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Friday, July 18, 2008
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FUCKK
i can do this
i'm only throwing up little things
like a bowl of cereal, i just have to stop
and i have to start starving
i'm already restricting
but at night i wake up and eat
i can do this
i know i can
i need to look amazing for jacob
thinspo(a couple of my faves):
Monday, June 23, 2008
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it's summer
i've gained weight
i'm going to starve until i look sick
because my parents are hospitalizing me anyway
no point in trying to be healthy anymore
might as well get worse before i get better.
Monday, June 09, 2008
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i was doing amazing
to sum it up
now i'm not
so 500 calories is the limit
for veggie/fruit ONLY intake
PLUS laxatives for detox-ing my body
starting at midnight.
Saturday, May 24, 2008
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122.6 pounds. oh yes the nurse is loving me. and calling my parents. yesterday was HIGH DRAMA. seriously. i went to the nurse's office during 6th period, because i was so exhausted. my mom said i couldn't go home because the reason i was tired is because i'm not eating, and that's my fault. so she brought home food and told me that she was going to force me to eat it. i fasted until 5pm... so um 17 hours. but i only ate the ark greens in my salad and a little bit of bread. but last night i freaking went crazy and ate a bowl of tortilla chips, half a sandwich, and some cereal. so fasting today. jeesus christ. but i did abductor exercises today!
THINSPOO:
Thursday, May 22, 2008
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Okay
So I was just inspired to do some Before and After Pictures
So here goes:
BEFORE
AFTER:
Can anyone notice the difference?
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