Currently Listening That's How They Do It In Dixie - The Essential Collection By Jr. Hank Williams That's How They Do It In Dixie see related

So this is another one of my short but long updates.

Summer is going good. Though I have been extremely busy. I think I have worked pretty much every day except for mayby one. So hopefully this weekend I will actually be able to relax for once.

Football camp went good. My knee held up better than I thought it would. However when we started lifting it really has started to bother me. With all our physical testing I was satisfied with my performance except for when we ran the mile. My time was 8:00 min. Pretty crappy if you ask me. However my squat was 340 pounds while my bench was 260 pounds. Hopefully by then end of the summer I can add 70 pounds to my squat and 50 pounds to my bench. I am actually looking forward to football this summer. I recieved another letter the other day. This one was from Butler. I still have no idea where I want to go but it is nice to see I have all these options opening up for me.

Since the last time I have updated things are going better. I have now had time to hang out with some of my old friends and really to hang out with others. Some I hope to work on very soon. I have decided without my friends I would probably get drunk every night and wake up in different places every morning.

Just a side note to those who are concerned I have done nothing to stupid this summer (yet). However my step brother fell off a castle. So I am no longer the idiot of the family.

Thats all for now. Hope Y'all enjoy your summer. Give me a call if you want to hang out.

262-7230 ( NOT AFTER 10:00) P.M. AND NO DRUNK DIALING! CHRIS!)

Currently Listening Time Marches On By Tracy Lawrence see related

Well a lot has been going on latly

I have finally stopped getting sick all the time. My blood sugars have gotten under control and my blood pressure is slowly coming back down. So that is nice.

Latly some things haven't been going so well. I had to turn my back on some people that claimed they would always be there. Then the second I turn aroung they stab me in the back and try and say they are sorry. It dosen't work that way for me. You lose my trust which is hard for me to give out anyway, then there is a very little chance I can ever trust you again. I've lost close friends, found some I'd been missing, made some new ones, and others I have no idea what is going on.

Went to Dallas and Commerce Texas this weekend. Getting to put 1,000 miles on my motorcycle was the best part. Coming home we were going 90-95 in a 70 yet we were being passed by vehicles going like 105-110. Trip was good but I was glad to be home. The answers I went looking for are still lost though. Hopefully I can find them soon.

Nice thing is my mother finally agreed when I get the money I can go get my tat. So I am excited about that because now it is finally going to happen.

I guess that is it. Im sorry if I left something important out. I am also sorry to those I have hurt. I guess I am just sorry. When can I get the answers I am looking for?

Currently Listening White Trash With Money By Toby Keith Get Drunk And Be Somebody see related

Finally good news. I am on medication for my stomach. So I am no longer getting sick at lunch. Sorry to those around when I forgot my meds at lunch today. Apparently they do actually work.Went and got some IV fluid yesterday from the doc. Since I had been sick for so long. After I passed out the first time because the needle hit a nerve and it hurt so bad. They missed the second time but fianlly got it on the third try. Though what I thought was IV fluid running down my arm was really an extremely large amount of my blood. Which ended up all over my arm the chair and the floor. Other than that it was a pretty uneventful day

School sucked today. Can't wait for summer to get. Here

Going to look at the new motorcycle I will probably buy tommorow. Very excited about that. I am going to pick up my new dirt bike tonight. If any of you actually feel like driving down to bum f#$%^ed egypt to my house you can see it. Motorcycles were the greatest invention ever.

Thats all. Nice and short for once.

Currently Listening You Do Your Thing By Montgomery Gentry Talking to my angle see related

                                  WHY?

                                              -Because he is the one-

                                                  -Because he knows what is best-

                                                      -Because he never puts more on  us                                                         than we can

                                                                handle-

                                                                   -Trust in him and all will be well-

Mayby now if we all trusted and believed things would be easier. Or mayby I should just start with myself and follow what I say.

Currently Listening Smoke Rings in the Dark By Gary Allan The One see related

So I was hoping that with this update things would be going better for me. I don' know what would give me that idea.

So my health is detiererating still; my blood sugars have come down dramatically but nothing else is working out. I am still having a terrible time with eating. Technically I haven't eaten for the last four meals. Which sucks cause then I am full of insulin but no food. So then my bloodsugar bottems out and I feel terrible. I have this f#$&ing headache now for 5 days. Which taking the ACT this morning helped nothing. It got to the point where I just filled in random answers cause I felt so bad. My blood pressure is way up again. It was 152/88 yesterday. Which is really bad. Mayby I should just go to the hospital and let them figure out what is wrong with me. Because nothing I do seems to work. Thanks to all of you who show concern and worry about how I am doing. I really appreciate the support.

I need to get out of this state I am in. Have you ever turned your back on one of your best friends? Is it supposed to be this hard to do? Why can't this be easier? All right I am done complaing. If you have read this far. Thanks again for all you do for me.

Time to go to work. Give me a call tonight if you want.

AND IT STILL GOES ON.