my weekend was lonely. not because i didn't see people, because i did, quite a few people actually, but i just felt alone. it's like i'm floating through life in this isolated space that no one else can come into, or cares to. but maybe it's me...maybe i won't let anyone in, or won't brake out myself. either way i haven't been in the best of moods. i really just don't want to be here anymore. i want to go live somewhere else for a time, and i will someday, but i just don't think that can happen at this moment. whatever...this entry is way to depressing...sorry.
i went to a wedding for a friend of mine on saturday. it was quite a bit of fun. we danced like crazy...because it's the only way to dance. it got me thinking more about my brother's wedding, which is now less than a month away. that's crazy. i've got some best man duties to attend to here pretty soon, but that should be exciting.
work was pretty good today. i was way tired, but i still kept up with the kids pretty well. leann was back at camp today...the big lyer. i guess one week at the crock center was all it took to see that our camp is way better. she told me that she was going to be at camp for the rest of my life. something i realized today was that just in the last month or so, my skills at throwing balls have become rather honed. with all the teamball we've been playing, both the velocity and accuracy of my throws have improved. it's great. there's nothing better that the smack of a rubber ball knocking over that kid who just won't stop running his mouth. a sensation to which i have found no equal. it almost gives me chills just to think of it. and on that note i leave you. cheers.
blake.
p.s. bird, i got you message today, as well as your letter on saturday, both of which helped cheer me up. thank you.
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