it was an assumption that i made . but it was also the simplest and the most obvious explanation there is .
Ooh, ooh, and I'm not jealous, no I'm not Ooh, ooh, I just want everything she's got Ooh, ooh, you look at her so amazed I remember way back when you used to look at me that way
Tell me what makes her so much better than me What makes her just everything that I can never be What makes her your every dream and fantasy Because I can remember when it was me
i can't shake you off my mind just wanna go back in time to just press rewind i wanna have you by my side you always make it right and without you my heart starts to cry how will i ever go on ? how will i stay strong ? do you see without you my soul dies ?
"it's always the person that you want the most, that you're better off without."
been three whole months and i'm still so ...
♪ I don't know how to play it like / I'm not in love with you / but I'll try / even though i do...still / Miss you / just like the air that I breathe I need you / with me/ I'm not gonna lie / I can't imagine my life without you but I / suppose I will survive ♪
"there's a girl whose sitting at home crying her eyes out i hope you're happy cos you did this to her cos she believed you when you said you loved her &she fell for you she was too much in love to see what everyone else could she loved you too much to realise... she was being taken for a fool.. she didnt realise you were never around she didnt care about the people whispering didnt question the little things that didnt add up she didnt even care that you had a reputation she thought you changed - she was wrong you had it 'all' she really loved you .. did that mean anything to you? it meant everything to her did you even care? &now as she sits alone with an empty box of tissues all she can think about .. is you her heart's shattered into a million pieces & she still loves you with every single piece she's hurting now more than she ever thought she could she's crying because she loves you & she wants you back but you dont want her you said you stopped loving her she doesnt believe you ever loved her.. how could you fall out of love so easily? now shes asking herself, "whats wrong with me".. "why aren't i good enough for him?" but we all know; shes too good for you she misses you but she's glad you're happy now because to see you sad would make her life not worth living.. you promised her forever &she believed you all those lies she believed them all &to this day she still does she doesnt understand where she went wrong but she didnt go wrong at all the only mistake she made.. was falling in love with you but she believes her only mistake was losing you she tried getting over you but then she realised what she really wants... all she wants.. is you. if you called, she'd come running if you said jump, she'd say how high? if you told her the only way to get you back was to jump off a bridge, she'd do it why cant you leave her alone? instead of breaking her heart over & over again just make up your mind its not fair to keep messing her around but she will get over you the memories will fade &the tears will vanish &her smile will appear again.. just how it was before she met you dont you think you need to explain? she needs to know why you keep doing this to her &she needs to know how you really feel because she needs to know whether to wait for you or not but if you dont tell her.. she'll just keep waiting anyway just in case you decide to come back to her five years later she's still waiting for you because she loves you"
after this whole year , i still can't fix what you broke .
it's been a long year ... last year today , i never thought i'd still feel the same .
"if you truly love someone, you never stop, no matter what. and as much as you want to deny the love you feel for them, if you ever loved someone, you always will."
and i guess that's how i feel about you </3
"some people are easy to get over, they only take a week or two. but sooner or later, you'll find the one, who has changed everything about you. and no matter how hard you try, you can't find the words to say goodbye"
i never stopped loving you , i just stopped showing it .
♪ Yeah baby I hope you don't misunderstand me
My philosophy was you and me / Even in my dreams it is you I see / The puzzle, the puzzle incomplete / Can't you see you was all I needed / I'm sad trying to hold back / But tears rolling fast / With this pain in my past / Honestly I feel weak / Well it's hard to explain but / You drive me insane
* Girl I wrote this letter to let you know forever / I keep you in my heart when I'm leaving you / Girl I wrote this letter and it ain't getting better / That is why I can't be with you / P.S. I still love you
My only question / Do you miss me when I am gone? / Tell me girl / Tell me / It is reality that you're playing me / You took my inner breath / 'Cause I was blind to see / Now I know that I have to go / Why don't you see I was all you needed /Wanna stay but it ain't okthat he is with you / And it's me who's alone
*
I was the one that you could always count on, lean on / But those days are gone / All we have are memories of better days / Now I need to say goodbye
* ♪
2 more mth's till this yr finishes still have to do my like 50 resumes ? LOL for summer job :D $__$ i want my nike af1 gold on black and guess or big7 jeeeeans ! and my plane ticket to hk summer08 :D and my apple computer :] that thing is sooooo cuuuuute !
report cards last friday everything was good 'cept for eng , boohoooo geo field trip to william lyon mackenzie c.i. was a waste basically the whole thing sucked shit 'cept for david suzuki's speech and i like the warm weather makes me happy :] chinese school has been hilarious boron & moron HAHAHHA earthquake & tsunami LMAO -___-" choke & slaaaaaap HAHHAHAHA SLUUUUUUUUT wait till i tell the rest of the world , bitch :]
