Currently Listening Moulin Rouge By Various Artists see related

no tolerance

Eeveryone, or everyone that knows me well, knows that I am easily irritated.  Sometimes the littlest things can set me off.  In high school, the constant beating on a desk drove me up the wall that I actually yelled several times because of it.  That begins where I became impatient.  I can't stand people that are late, that can't make up their mind, that have the bottom of their jeans messed up, that wear a black belt with brown shoes.  The list could go on and on, but really that's not the point of this entry.  The main point, besides all of the things that eat at me, they do not compare to what is number one on the list.

I can not stand people that don't work at being a family.  I see through many of my friends not putting the effort into calling their parents, or if they live with them, not putting in the effort to make the family happy.  Yes, I grew up in a very functional, very happy family, which is why I can not stand to see other people not striving for that.  Why do people not do whatever they can to be happy and cherish those they have?  I believe because it is a constant effort that they do not want to put forth.  I believe that because my friends have told me this.  They say they have tried over and over to get along with their parents, but yet they give up.  Giving up will get you absolutely no where and will leave your permanently disconnected from your family.  This infuriates me.  Why do people that don't give a damn about their families still have both their parents, yet, my family who absolutely loved one another is minus a member?  that's right, there is no real answer.  And I have to accept that.  But I don't think I can accept people that stop trying.  I don't think that I should either.  Why sit back and not say anything to someone when I think what they are doing is completely wrong?  Yeah, I might not know the situation, and I don't need to.  All I know is, eventually trying might lead to a good relationship, and if it doesn't, then you can be satisfied with yourself knowing you did all you could.

What a day...happy valentine's day...I love my friends and most of all, my family :)

Currently Listening Rent (1996 Original Broadway Cast) By Jonathan Larson, Jeff Potter, Anthony Jackson, Daniel A. Weiss, Ira Siegel, Kenny Brescia, Steve Skinner, Adam Pascal, Aiko Nakasone, Anthony Rapp, Byron Utley, Daphne Rubin-Vega, Fredi Walker, Gilles Chiasson, Gwen Stewart, Idina Menzel, Jesse L. Martin, Kristen Lee Kelly, Rodney Hicks, Stevie Wonder, Taye Diggs, Timothy Britten Parker, Wilson Jermaine Heredia see related

A real entry...first time for everything...you can thank Aaron for this...

So it's a Saturday night and I'm sitting in my room doing paperwork.  What is this all about?  I got a job this week and before I can start working I need to read through a couple books they gave me and answer 14 pages worth of questions.  Not much fun, and a bit overwhelming; I am just ready to start working.  So this is my first real job and I am a bit anxious.  I am working with elderly people that are basically confined to their home doing whatever they need me to do as well as just hang out with them.  I am thinking about going into the hospice field, so I thought this would be a good starting point; I guess we'll see!  well, enough about that...

Don't expect me to update more than once a month on here.  Not really into typing out my everyday happenings or what's really going on with me.  If you really want to know, call and ask :) I'm up for that... 

WIth that said, have a good night!

i just have this so i can post comments...i'm not into the whole writing about my life...at least not yet