| so, summer is about to come to an end and im dreading school once again. i've realized much im dreading growing up. growing up means change, and im kinda content with where i am right now. it means more responsibility and losing people =( to college.. this year is probably going to be the hardest saying goodbye to them [well from church anyway] i guess its cuz ive grown up with so many of them and i cant imagine church without them, or life without them. i know they aren't going away forever, but the thought of growing up scares me. i dont want to go to college.
kathy- i am going to miss you so much , you have no idea. i can't believe you are going all the way to michigan and ah i just cant believe you're giong to college period. you and joy were like the first girls from church who were nice to me when i was younger, i thought i was cool cuz i was hanging out with you guys .i remember hanging out with you when we were younger all the time because our families always had outings. haha offering the toll ladies/dudes gum and cookies. also, sunday nights parents always had those prayer meetings after chinese school. and you cant forget michaela jackson, my life was changed forever. im glad we went to misssisspi together, you are always so happy and sweet and not negative and its great so i like to spend quality time with you! ill continue praying for you as you go off to college and be safee ok!?!?!?!?
greg- what can i say about you? i can definitely say church will be different without you. i mean you truly are a great leader and you're always there to step up and i admire those qualities in you lol really though. basically my earliest memories of you was when i really disliked you because you were so mean to me and called me ms. mouse, but then i saw you change and you became nice so i didn't mind you so much anymore.... haha jk i like you now, you're okay by me.
annalice- i know you are reading this even though you don't have a xanga yourself. you probably don't even want me writing about you. but i can't not, because i really like you and i really dont want you to go, but if you must, im glad you are going to be going to college close to home. i will miss you doing the awkward turtle and the awkward arm thing. and you just saying 'awk' lol during awkward times. and i love that you are kinda an awkward person because then we can get along because i am kinda weird. and from now on i will try making my away messages a little more elaborate for you.
daniel- yeah you're probably not going to read this so ill keep it short, i will miss having you around the house, even if you were usually out all the time.
vivian- you are sooo smartttttt and super cool. im glad we went to church together even though towards the end of the year i saw you less. i remember bp one year, or my only year, we had our paper towel club and we made everything out of paper towels, lol little head bands and like wrist pads or something weird liek that hahah we were very resourceful. now you're already at cornell =( but im already missing you.
chris- chris! this is crazy, im going to miss you alot. im sorry about not being able to come out today, i feel really bad =( and obviously im not studying cuz im online doing this and i hope my mom doesn't catch me lol. hmmm we've known each other for liek what 2 years and the first time we met was kinda awkward but it was good cuz it was at your baptism. we've had a lot of good times and you are so good to me and you are so selfless so i really admire that in you. im going to miss our little kidoodles hang outs =( but when you and steve come back we will have a reunion! continue to grow in god and dont do anything stupid at college!
stephen- STEVEEEE, you're like another older brother to me because you're really protective and you care a lot. except you are sketchy too, and you try to sketch me out a lot lol i will have to say, that is something im going to miss haha thanks for everything, im glad you're in my life!
tom- you are one weird kid , but you have a good heart and you have GREAT manners! i will miss those manners lol you are a really great person so i guess i will miss you too. jk i will miss you of course
gladys- you have the cutest style, i love all of your clothes and everything. you have sucha kind heart and i dont kno when you go off to college, but i hope i can say bye to you b4 you do.
paul- i have known you for quite a while, our families you to do a lot of stuff when we were younger i think , like parties or what not. you are a really straight forward person but you also are sensitive and i kno you have nice heart. you really care. i remember at tc when i was feeling kinda bad this year and me and james were crying you came and comforted me and i thought that was really nice. so thanks for making my church years so far enjoying, good luck in college!
victor- you're really shy but a cool person, im sorry if i scared you at school when i tried to say hi and waved at you. i will be sad when i can't do that this year.
joy dai- even though you are in cali right now and i haven't seen you in a while, i will still continue missing you. you are so nice! and you are very artsy, i've always admired that. i wish i could be as arsty as you haha but just good luck in college and i will pray for you.
andrew lee- HI ANDREW LEE!
okay i really hope i didn't miss anyone. i kinda just wrote that out to get my FEELINGS out for you guys and display it for all the world to see. i wrote that cuz i couldnt make it to the retreat and because i didnt really say it at the send off on friday, so just know, whenever you are sad or lonely, think of how much i love you! or rather how much God loves you!
i'll miss you alll likeee whoaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ! |
