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| (Correction this entry is for December 16, 2007.)
Okay, Happy 23rd month anniversary baby, 23 months huh?
even though we had our little break during the summer nothing stopped us from finding our way back, and i thank God for that. We've both realized even with our little flings we can't live without each other & that THEY will never make us feel how we ever felt, ever. It was hard going back to the way things were but i knew we'd get back, eventually. I love you so much i can't say that enough, since we've "reunited" i've never been so happy & haha it never felt so good. We've both changed for the better, i'm so grateful to have you & i apperciate everything you do for me & my family. Haha I mean who else would go out and suprise my starving family with groceries lol. But anyway i can't believe we've made it back to our usual "fierce" selves. People question why we broke up in the first place, that still brings a question to our minds also -.-. But yeah, hey even though it totally slipped my mind that it was the 16th, i still treasure everyday like it is.
( tahaha i'm a little rusty )
To end this fun filled entry, i'd like to tell you .. baby, i'm still crushed
i love you slipperynippletoppedwithwhippedcream(excentuateonthe"H")+buttons.
ps. thanks for getting me sick YOU GOOD FOR NOTHING PIECE OF VOMIT.
love you lots.
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| So i just got finished watching sisterhood and the travleing pants, i never knew how inspirational that movie was until i realized im just like lena well before she realized that life isn't that bad until you find something that's worth living for. And bridget resembles my aunt Beverly because she lost her parents when she was little but still has so much life and i don't understand how someone who has lost her whole world not be afraid of living, and me who hasn't lost anything be afraid of taking chances.
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| Now that school has started, it doesn't even feel like school honestly it feels like 13th grade and i've been hearing that too much lately which is making me hate ccp because i don't hear that from anywhere else, but other than that i actually like school not only for all the benefits i never got in high school just i don't know i'm surrounded by different kinds of people, and i thought it would be a real change though with guys in my classes now but it feels excatly the same i don't know why. Maybe because they don't mean as much to me as i thought they would be.. eh?
Anyway yeah so other than school, ever since my dad left for las vegas my house has felt very empty. I don't know i thought it would be more i don't know FESTIVE haha, as bad as that sounds it's true but yeah my mom AND dogs are going thru this very depressing phase, my dogs have stopped eating for some reason recently after my dad left so i just give them my food which is currently making ME starve haha wow totally off the subject but yeah anyways.
So pretty big news me and danny are back together, things HAVE changed but for the better haha well MOST of it is for the better we both took the habit of smoking for personal reasons though which only us will understand. Well i'm glad that we're back together i knew this was going to happen some how though, it was just a matter of time i guess sooner than i thought.
Yeah, so next semester danny and i and a few of his friends might get an apartment which i hope will pull thru and i will be allowed to do it. eh Obvious reasons why my parents wouldn't let but then again there are reasons why they should due to my lack of transportation for school but then again i will prove to them that it's a good idea since like we'll be somewhere on temple ground, which is so much closer and i could get a job on campus without worrying of the timing. Plus it's only $200 a month which really isn't that bad sharing with 5 people? maaan. cake.
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HAPPY ONE YEAR ! we made it. together. it's funny how things work out, these months with you well let's just say i've had the time of my life i've been to half the places i've always wanted to go. from these months for the love as strong as ours we can get thru anything that stands in our way though cant believe i've put you through hell also you didnt deserve that, and neither did i. i realized that love has some awefully hard tests, but we got thru this one easy .. with a couple emotional bumps and bruises here and there. i'm sorry for being so selfish and not realizing that we're different people who do things our own different ways. sigh* i still have a lot of growing up to do .. but i'm sooo glad that you're patient with me and that you're willing to hold my hand as i grow up.i take back all the harsh things i've said - it's not true. it's just an exaggeration in my mind magnified by my frustration in everything else. i'm so sorry for taking everything out on you. i'm sorry for ever doubting your love.. i'm sorry for ever putting you through this. anyhoots i have no idea what i would do or how i would be without the wonderful encouragement you've shown me. THANK YOU for everything you've done for me .. heehee* you're like my personal cheerleader. .. thank you for always believing in me .. not just in school but in EVERYTHING i've ever been scared about. YOU'RE the person who gives me strength to work my hardest and be my best. YOU'RE the person i wanna be better for. thank you for never giving up on me either .. even when i was about to give up on myself - or even worse .. US. just thank you soo much .. you've done more than you think you have .. i love you, mr. vo. i dont think i tell you that enough.. but trust me baby REALLY DO. even though our day wasn't spent today "every girl should have a special someone in their lives to make special moments..." that's you, baby .. i owe so much to you for making that night special for me .. i have never been happier because of you .. and i mean that from the bottom of my heart .. please believe me .. there's no one else other than you .. and there never will be. YOU'RE the only man in my life and no one, no matter who they are, could ever replace you .. there's no one else i'd rather be with than you .. and i'd give up anything to make you happy .. i love you and thank you .. for making me the happiest girl alive.
i can't wait to spend forever with you , i know & you know it won't be easy
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