Hey.. well last night was freakin crazy... ok well my family and i went out to eat at this nice ass resturaunt and i didnt think i was going to see anyone there that i knew... but im sitting there and this kid named stuart walked by and i started freaking out because when ever theres stuart theres Sean... and sean was the guy that i was dating when i came into the program and i didnt even really want to look around for sean cuz i ddint want him to see me but when he walked over to the bar i watched him and sean was sitting there and i started crying and i got really pissed because my sister told me she talked t sean bout a month ago and he said that he oly hooked up with me a couple times and we dtaed for like 3 months so hes an asshole so i got real mad and stuart said somthing to him and he turned around and looked strate at me and he got all huffy lookin and walked out of the place. and i onno it was really weird because im not used to seeing these people... gee i cant wait to freakin run into Matt!!... but ya everything is ok now. todays gonna be cool. im going shopping. i need some new clothes pretty badly. oh and i talked to my friend lauren last night she told bout all the petty drama at POH and whoo hoo I heard jason likes Mallory and i heard hes fine.. lol and ya i heard ethan told jordan i was writing emails about how much i like him... thank you ethan.... i just wish hed include the ENTIRE story before making me look like some back stabbing boyfriend stealer thing.... thas it ethan were fighting... oh jermey i forgot we never fought... that sucks.. oh well... well thas it fo now peace out yall

                                   ~Sarah

Hey guys well this has been a GREAT morning... i onno i got to be alone n junk because my parents went to homedepot and i got to juss chill and listen to music it was nice.... I onno but ya today is gonna be borining i can feel it cuz my moms leaving but Frank and his dad are staying and im going to prolly go hide... lol But ya the grass is green this morning because yesterday just wasn't a good day i got in trouble for calling Matt and thats not good.... So me n my mom had a long talk n were strate now... so i onno this is just gonna be hard. i gotta get passed level 2 cuz remeber once you were a level 2 you juss shot up... so ya... lol sorry its early i dont know if i make since... its 700.. lol well ima go for now heres a pics of me this mornign when i woke up =0)

                 Peace

Hey guys whats up? not much here... Amanda just left.. Man i love her so much. I onno me and my mom have gotten into a couple of fights so far and 2 of em have been pretty bad. this going home stuff is so much harder than you guys think... I onno part of me wish i would have stayed at POH but i thought and id rather go ahead n get this part of the thing over asap...But ya... im pretty bored... sessionin out for all yall who know me... Its ..good... so ya... but anywayz my mom gave me my black light today which i miss all of my old lights cuz i had so many and they were so dope... and i started putting my pics up i think i wrote that in my last enrty... im just having a good of a day as i can.... cuz so far its been..not great... i dont know exactly what to think about my step dad though because i dont really get along with him but i love him alot because shes done alot to me but my mom doesnt understand how you cna do that. i know kids understand cuz we like hate our parents somtimes but we still l ove em. like Vincent used ot say.... so ya well thas it for now....

                 420 LoVe