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Saturday, August 12, 2006

Fear grows out of the things we think;
It lives in our minds.
Compassion grows out of the things we are,
And lives in our hearts...


Thursday, July 13, 2006

All that I've got...

So deep, that it didn't even bleed and catch me
Off guard, red handed
Now I'm far from lonely
Asleep, I still see you lying next to me
So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me, I...
I need something else
Would someone please just give me
Hit me, knock me out
And let me go back to sleep
I can laugh
All I want inside I still am empty
So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me, I...

I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got
I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got

I guess, I remember every glance you shot me
Unharmed, I'm losing weight and some body heat
I squoze so hard
I stopped your heart from beating
So deep that I didn't even scream "fuck me", I..

I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got
I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got

And it's all that I've got
Yeah, it's all that I've got
It's all that I've got
It's all that I've got
It's all that I've got

So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me
So deep that I didn't even scream "fuck me"

I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got
I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got

And it's all that I've got
It's all that I've got


Sunday, June 25, 2006

Start the Machine...

The ash set in then blew away
It's getting lost into the sea
I grew so close to all the thoughts I had to leave forever
I left the chill and voice the screams in kids and ran for shelter

You know I won't say sorry
Do you know I won't say sorry?
The pain has a bad reaction
A blend of fear and passion
Do you know what it's like to believe?
It makes me wanna scream

I see a glow from far away
A faint reflection on the sea
I left some words quite far from here to be a short reminder
I laid them out in stone in case they need to last forever

You know I won't say sorry
Do you know I won't say sorry?
The pain has a bad reaction
A blend of fear and passion
Do you know what it's like to believe?
It makes me wanna scream

I see the stars they're in your eyes
A playful kiss can you tell I'm excited?
A fast escape in the nick of time
You lost your wish can I help you find it?
I'm on my knee to sworn the start
A fresh new start to be undecided
If love's the word, that you say
You say it, I will listen
If love's the word, that you say
You say it, I will listen
If love's the word, that you say
You say it, I will listen
If love's the word, that you say
You say it, I will listen
If love's the word, that you say
You say it, I will listen
If love's the word, that you say
You say it, I will listen (I will listen)


Tuesday, May 30, 2006

Asthenia...

Last night it came as a picture
With a good reason, a warning sign
This place is void of all passion
If you can imagine it's easy if you try
Believe me I failed this effort
I wrote a reminder this wasn't a vision
This time where are you Houston
Is somebody out there will somebody listen

Should I go back should I go back should I
...I feel alone and tired
Should I go back should I go back should I
...I hope I won't forget you

My head is made up of memories
Most of them useless delusions
This room is bored of rehearsal
And sick of the boundaries
I miss you so much

Should I go back should I go back should I
...I feel alone and tired
Should I go back should I go back should I
...This time I don't want to
Should I go back should I go back should I
...I feel alone and tired
Should I go back should I go back should I
...I hope I won't forget you

Should I go back should I go back should I
...I feel alone and tired
Should I go back should I go back should I
...This time I don't want to
Should I go back should I go back should I
...I feel alone and tired
Should I go back should I go back should I
...I hope I won't forget you


Neverender...

when you've gone about things all wrong
bury them here,
with the lifetime you would never regret

in savoring sleep, what do you mean i toss and turn everywhere?
i'll miss you when you're gone in pretending that you meant the world to me
with that you'd call me a liar and in the making mistakes you'll rest incomplete

(i'll be home) in graver mistakes dear mom and dad, i write you in the letter that states
(i'll be moving on) when the new days begun forget your son when he's out on his own

when the hand reads 7:30 and your night begins to sink in the short but faster fall
anxious but calm retort to a mirror that frames your face baring the finest swell
when the day begins to break like the tears that run across your cheek
stand straight and imagine you then in the things and the way they could have been
when the thoughts they race across your chin
here in the Neverend

(i'll be home) in graver mistakes dear mom and dad, i write you in the letter that states scratched through
(i'll be moving on) when the new days begun forget your son when he's out on his own

point your gun in another direction, now that you've cried yourself to sleep
point your gun in another direction, now that you've cried yourself to sleep
here in there after the fire

(before you walk home) peace and figuring will he be home again?
(signal loss and stereo) with wide open windows will she be waiting for
(the sounds surround the overpass) with severed arm placement when the day's dark, old and dead
(a dead man against you) we'll write her a letter with long time passing

(i'll be home) in graver mistakes dear mom and dad, i write you in this letter that states
(i'll be moving on) when the new days begun don't forget Son when he's out on his own

point your gun in another direction now that you've cried yourself to sleep
point your gun in another direction now that you've cried yourself to sleep
here in there after the fire
after the fire

(i'll be home to say i love you and i'll be moving on)

and I'll be bigger
and I'll be bigger



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