Currently Listening Crime & Punishment By Avskum see related

2nd week of summer school almost done and it aint too bad. boring as fuck and probabaly gonna fail math again, but whatever. its downtown up on the 7th floor of the city college campus shit. good view, boring class, nice people, not bad? been pretty dead lately, nothing really much going on. missed out in a lot of shows cuz i wasnt really feeling it. nothin to do but chill behind a bungalow at a school. if i dont make it to any shows this month, this one's gonna make it all up-

yep, LCB is back with clit 45 at the pound. wished it was closer, but pound is alright i guess. gonna get the ole' ultraviolence on, droogies!

found out that i am going to texas at the end of july. hope it'll be fun, i dont know.seriously though, summer, even though we have countless hours of doing nothin, kind of sucks. dont see alot of people you want to. so much fer technology...havent written on xanga in awhile, i dont plan to. like anybody really reads alot of it :) just had some time cuz i couldnt sleep. having hard times sleeping again. oh yea, hopefully if everything works out, ill be in texas right on time fer the avskum show. fucking awesome band that never comes to the US.

well, have fun reading my semi-long post, blah blah blah. fuck it.

later.

ps. getting raped is one thing, but imagine getting raped by mike tyson and hulk hogan...jesus christ...

Currently Playing Revolutionary, Vol. 1 By Immortal Technique see related

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its like MK-ULTRA controlling your brain
suggestive thinking, causing your perspective to change...

so when the devil wants to dance with you, you better say never
because a dance with the devil can last you forever...

adorable.

i have a mohawk. my sides are so cold. i think i kinda look like mark unseen now.

went down to johnny's house then haight. thats about it.

im an asshole. im sick of all this bullshit. all the "flavors" of teenage angst. im probably being a baby right now, but fuck it. i dispise how things are going, how everything is "running" within teen life. im gonna try and change it. actions not bitching.
....fuck, its probably just angst...

i feel like a dick. if i woulda kept it good awhile ago, coulda been good now. but no, it wasnt suppose to be like that.

im ready to mosh like shit on friday. pull them docs up and stomp.

yea, new pope labels gay marriage as anarchy. fuck him. apparently, if anyother religion was to be in the place of Catholicism right now, we may lable thier values as going against the government. ignorant bitches.

its yer own faith, belive what you want. im not going to bring it down anymore. to me its all a form of submissive control. think about it. kinda hipcritical from the latter, huh?

schools almost done. dont want it to end anymore. things will change. i dont want it to if it'll pull.

noone understands anymore. i wish i could just be alone, but we always need someone there.

things are still kinda down here, but looking up. funeral was today nd i was a paulbearer (sp?) fer my grandma. nothing much.

on a little happier note, born/dead this friday at gilman. make up fer missing them at the creamery. nekromantix tonite, but meh. uh, watched pumpkin head 1 and 2. love those movies.

llater.

things just have to get more fucked up. a family member dies.

i dont care about anything anymore. fuck.