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Down.

Thu, 29 May 2008 22:50:35 GMT

Hiatus;

Till I don't know when. When I can sought out my thoughts, when I can be motivated, when I can get my beautiful grades (haha, sounds so stupid). But yes.

And if I really need to blog, I do have somewhere else where I can vent. But not xanga. Because it's too public and everyone knows.

Another time.

I Pull Myself Together

Thu, 15 May 2008 12:42:19 GMT

Midyears are terrible.That's all I have to say.

Friday, May 02, 2008

Fri, 02 May 2008 13:12:27 GMT

RULES:
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. Put the last title of the song as the subject.
4. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!!!

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY", YOU SAY ?

I Could Get Use to This - The Veronicas

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
Teenage Superstar - Kim Lian (??!! Okay, this is nuts)

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Treat Me Right - BackStreetBoys

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Arise - Planetshakers (Uh. Okay, get out of bed early?)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Leaving Las Vegas - Sheryl Crow (right, and out of the casino = no gambling?!)

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Soak Up the Sun - Sheryl Crow

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Everything's Just Wonderful - Lily Allen

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?

When You Say You Love Me - Josh Groban (huh?)

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
I Wish I was a Punk Rocker with Flowers in My Hair - Sandi Thom (HAHA)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BESTIES?

We're All Mad - Natasha Bedingfield (Quite True HAHA)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Just A Dream - Carrie Underwood

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
I Do to Be - Laura Pausini (?)

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Forever - HillSong Music Australia Youth Alive

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
No Promises - Shayne Ward (wth)

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Dreams Come True - Westlife

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Zombie - The Cranberries (HAHA SHITXZ)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
My Cape is Stuck In The Phone - Reliant K

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?

Don't Know Why -Mcfly

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?

Trouble Is - Backstreet Boys

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?

Sweet Misery - Michelle Branch

Totally nonsensical! :D

Tied together with a Smile

Sun, 20 Apr 2008 03:03:01 GMT

I'm just blogging.

Because I want to.

Okay, no because I'm waiting for Step Up 2 to download even though I should be revising. And finishing homework? Okay, totally wasting my time.

This post is redundant but nevermind. I'm bored out of my gourd.

A rainy ending to a Perfect day.

Fri, 11 Apr 2008 13:01:06 GMT

School's been such a mad rush these day. And, I've been trying to uh sleep later which totally makes no sense because it takes me like half an hour to get my teeth done so if I have to stop work at 11.00 (max) to brush my teeth and sleep at 11.30. Half the time, I stop at 10.30 and sleep at 11.00. Okay, whatever. Besides, more sleep should be able to help me stay awake (nonsense). Haha, think that is the reason I fell sick as well. Not enough rest, my body totally isn't used to it. Blahaha.

Thankfully, I have my wonderful groccer ( who still hasn't gotten me my butter biscuits!) and car mate to deliver me homework. I am happy. Levia and I are totally becoming geniuses by the way. (Oops, or should I say on the way). We have been spending loads of quality time with the library and the librarian (Betcha she hates us now) Haha, first it was our borrowing book spree now it's the trying to be genius spree. We totally rock her world manxz, instill so much fun for her (what nonsense).

Mid-years are coming. I just realized, one more week (!) and guess what I have not accomplished anything. Mostly trying to catch up on homework really. I think I should have gone for the stupid course. They are totally stereotypical, not letting the whole sec 4 cohort go. I mean, so what if we are in the c classes, that means we can motivate ourselves and know study skills? What nonsense. It's just quite sad. In the end, it's actually us who really need the course more than anything else because of the pressure.

Couldn't meet Chanelle. Too busy + dental ended late. Sad. Nevermind, we shall meet in Aussie land.

Nothing much. Oh, Lit was a riot today. It woke me up a bit.

Till mid years(?)

Thursday, March 20, 2008

Thu, 20 Mar 2008 07:28:47 GMT

A picture sums up a thousand words. Hiatus from now on. I'm determined for my L1R5. (haha)

Euphoria

Thu, 13 Mar 2008 07:27:46 GMT

My piano exam is not worth mentioning. So much for uh trying to sound expressive and a worthy grade 8 student. (Omg, I just wasted all my years of forcing myself to play the thing!) Okay, but whatever the outcome who cares. So, to give myself a mini celebration, I shall slack off the whole of today. Tomorrow, I shall try to rush all the holiday homework.

