Supercalafrajalisticexpyalidocious..

Marry Poppins = bank.

Prom was awesome. I'm glad I got to see everyone & take beautiful pictures. btw. everyone looked stunning.

It all went by fast but that fact that Joelle still does magazine quizes in her spair time was a real excitment! & Joelle's grandma's did not give me a ticket for my attire. So if I'm not mistakin I believe Gram is warmin up to me! even tho she thinks I date Robby and Joelle dates Aaron. but I mean they're identical so its obvious that she would confused them and all.. lol. i love it!

Kimi was not present at prom. a tad upsetting but still okay. cause i love her.

Calzones = God. Specially the one that I left at Cugino's that I put in a box for my take home pleasures. dangit.

i love stupid boys that talk about parties to teachers.

I visited my dad on Sunday. It was unexpected but i felt like i needed to see him. So he picked me up and we went to some random mexi restaurant where we met my mexi family (coincidence?..) and ate. cept i didnt eat cause it was 11 and mexican like nasty didnt sound good. ya i said it. mexican nasty.

i've come to the point in my typing where i dont see the use of the upper case capitilaztion thing. i've taken my "being identical to robby" obsession to a whole new level. plus its 12 a.m. i just dont have that kind of time.

school is good. shoot me basically. 14 more days till summer. it goin to take sooo long. w/e.

this weekend should be good.

Prom..

is gay.

I officially hate snobby limo people that decide they have to charge you 25 extra bucks to get a damn limo which is rediculous considering that we already have to buy a damn dress + dinner + tickets + tux = gajillion dollars. Which our parents basically end up going into debt for us for these stupid occasions. We only wear the dress for a good 3 hours anyways.. what the hell is the point I ask? none. Its just an opportunity for people to make tons of money on dresses shoes tuxes getting hair done.

& then MSU got together with Waverly and was like.. "Oh lets make our graduation the same night as your prom so that the highschoolers have NOWHERE on earth to eat that night and we'll make them suffer! YAY!" damn idiots.

I'm not in a good mood if you cant tell. Money ruins everything. I hate it. It can die for all I care. If there wasnt a price to things everyone would  be happy because there would be no value. I dunno. I'm just rambling.

life bites the big one.

Currently Listening I Wish We All Could Win By The Afters Beautiful Love see related

Boys Tennis..

I'm mad that I'm not there to see boys tennis. It was pretty much the biggest extravaganza of '06. What a shame.

I miss everyone. I cant wait for prom! Its going to be the best day of my life!

Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants rocks..

<3 World Domination & Polar Bears <3

nighty night.

Remember when..

"boys meant yuck, and friends were new. Recess was too short and life was way too long. Decisions came easy without the need to belong. Storks delivered babies and passions werent so strong. Right was right, Wrong was wrong. Bad things didnt happen. Only skinned knees brought tears. The night lite quieted all our fears. Farewell meant just for summer and real friends didnt part. The fun went on Forever and it never left a broken heart..."

well recently I've been finding life to be a rather big shock. I never knew that one could experience so many feeling in such a small time period. Frankly my life has reached its limits on stress and tiredness. Dance is over. Thats one bad thing gone. Now I just gotta deal with my home life & my school life. Those are the worst. At least with dance I was able to yell at my coach sometimes and act all inapropriatly because she was insane and didnt notice. Now I have to practice my faces in the miror. Why is life stressful? Arent we suppose to have good lives? Why do we let the stress of materialism and the secular world run our lives? Parents tend to do that. I guess all people really. Theres no way around it. Lately I've just been finding myself asking God why? Why me? What did I do to deserve all this?.. I guess what I really need to do it just break down and cry which is what I spend the majority of my days trying not to do.

Today I found out something I probably shouldnt have found out. Its quite disturbing to me & I wont share it because I dont want anyone getting in trouble or getting mad but nevertheless I'm worried. All I have is God anymore. He's always there for me forgiving me when I sin. Its really important to pray. To pray is to have faith. Faith in God, faith in people, faith that there is still a chance for the world. I've been praying. It helps. So does a good cry but that only helps temporarily. This is a sad entry.

I wish everything was back to normal. Like Joelle keeps saying. I dont understand how people can move on so fast. What happens when you hear certain songs on the radio that you and that friend use to bust out into song with? Do you remember it? Does it phase you? I honestly dont understand how people can just forget about it and brush it off as if memories are a bunch of bs. Maybe its just my personality but I thrive on memory. It makes me happy.

I will address this to my dearest Marthy.

Dearest Marthy,

This weekend was somewhat of a good time. Specially the part where we practiced getting our licenses. You did really well on the parallel parking by the way! & you looked good doing it too! So props to you.

Friday was boring & one of the most confusing days I've had. There were too many plans being thrown down. Anyway school ended. There was a game. I danced at it. Then I went to Joelles where we spent the night getting our licenses & things. Which is good cause we needed all that practice from 8 till 11. lol.

Saturday consisted of me calling Maggie seeing if people were going over there. Then her calling me to tell me to come, I would say okay be over there in an hour, then her calling an hour later, & me telling her I was coming in another hour. So I didnt go over there. Me & Joelle did go to da Hockey game tho. We were there for ALL of the game regardless of what anyone says & we got in for free based on our good looks! Then we saw Clay & like his pack of asian friends which was kinda funny. Erica Nappier was there with a bunch of Dom & Katies friends but you already knew that Joelle since your going to be the only one reading this which is quite rediculous of me to be writing this for the 3rd person when you were the one that I did all this with! lol. Anywayyy.. after shouting at Robby to do something with his life & Aaron to get a damn goal we waited hours for Robby the model & Aaron the wet dog to finish their gay showers & come visit. We went our seperate ways then & I never saw Joelle again.

Today will be no fun. I'm stuck in the house alone awaiting Jesse's phone call so I can help him with math & he can let me copy his econ work. I think I hate Mrs. Faber. She leads on thats she a lesbo then her husband sends her flowers. wat da fack. grrr. Anyway.. Have fun with Kel doin floor plans of Marky May May's dream home.

Peace out.♥