo's similar to this:

t: i should probably do my gov work

m: i prolly should too

t: but psycho's on tv!

m: eh, screw it....we'll do it later

and now it's later, and we STILL don't want to do it. whatever.....as long as i don't fail (which to me means getting below a B in any class bcuz i'm crazy)(even a B pushes me to the limits of my sanity) i won't be rescinded or anything.....right??? *whimpers and sucks thumb*

Now i'm getting excited for all the cool "senior" stuff we get to do after midterms. We get to have fun after midterms!!!! WHAT A CONCEPT!!!!! All of us (especially those in AP Bio, the coolest class on earth) have worked our asses off our entire lives for good grades (especially the last 3 years, for they were much more important). Now we have our much needed and much deserved break due to a terrible epidemic of senioritis (inflamation of the senior) (oh health class!). Well....I've gotta go sleep after wasting the whole day doing this thing called getting well. Tomorrow is time for mucho homework and studying for the wonderful and glorious bio *cough-all-lies-cough* Studying for Bio, a new pastime...

Wednesday, January 05, 2005

Wed, 05 Jan 2005 04:34:45 GMT

oh man.....columbia's gonna be so awesome next year....i'm going into the city with david among many others and i'm gonna give a tour of columbia to everybody (cool!). I'm so nervous about my midterms....that's the last hurdle....and then columbia doesn't get ANY of my grades......w00t! Interesting play choice from airhead.....I've never played someone my own age...it shall be interesting. (and this time around there's no soccer so i can actually go to rehearsals !!!)

Saturday, January 01, 2005

Sat, 01 Jan 2005 23:08:51 GMT

Oh man....awesome party yesterday at my house (some ppl seem shocked that we can have an awesome time and not all be drunk but w/e). I had so much fun. And right before it I had dinner at Sam's house which was awesome.....his mommy is a good cook. stayed up til 7 30 am. wow i'm tired. wow i don't want to do the massive amount of hw i have to do for monday. Stupid boys.....stupid stupid boys. I can't believe you know who did this to me.....he totally lied about EVERYTHING. I'm not the idiot here. He is. GRRRRRRRR.......boys are so frustrating. There aren't enough in this small little town.

Wednesday, December 08, 2004

Wed, 08 Dec 2004 20:22:18 GMT

Wow its been a while... a soccer season, musical, and a boyfriend later, I have returned. I'm so nervous about early decision coming back.....I just want it to be done with, so I'll know whats going on with my future, although show always says, "it just your future?? who cares?" Just had the hardest test i've ever taken.....my brain still hurts....too much bio! R is for restriction, F is for fragment.....good times........and the cleavage furrow (what do u picture when you hear this word?). I don't do hw anymore really......its worrysome....but eh.....senioritis hits all.....well maybe except anna. I'm gonna get a haircut......I need a haircut. I miss all the guys i was friends with last year who are in college now.....like alex and leigh. my buddies. It's scary that within a year, i'll be off at college.

-captain random, signing off.

p.s.- is it wrong to like someone but not want to go out with them???

Thursday, October 14, 2004

Thu, 14 Oct 2004 20:20:35 GMT

Wow. This blows my mind. I thought I'd never get one of these. Obviously I was wrong. Well, I guess I'm supposed to write about me here. My life if pure chaos after 2:52. I'm Snoopy in the musical, and soccer captain, so I've definately got multi-tasking down. I am an absolute perfectionist-I am unhappy if I'm no the best at everything; ergo I am always unhappy. Not really. All I've gotta say for now is that this night is shaping up to be quite a bad one sleep-wise. Let's hope that that Bio test-quest-quiz tomorrow is for extra-credit (for that seems to be the rumor).