( I cannot believe I got my birthday present in advance from my parents already)

Homework left:

1) A Math: Weekend assignment, Binomial Revision, Ex 15.1 and 15.2

2) E Math: Ex 4.4

3) Chinese: Zhou Ji (haha, shall just write about the stupid exam), fill up blanks in Chinese paper

4) Literature: One more paragraph for GM essay, Unseen two parts (ugh)

5) Biology: Mark TYS

6) Do testimonial for Aleena, Nadiah and me

7) Download Kapersky software

Eew, it's so disgusting. Oh crap, and I still have to study for History and Social studies. Oh whatever, I deserve this nice lil break. Plus, the Revolving Vengeance show thingy ( I forgot its name); it's finale is tonight. Must watch. Totally.

took my breath away, caught me by surprise.

whittle the time away

Mon, 10 Mar 2008 02:00:20 GMT

I've bought Persepolis! Yay, I'm so happy, it has totally made my day (on saturday). Flag Day was totally quite a waste of time. Jes and Laura were so lazy omg, they totally didn't want to do anything. Then they complained when people always approached me to give me money. (haha) Oh well, I guess being vertically challenged has uh its uses somehow. We went Borders to get Persepolis first. It was super expensive okay, 50 bucks(!!!) I was screaming inside. But I had 40% off and after that it was for 28 bucks. Oh how sweet. Lunch was at Mos Burger then it was back to school and I wanted to go Jeslyn's house after that but when I reached there, my parents also reached there. What a waste. Then we went to the Singtel shop to get my mum's phone (HTC touch) or something. Decided to give Chinese tuition a miss (yay) but I think my mum wants me to make up on Wednesday (boo)

There's Amath today, at the AVT. That's rather difficult to write though. I have a piano practice at Studio Grosso as well tonight and there was supposedly dental but I think it's cancelled. Tomorrow there's Chemistry, and then training (why oh why) but I shall go and Wednesday its jam packed. Thursday it's piano exam (oh man) and Friday would be free (p/s I want to watch Step Up 2)

As for studies, I'll throw it aside for now.

The only reason why

Tue, 04 Mar 2008 06:24:22 GMT

I'm starting to hate this layout already. Truth is, I didn't really want to change it anyway. But I am bored. And, I shouldn't be blogging. There are a million things that I can do (it's on my fingertips) that I should be doing instead of blogging. I'll regret this later, I'm sure I would.

This week is pretty hectic. Not to mention the next and the next and the months ahead till the O's are over. It's some sneaky little thing, always at the back of my head, when I collect the results of common tests and try to pretend everything is alright (actually it kinda is). I know my goal but it seems such light years away. Distractors are all over and Jesus is really just out of reach because I'm simply not trying.

But what to sacrifice, when it is impossible to sacrifice your studies over you, Lord?

Life is such a contradiction, such a mess. On good days, everything seems like sunbeams and cotton candy. On bad days, you wish you can just die. (Wouldn't it be better?) And on contemplative days (like today), you just seem to be standing in the grey area.

There's Spa Skill 3 tomorrow. Oh wonderful. And there's piano today not to mention next week is my Grade 8 exam and did I tell you? I'm not prepared at all. It was a mistake all along, making me continue when the heart's not into the notes and scores. But what can you do when you're being forced and money pushes the person to sway your parents' decisions?

Anyway, it was totally crazy in the auditorium just now. Pity, it can't be captured, just a figment of memory, a splash of colour on a page of blank paper.

I'll leave to ponder. (Did I mention, I don't feel like myself? Wait no, I'm standing in the grey area. Honestly, I'm not feeling a thing.)

If I can have 3 wishes right now, my first wish would be to just score my distinctions in the O's. It sounds silly to waste a wish on such but it is just so irritating that I rather wish I'm 17 today and I have somehow skipped over 16.

Apocalytic

Wed, 27 Feb 2008 13:39:43 GMT

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star

Shitz, thanks to Sherlyn and Vanessa, Taylor Swift is all I think about (haha). Okay not really. Just that the lyrics keep popping up in my head sighz. Common tests are over! And the teachers are probably all speedmarking or something because ZHB happily returned our Chinese scripts back today. Like woah. It's not too bad. I probably improved from last year (dangling by the 1/2 mark pass-fail) so I'm quite okay. But if I didn't have that 6 marks cuo bie zi (!!!) , sigh, a B3 would have been so nice. But count the sweets (as Linny would have said) so yay?

Anyway, LMC proclaimed to us that we did reallly badly for common tests (haha expected!) but he was really nice and funny about it. I think we'll go down in History somehow for well... better not say anyway. Today was fun, after lessons went out with the gang and then when the bus stopped I thought I heard someone calling my name. Then haha, saw Ziying, Levia, Hui Yi and Nicole, shitz, felt so embarrassed. I'm sorry, totally hard of hearing sometimes. Plus maybe cos Jeslyn and I were totally talking about something (woa-h) haha.

Anw, we wanted to get off the bus without twin since she was sleeping away but she probably got the evil vibes or something because she promptly woke up once Jeslyn rang the bell. Went up and we wanted to like uh do homework but ended up playing SIMS and watching Laura charm the other SIM. Super hilarious haha. Totally slacked there please, and totally unproductive but nevermind.

Tomrrow there's training, cool. I miss it (in a way) but I really wanna step down soon. (Why APRIL?!?!)

Okay, got to go.