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Saturday, August 12, 2006

Sat, 12 Aug 2006 13:15:56 GMT

Fear grows out of the things we think;
It lives in our minds.
Compassion grows out of the things we are,
And lives in our hearts...

Thursday, July 13, 2006

Thu, 13 Jul 2006 09:36:21 GMT

All that I've got...

So deep, that it didn't even bleed and catch me
Off guard, red handed
Now I'm far from lonely
Asleep, I still see you lying next to me
So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me, I...
I need something else
Would someone please just give me
Hit me, knock me out
And let me go back to sleep
I can laugh
All I want inside I still am empty
So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me, I...

I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got
I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got

I guess, I remember every glance you shot me
Unharmed, I'm losing weight and some body heat
I squoze so hard
I stopped your heart from beating
So deep that I didn't even scream "fuck me", I..

I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got
I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got

And it's all that I've got
Yeah, it's all that I've got
It's all that I've got
It's all that I've got
It's all that I've got

So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me
So deep that I didn't even scream "fuck me"

I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got
I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got

And it's all that I've got
It's all that I've got

Sunday, June 25, 2006

Sun, 25 Jun 2006 17:30:52 GMT

Start the Machine...

The ash set in then blew away
It's getting lost into the sea
I grew so close to all the thoughts I had to leave forever
I left the chill and voice the screams in kids and ran for shelter

You know I won't say sorry
Do you know I won't say sorry?
The pain has a bad reaction
A blend of fear and passion
Do you know what it's like to believe?
It makes me wanna scream

I see a glow from far away
A faint reflection on the sea
I left some words quite far from here to be a short reminder
I laid them out in stone in case they need to last forever

You know I won't say sorry
Do you know I won't say sorry?
The pain has a bad reaction
A blend of fear and passion
Do you know what it's like to believe?
It makes me wanna scream

I see the stars they're in your eyes
A playful kiss can you tell I'm excited?
A fast escape in the nick of time
You lost your wish can I help you find it?
I'm on my knee to sworn the start
A fresh new start to be undecided
If love's the word, that you say
You say it, I will listen
If love's the word, that you say
You say it, I will listen
If love's the word, that you say
You say it, I will listen
If love's the word, that you say
You say it, I will listen
If love's the word, that you say
You say it, I will listen
If love's the word, that you say
You say it, I will listen (I will listen)

Tuesday, May 30, 2006

Tue, 30 May 2006 05:44:46 GMT

Asthenia...

Last night it came as a picture
With a good reason, a warning sign
This place is void of all passion
If you can imagine it's easy if you try
Believe me I failed this effort
I wrote a reminder this wasn't a vision
This time where are you Houston
Is somebody out there will somebody listen

Should I go back should I go back should I
...I feel alone and tired
Should I go back should I go back should I
...I hope I won't forget you

My head is made up of memories
Most of them useless delusions
This room is bored of rehearsal
And sick of the boundaries
I miss you so much

Should I go back should I go back should I
...I feel alone and tired
Should I go back should I go back should I
...This time I don't want to
Should I go back should I go back should I
...I feel alone and tired
Should I go back should I go back should I
...I hope I won't forget you

Should I go back should I go back should I
...I feel alone and tired
Should I go back should I go back should I
...This time I don't want to
Should I go back should I go back should I
...I feel alone and tired
Should I go back should I go back should I
...I hope I won't forget you

Tuesday, May 30, 2006

Tue, 30 May 2006 05:40:02 GMT

Neverender...

when you've gone about things all wrong
bury them here,
with the lifetime you would never regret

in savoring sleep, what do you mean i toss and turn everywhere?
i'll miss you when you're gone in pretending that you meant the world to me
with that you'd call me a liar and in the making mistakes you'll rest incomplete

(i'll be home) in graver mistakes dear mom and dad, i write you in the letter that states
(i'll be moving on) when the new days begun forget your son when he's out on his own

when the hand reads 7:30 and your night begins to sink in the short but faster fall
anxious but calm retort to a mirror that frames your face baring the finest swell
when the day begins to break like the tears that run across your cheek
stand straight and imagine you then in the things and the way they could have been
when the thoughts they race across your chin
here in the Neverend

