"it's always the person that you want the most,
that you're better off without."

been three whole months
and i'm still so ...

♪ I don't know how to play it like / I'm not in love with you / but I'll try / even though i do...still / Miss you / just like the air that I breathe I need you / with me/ I'm not gonna lie / I can't imagine my life without you but I / suppose I will survive ♪

"there's a girl whose sitting at home crying her eyes out
i hope you're happy cos you did this to her
cos she believed you when you said you loved her
&she fell for you
she was too much in love to see what everyone else could
she loved you too much to realise...
she was being taken for a fool..
she didnt realise you were never around
she didnt care about the people whispering
didnt question the little things that didnt add up
she didnt even care that you had a reputation
she thought you changed - she was wrong
you had it 'all'
she really loved you ..
did that mean anything to you?
it meant everything to her
did you even care?
&now as she sits alone with an empty box of tissues
all she can think about .. is you
her heart's shattered into a million pieces
& she still loves you with every single piece
she's hurting now
more than she ever thought she could
she's crying because she loves you
& she wants you back but you dont want her
you said you stopped loving her
she doesnt believe you ever loved her..
how could you fall out of love so easily?
now shes asking herself,
"whats wrong with me"..
"why aren't i good enough for him?"
but we all know; shes too good for you
she misses you but she's glad you're happy now
because to see you sad would make her life not worth living..
you promised her forever
&she believed you all those lies
she believed them all &to this day she still does
she doesnt understand where she went wrong
but she didnt go wrong at all 
the only mistake she made.. was falling in love with you
but she believes her only mistake was losing you
she tried getting over you
but then she realised what she really wants...
all she wants.. is you.
if you called, she'd come running
if you said jump, she'd say how high?
if you told her the only way to get you back was to jump off a bridge,
she'd do it
why cant you leave her alone?
instead of breaking her heart over & over again
just make up your mind
its not fair to keep messing her around
but she will get over you
the memories will fade
&the tears will vanish
&her smile will appear again..
just how it was before she met you
dont you think you need to explain?
she needs to know why you keep doing this to her
&she needs to know how you really feel
because she needs to know whether to wait for you or not
but if you dont tell her..
she'll just keep waiting anyway
just in case you decide to come back to her five years later
she's still waiting for you
because she loves you"