| Well hello everyone it has been forever since i've worte so thought i would well here is the first of many more to come
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| I HATE BEING USED
I bend over backwards for my freinds most of the time. They know that if they ever need anything i'll always be there. But here latey the only time I get a phone call is to see if I have to work and if i'll pick them up and go somewhere OR if thier only car broke down and they need a ride home. I could die and most of my friends wouldn't even know for aleast a day or two. With the exception of Chrissy and Lisa |
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| Hey kidos i have a new email okemokid@yahoo.com
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| In my last entry it says something, love the people who treat you right forget about the ones who don't. I need people. Its sad to say it but without the poeple I have in my life I wouldn't be able to make it. But there is always an exception to the rule. It takes 2 poeple to tango and if the other person gets wore out then what do. I have had many realationships in my 18 years on planet earth. Some have shown brighter than others and some have come and gone. I guess that every star has to burn out sometime ones more faster than others. I have always strived to keep the ones I love close but in self pity have push most away. Others on the other hand have ran away from what I do not know. Maybe from fear, sadness, remembrance, LIFE. I dont know. I constanty try to do the same but always get "your just running from your fears" "you dont need to do that" well then why the HELL can everyone that love and care for run and do that to me |
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