Hm so today was alright other than the annoying little kids poking me in the but with pole sticks.

My dad's friends son (Who's 3) walked around calling me an asshole.. at first we couldn't tell if he was saying that or aflac because he has a lisp. It was deffinately asshole though.

I was in charge of the pinata and i got wacked a couple times because my little cousins have horrible aim..then again they were blindfolded because it was my brainy idea.

My cousin Sean called me a whore everytime I beat him at pool...He taught me how to play. My dad tried but everyone decided they were going to stare me down so I couldn't do it..It's just not possible with people watching.

I kept making the ball fly from one end of the table to the other..and then to the ground..Yeah..But I realized what I was doing wrong so it's alright now.

anyway..jamie's coming over to play fooseball. i'll update later.

<3 

Shutting out the Critics on saturday, january 28, 2006.

If I could write one letter to the world as we know it
I would list these rhymes that mean everything to me
Heartache temporary, Bullets only stop your blood
Pain will live on and on
In everyone, in everyone

And we could change, we could change it down
We could change the world, we could strike the chord
We are the lost ones, we are the lost ones
We could re-write history, if only you and me
We are the lost ones, we are the lost ones
And We could change it down

The bottle holds no answers
His lips can only sway
Chemicals imbalance
Who needs them anyway?
Desire is close at hand
Her lips can only sway
There's more to life than this
Don't give yourself away

-Change the world

      - Anberlin

I love this song and it reminds me of Caleb, Only because a while ago everytime i went to his xanga 

He was listening to Anberlin. 

hmmm.

I love you more than life, Milva Raae of Sunshine ♥

I feel chained, chained down
You shoved me to the ground
I can't run, I can't shout
Just let me out

For someone heartless, this couldn't mean less
Gonna push it in your face
I'm only human
And I've got something to say

Let me rise, let me fall
Let me breathe
I wanna lose control, I'm not afraid to lose it all
Let me break, let me crawl
Cause I'll get back up again if you let me fall

If I burn down in this fire
Well, I've got myself to blame
I can't stop or give it up
I need to feel the pain

Can you hear me?
Don't come near me
You'll just get in my way
I'm only human
And there's nothing you can say

Let me rise, let me fall
Let me breathe
I wanna lose control, I'm not afraid to lose it all
Let me break, let me crawl
Cause I will get up again if you let me fall

Say you know who I am and what I'm about.
And you'll understand I gotta figure it out.
And live my own life.

Let me rise, let me fall
Let me breathe
I wanna lose control, I'm not afraid to lose it all
Let me break, let me crawl
Cause I will get up again if you let me fall

Yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
If you let me fall
If you let me
If you let me fall
If you let me fall

I will get up again if you let me fall
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah
If you let me fall
If you let me fall
let me fall