Currently Listening Plans By Death Cab for Cutie see related

Hey there....so updates....life still sucks...but ill get over it

, i have things to look forward to. well, definitly just got caught skipping a few days of school, so im grounded til like christmas and no longer have a cell phone....kind of bummed...maybe this will give me time to work on college crap...thats kind of my liberation...i take that back, i became completely liberated today when i realized that i have spent the last 11 months on one level  of my gay ps2 games i play, and figured out how to beat that level in a matter of 2 seconds by accident...bah...i kind of had my own little party, which is prolly something ill be doing for the next couple months...so one big bummer, i cant ever see chris anymore, well im not supposed to cuz my dad doesnt really care for him....thats some BS....ill do what i want....im gay..

so i want to make a myspace account but i cant think of a cute username ill like forlonger than 10 minutes...any ideas?????

so about this whole brandon things....shit sucks....personally i still love the guy... anyways, keep prayin for this whole situation, u know it sucks bein one of his family members and dealing with this...but answer me this....why did they have to put such a horrible pic of him in the paper...brandon is pretty and if he saw that pic he would prolly freak out and run to the mirror....bad portrayal of the guy, i think...

Currently Reading The Wind-Up Bird Chronicle : A Novel (Vintage International) By Haruki Murakami see related

This is a story about a series of unfortunate events:

so to start out this week, school is gay, and that continues throughout this week....so on monday i get a call regarding my friend from church camp, let me say that was some serious stuff i took in...then i didnt hear practice was canceled, so to go to play practice i park on the side of the school...big mistake! since im pretty much a retard when it comes to driving, i back right into this vehicle i thought was atleast 2 feet more forward than it actually was...then...tuesday, i chose not to go to work just cuz i didnt feel like leavin the house, i was just in one of those " id rather stay home" moods...so i told my dad i was tired...big mistake no.2!! i chose to go to christophers house that evening, so i defintely got a scolding and lots of privileges challenged....so of course, since im a girl, i spend the whole night balling in mommys arms...twas nice, not gonna lie...so now its wednesday...and thats my day to do my civil service for the week. so i go to coyle, everything is great...then its time to leave...so usually when i get to a stop sign, my first reaction is to stop...big mistake no. 3!!! This boy sam comes rushing up behind me, and BAM! slides right under my car, pushing me into alyson's car. thus TOTALing  my car.....hopefully, thats the end of my unfortunate week....

you know im sittin here complainin about my unfortunate week, when one of my friends is sitting in jail with 2 charges of capital murder. sad story

so maybe this week is lookin up, i get to babysit this week, for that very fortunate family, im iss very much...and not to mention its halloween weekend!!!! just gotta choose a costume , bah.... so im ramblin and my lover is standing here watching me, so im startin to feel super gay....so im out!

Currently Listening In Love and Death By The Used All That Ive Got see related

So id like to say that i had a super fun weekend! did things i never thought i would be able to do! but i magically grew balls and did everything ive ever wanted, (except take johnny depps virginity) had some super life-awakenings, not too happy about those, but thats part of livin, and relationships, so what do u do...keep on L.I.V.I.N! way lookin forward to this weekend, HOMECOMING and im a SENIOR!!!! watch out sachse, the eagles are back!