(i'll be home) in graver mistakes dear mom and dad, i write you in the letter that states scratched through
(i'll be moving on) when the new days begun forget your son when he's out on his own

point your gun in another direction, now that you've cried yourself to sleep
point your gun in another direction, now that you've cried yourself to sleep
here in there after the fire

(before you walk home) peace and figuring will he be home again?
(signal loss and stereo) with wide open windows will she be waiting for
(the sounds surround the overpass) with severed arm placement when the day's dark, old and dead
(a dead man against you) we'll write her a letter with long time passing

(i'll be home) in graver mistakes dear mom and dad, i write you in this letter that states
(i'll be moving on) when the new days begun don't forget Son when he's out on his own

point your gun in another direction now that you've cried yourself to sleep
point your gun in another direction now that you've cried yourself to sleep
here in there after the fire
after the fire

(i'll be home to say i love you and i'll be moving on)

and I'll be bigger
and I'll be bigger

Saturday, February 18, 2006

Sat, 18 Feb 2006 02:02:30 GMT

oh hunny... >.> too much free time on your hands =P

Friday, February 17, 2006

Fri, 17 Feb 2006 09:14:59 GMT

ROAR! this is geraldine not stan, i just get annoyed wen i come to this site and see no updates...soo i decided to do it myself..puahaha.. i bet u david is gonna b the only one to comment beceause he's so cool like that... enjoy your 3day weekend people =)

update on stans life:

his study habits include playing wow for 7 hours and doing like 30 mins of hw....the night b4 a test...starting at 10pm...-_-''

he doesn't like chocolate much...

he gets physically abused by his girlfriend..aka me..=D

he has a job!!

he needs a life besides WOW ...

n thats it 4 now... ladeedaa...

i'm just bored before class..um..since he alwyz posts a song ..well..i wont but just look at the entry 2 below n tada ur set.. byebye

Monday, January 09, 2006

Mon, 09 Jan 2006 21:19:21 GMT

You Are A: Squirrel!

Squirrels are quick and cheerful animals who spend their time scurrying, scavenging, and playing. As a squirrel, you are often seen jumping happily from branch to branch up in the treetops. Squirrels are foragers searching for nuts and seeds, and they are social animals often seen chasing and playing with other squirrels.Discover What Cute Animal You Are!

Thursday, December 29, 2005

Thu, 29 Dec 2005 00:53:02 GMT

"The Hard Way"

Come with me
Let me walk you through the world that I currently stay in
You can take a look around and tell me if I’m mistaken
You can meet and talk to everybody that I live with
Maybe you could tell me why everybody’s so distant
Is it me or maybe, when I look around daily
I don’t even know the people I can put my trust in lately
People that I used to hang with now they're actin’ so different
I’m still the same person why doesn’t anybody listen
Can somebody please just explain to me
What happened to the way that we always said we’d be
Right now I dunno why I push through the pain that I got through
And I’m losin’ hope

Deafening voices
That frequency inside my head that says
I’m going at it the hard way I focus
Get everything inside out of my brain that claims
I’m going at it the hard way

Come with me
Let me walk in through the world that I currently live in
Not a thing is forgotten, not a thing is forgiven
Nobody can hold their own underneath the weight but
Nobody can take the blame for their own mistakes so
What do you do when somebody lets you down
And you wanna say something but you can’t cause their not around
Inside you think they know the extent of the pain
But they won’t even admit that they were the one to blame
Can somebody please just explain to me
What happened to the way that we always said we’d be
Cause right now I dunno why I push through the pain that I got through
And I’m losin’ hope

Deafening voices
That frequency inside my head that says
I’m going at it the hard way I focus
Get everything inside out of my brain that claims
I’m going at it the hard way

Voices in my head

Can somebody please just explain to me
What happened to the way that we always said we’d be
Right now I dunno why I push through the pain that I got through
And I’m losin’ hope, give me one reason not to

Deafening voices
That frequency inside my head that says
I’m going at it the hard way I focus
Get everything inside out of my brain that claims
I’m going at it the hard way

Sunday, November 13, 2005

Sun, 13 Nov 2005 04:14:02 GMT

Day 25...

in my new crib.... it roxxorz 8]

Kupô