So special

Great Expectation

If we are to follow the flow, focus on the present, and let relationship come and go without any emotional trauma.

Then expectation must be a very bad idea.

Instead of waiting and expecting anything from you, perhaps I should throw all my thoughts to your face and get it over with.

Norm Vs Me

Norm:  A culturally established rule prescribing appropriate social behaviour. Expectations of how a person or persons will behave in a given situation based on established protocols, rules of conduct or accepted social practices.

I have the tendancy to form a boundary between the norm and me.

I refuse to be in the Norm. Maybe I just want to be special. I am a dreamer, who wish to fly, who wish to retire before 40, who wish to love like a teen, who wish to love my job.

n now you tell me this is not the reality, that i should wake up and follow the norm. Maybe I can't make you proud, just by being a nice daughter, a great sister.

Do you wish I can be just like you?

I totally understand where you are coming from, I know people hate to hear what's right, I believe I need a kick on the butt.  

Now I am stuck, in my favourite city when my favourite people are gradually leaving to the city I dislike.

I think, I need to go somewhere unfamiliar, so I can know who i am, and where i stand.

Weird-Bird

Birds are flyin' south for winter.
Here's the Weird-Bird headin' north,
Wings a-flappin', beak a-chatterin',
Cold head bobbin' back 'n' forth.
He says, "It's not that I like ice
Or freezin' winds and snowy ground.
It's just sometimes it's kind of nice
To be the only bird in town."

Shel Silverstein

My First Stencil - Happy Valentine's Day