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only for some tho.

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Cassii

Isnt it funny how everything just always seems to fall apart? Like it wasnt ever suposed to work out? Everyday i am finding more and more disapointments, and nothing to live for. I mean were all working towards a higher goal, right? But what is the higher goal? To be rich? To get lots of money so when your old you can just lay around? I desided i dont want to work anymore, or go to school, or do much of anything really. But my mother says i have to, and intill i get threw this stage of my life and on to the next, i just have to deal. I feel like no matter how hard i work i am just gonna have to work harder. i mean right now i am going to school, and listening to my parents tell me what to do, and letting them make life changing designs for me. but after this...well after this i am still going to have to have a job, and pay for bills, and for what? A family that is just going to completely fall apart? A family that starts out happy and then as time goes by it wont be a family, but simply guest bumping into each other at a hotel. With a simple tip of the hat and a 'hows your day going?'. I say none of us should reproduce. lifes better off that way.

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Cassii

                    -¤- The Lord is with you when you are

                        with Him. Seek him and he will be

                                    found by you.-¤-

                                                             Deuteronomy 31:8  

This verse is really helping me. I mean i knew God for so long, and then it kinda felt like he just disapeared, and i got mad at him for leaving me. I quess i really have just been making up excuses, cause when i think about it He really has always been here. I just haven't been looking hard enough. I kinda feel ashamed to stand before Him. I know that He has done so much in my life, and i kinda just turned my back on Him, and made it seem to myself that He left me. But still everything is so hard. I mean i pray and tell God, "show me if you are real! show me!" and he has yet to. but maybe i am not looking hard enough! "seek and He will be found by you." hmmmmm i just don't know. it all just seems way hard right now.

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Cassii      

Currently Playing Glass Houses By Billy Joel see related

- Its still rock n' roll to me!

Well hello there my Xanga friends!

I am gonna update my xanga more now!

arent we all excited!? i know i know!

so anyway!

lifes been good; minus being grounded and suspended from school and such!

heh.

i worked tonight! it was way busy! but what can ya do! that just means more tips for me! me me me!

have any of you heard of 'The Elms'? there a christian band. i saw them last night. they were good! A rock n' roll band. like PACIFICO! but no as good.hehe!

hmm i am listening to the Adicts right now. i love them. they are good. listen to them!

uhhh.... Church tomorrow night. you should go! cause its fun! its kinda a youth servous thing thing. we have lava lamps!!

lalalala i think thats all....uh....yeah!

oh! i love this song!

seriously! listen to 'its still rock n' roll to me' by billy joel! it's like my favorite song! and Natalies too! so ya! LISTEN!!!

ok

leave me comments, if you even read this ill be suprised, i dont think anyone bothers anymore, cause its been a while! SPRED THE WORD!!

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Cassii!