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Thursday, June 23, 2005

Thu, 23 Jun 2005 15:13:56 GMT

2nd week of summer school almost done and it aint too bad. boring as fuck and probabaly gonna fail math again, but whatever. its downtown up on the 7th floor of the city college campus shit. good view, boring class, nice people, not bad? been pretty dead lately, nothing really much going on. missed out in a lot of shows cuz i wasnt really feeling it. nothin to do but chill behind a bungalow at a school. if i dont make it to any shows this month, this one's gonna make it all up-

yep, LCB is back with clit 45 at the pound. wished it was closer, but pound is alright i guess. gonna get the ole' ultraviolence on, droogies!

found out that i am going to texas at the end of july. hope it'll be fun, i dont know.seriously though, summer, even though we have countless hours of doing nothin, kind of sucks. dont see alot of people you want to. so much fer technology...havent written on xanga in awhile, i dont plan to. like anybody really reads alot of it :) just had some time cuz i couldnt sleep. having hard times sleeping again. oh yea, hopefully if everything works out, ill be in texas right on time fer the avskum show. fucking awesome band that never comes to the US.

well, have fun reading my semi-long post, blah blah blah. fuck it.

later.

ps. getting raped is one thing, but imagine getting raped by mike tyson and hulk hogan...jesus christ...

Friday, June 10, 2005

Fri, 10 Jun 2005 17:16:24 GMT

its like MK-ULTRA controlling your brain
suggestive thinking, causing your perspective to change...

so when the devil wants to dance with you, you better say never
because a dance with the devil can last you forever...

adorable.

i have a mohawk. my sides are so cold. i think i kinda look like mark unseen now.

Thursday, June 09, 2005

Thu, 09 Jun 2005 02:18:28 GMT

went down to johnny's house then haight. thats about it.

im an asshole. im sick of all this bullshit. all the "flavors" of teenage angst. im probably being a baby right now, but fuck it. i dispise how things are going, how everything is "running" within teen life. im gonna try and change it. actions not bitching.
....fuck, its probably just angst...

i feel like a dick. if i woulda kept it good awhile ago, coulda been good now. but no, it wasnt suppose to be like that.

im ready to mosh like shit on friday. pull them docs up and stomp.

yea, new pope labels gay marriage as anarchy. fuck him. apparently, if anyother religion was to be in the place of Catholicism right now, we may lable thier values as going against the government. ignorant bitches.

its yer own faith, belive what you want. im not going to bring it down anymore. to me its all a form of submissive control. think about it. kinda hipcritical from the latter, huh?

schools almost done. dont want it to end anymore. things will change. i dont want it to if it'll pull.

noone understands anymore. i wish i could just be alone, but we always need someone there.

Wednesday, June 08, 2005

Wed, 08 Jun 2005 03:13:39 GMT

things are still kinda down here, but looking up. funeral was today nd i was a paulbearer (sp?) fer my grandma. nothing much.

on a little happier note, born/dead this friday at gilman. make up fer missing them at the creamery. nekromantix tonite, but meh. uh, watched pumpkin head 1 and 2. love those movies.

llater.

Saturday, June 04, 2005

Sat, 04 Jun 2005 01:23:44 GMT

things just have to get more fucked up. a family member dies.

i dont care about anything anymore. fuck.

Friday, June 03, 2005

Fri, 03 Jun 2005 01:33:30 GMT

fuck, what a life i live. fuck it, someone want to kill me and eat my brains? go ahead.

summer is almost here. for the most part of it, its gonna suck. only thing i have are shows and hopefully work.

im tired of this game. fuck me.

Thursday, May 26, 2005

Thu, 26 May 2005 02:38:57 GMT

mothman...moth-er fuckers!

D.I.-richard hung himself

Needles were stabbed in to the walls
The executioner's cutain call
Fighting back he found his life drowning
And there was no way up
Cuz Richard hung himself, Richard humg himself
It happened just the other day
Jesus come and pushed him off the shelf
He thought he'd find a better way than
Stealing and slamming and maiming and ramming
The death who wears black curtains
wears clothes what's right
The roof kicked out the road tie the rafters
A clinking of his chair and he's all through
If Richie only knew
Cuz Richard humg himself, Richard hung himself
It happened just the other day
Jesus come and push him off the shelf
He thought he found a better way
His life suddenly flashed right before his eyes
What a swingin' guy
Turnin' grey with mold, yuck
This is how he died
Give it up, give it up, throw it all away
Boiling acid bath
Polminary wrath
Feel the pulling surge
It won't let you go
Throw it all away, throw it all away,
Throw it all a, throw it all a,
Throw it all away
Swingin' in his room Richard won't come out to play
Cuz Richie hung himself the other day
Oh how the world seems to fly by
His death the final high
Cuz Richard humg himself, Richard hung himself
It happened just the other day
Jesus come and push him off the shelf
He thought he found a better way by
Stealing and tearing and ripping and
slamming and tripping and scoring and
laughing and laughing and screaming and
hurting and tearing and being and
taking the body goodbye to you Richard
I gotta get out
What do I do? Die
Richard hung himself...

Monday, May 23, 2005

Mon, 23 May 2005 05:14:33 GMT

more reasons for summer to come, heres some fucking KICKASS shows coming soon. GO!

born/dead, nekromantix, reducers sf, THE PARTISANS!

can't fucking wait. no more school, no more people, THE PARTISANS, man...

Sunday, May 22, 2005

Sun, 22 May 2005 00:07:14 GMT

fuckyou

Sunday, May 22, 2005

Sun, 22 May 2005 00:00:51 GMT

hey wassup guys? bored, its saturday, did alot of work, summer almost here, grades look like shit, but you know-summer is fuckin close. nomore assholes for 2 months. well, lets see what went down this week:

nothing.

picked up the leaders of today comp (punx unite). not bad, some great bands, some not. really love the krum bums, frontline attack (awesome live as well). some crappier bands, sorry the forgotten. but meh, good shit fer $3.

um, i have to read the fucking bible over the summer for ap english. fuck that shit. imagine spark notes, the bible: jesus dies on a cross, comes back to life, religion after a dead carpenter. lol

yea, uh, Infest rules!