| starting to lose it T___T" why cant i just stop talkign bout u or even think aobut you theres just so much emotions built inside me that its so sun fu right now it seems like now we're nto together anymore you seem a lot happier = \ theres so much things i still want to do with you and esepecially summer is coming up i always spent my summers with you and it was the best yet... to be honest i was suppose to go to china this summer to ballroom dance but i didnt want to be away from you so i told my mom that i would take summer school jsut so i could stay and be with you but it doesnt even matter anymore cause i am no longer yours. 143637 |
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| sigh i guess you're out having fun while im at home sick missing you.... you must have met a lot of pretty girls and especially you're single now hmmm yeah i know i need to get over u... soon i will i promise... i miss you more and more everyday seeing other ppl hold hands and talk about their love makes me miss you so much and how i was just like them but a few words can simply take that all away from me... i miss u |
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| its been so long why cant i just get over you? i just wish you would be man enough to ask me back again... no matter how much i dont i do... i just want you to try... i fucking miss you... i hate how my way of knowing your life anymore is reading your facebook.. i hate it... and i miss you so god damn much... it feels like i am dead to you and that i mean nothing since we no longer have any relation WHEN I TOLD YOU I DIDN"T CARE ABOUT YOU ANYMORE... DID YOU BELIEVE MY LIE? you were and sitll is the best thing that ever happened to me... you can never be replaced |
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| maybe ill finally use this again to express my love for him since i can no longer express it anymore... i miss him soo much i dont know why. im suppose to be determined to get over him but im soo in love with him still... new hair means new beginning for me but how come this time i dont feel happy or pretty? i mean whats the point of being pretty when the person you're being pretty for doesnt care or cant even see it anymore. im not sure why im starting to break down inside but i lovehim and miss him so much :( i do i do i love you... |
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