i'm not sure if i should keep this site

since i have...LiveJournal, Blogspot, and MSN space already. =/

and ooh. don't forget deviantart, which i rarely use now.

hmm. a dilemma! D:

anyways, high school has finally ended. the uncertainty that comes with it is unnerving, yet exciting at the same time. my thirst for adventure has increased, especially with the summer days going by faster and faster, and my college life will begin in a couple of months.

thus, to occupy my bored mind, i've been reading and doing various things to keep busy: reading, facebooking, crocheting a blanket, cooking and baking, and exercising with Jane Fonda (:

Even though high school has ended, some problems are still following me...from junior year. and uncertainty does frighten me...thus, i address this last statement to you, not knowing whether you'll ever read this or not, but rather...to show you what i am thinking, since i cannot say it to you...

What are we, after everything?

and

I'm not sure if i can forget about this. if you want me to, i'll try the best i can. but i need to -know- if you want me to do it.

and

...i don't even know what you're feeling. at least tell me. so then i know if i'm alone or not.