onehottsecond's Xanga

Supercalafrajalisticexpyalidocious..

Thu, 11 May 2006 03:40:35 GMT

Marry Poppins = bank.

Prom was awesome. I'm glad I got to see everyone & take beautiful pictures. btw. everyone looked stunning.

It all went by fast but that fact that Joelle still does magazine quizes in her spair time was a real excitment! & Joelle's grandma's did not give me a ticket for my attire. So if I'm not mistakin I believe Gram is warmin up to me! even tho she thinks I date Robby and Joelle dates Aaron. but I mean they're identical so its obvious that she would confused them and all.. lol. i love it!

Kimi was not present at prom. a tad upsetting but still okay. cause i love her.

Calzones = God. Specially the one that I left at Cugino's that I put in a box for my take home pleasures. dangit.

~~i love stupid boys that talk about parties to teachers.~~

I visited my dad on Sunday. It was unexpected but i felt like i needed to see him. So he picked me up and we went to some random mexi restaurant where we met my mexi family (coincidence?..) and ate. cept i didnt eat cause it was 11 and mexican like nasty didnt sound good. ya i said it. mexican nasty.

i've come to the point in my typing where i dont see the use of the upper case capitilaztion thing. i've taken my "being identical to robby" obsession to a whole new level. plus its 12 a.m. i just dont have that kind of time.

school is good. shoot me basically. 14 more days till summer. it goin to take sooo long. w/e.

this weekend should be good.

Prom..

Mon, 24 Apr 2006 21:17:35 GMT

is gay.

I officially hate snobby limo people that decide they have to charge you 25 extra bucks to get a damn limo which is rediculous considering that we already have to buy a damn dress + dinner + tickets + tux = gajillion dollars. Which our parents basically end up going into debt for us for these stupid occasions. We only wear the dress for a good 3 hours anyways.. what the hell is the point I ask? none. Its just an opportunity for people to make tons of money on dresses shoes tuxes getting hair done.

& then MSU got together with Waverly and was like.. "Oh lets make our graduation the same night as your prom so that the highschoolers have NOWHERE on earth to eat that night and we'll make them suffer! YAY!" damn idiots.

I'm not in a good mood if you cant tell. Money ruins everything. I hate it. It can die for all I care. If there wasnt a price to things everyone would be happy because there would be no value. I dunno. I'm just rambling.

life bites the big one.

Boys Tennis..

Thu, 20 Apr 2006 03:25:38 GMT

I'm mad that I'm not there to see boys tennis. It was pretty much the biggest extravaganza of '06. What a shame.

I miss everyone. I cant wait for prom! Its going to be the best day of my life!

Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants rocks..

<3 World Domination & Polar Bears <3

nighty night.

Remember when..

Tue, 28 Feb 2006 04:03:47 GMT

"boys meant yuck, and friends were new. Recess was too short and life was way too long. Decisions came easy without the need to belong. Storks delivered babies and passions werent so strong. Right was right, Wrong was wrong. Bad things didnt happen. Only skinned knees brought tears. The night lite quieted all our fears. Farewell meant just for summer and real friends didnt part. The fun went on Forever and it never left a broken heart..."

well recently I've been finding life to be a rather big shock. I never knew that one could experience so many feeling in such a small time period. Frankly my life has reached its limits on stress and tiredness. Dance is over. Thats one bad thing gone. Now I just gotta deal with my home life & my school life. Those are the worst. At least with dance I was able to yell at my coach sometimes and act all inapropriatly because she was insane and didnt notice. Now I have to practice my faces in the miror. Why is life stressful? Arent we suppose to have good lives? Why do we let the stress of materialism and the secular world run our lives? Parents tend to do that. I guess all people really. Theres no way around it. Lately I've just been finding myself asking God why? Why me? What did I do to deserve all this?.. I guess what I really need to do it just break down and cry which is what I spend the majority of my days trying not to do.

Today I found out something I probably shouldnt have found out. Its quite disturbing to me & I wont share it because I dont want anyone getting in trouble or getting mad but nevertheless I'm worried. All I have is God anymore. He's always there for me forgiving me when I sin. Its really important to pray. To pray is to have faith. Faith in God, faith in people, faith that there is still a chance for the world. I've been praying. It helps. So does a good cry but that only helps temporarily. This is a sad entry.

I wish everything was back to normal. Like Joelle keeps saying. I dont understand how people can move on so fast. What happens when you hear certain songs on the radio that you and that friend use to bust out into song with? Do you remember it? Does it phase you? I honestly dont understand how people can just forget about it and brush it off as if memories are a bunch of bs. Maybe its just my personality but I thrive on memory. It makes me happy.

Sunday, January 29, 2006

Sun, 29 Jan 2006 18:58:23 GMT

I will address this to my dearest Marthy.

Dearest Marthy,

This weekend was somewhat of a good time. Specially the part where we practiced getting our licenses. You did really well on the parallel parking by the way! & you looked good doing it too! So props to you.

Friday was boring & one of the most confusing days I've had. There were too many plans being thrown down. Anyway school ended. There was a game. I danced at it. Then I went to Joelles where we spent the night getting our licenses & things. Which is good cause we needed all that practice from 8 till 11. lol.

Saturday consisted of me calling Maggie seeing if people were going over there. Then her calling me to tell me to come, I would say okay be over there in an hour, then her calling an hour later, & me telling her I was coming in another hour. So I didnt go over there. Me & Joelle did go to da Hockey game tho. We were there for ALL of the game regardless of what anyone says & we got in for free based on our good looks! Then we saw Clay & like his pack of asian friends which was kinda funny. Erica Nappier was there with a bunch of Dom & Katies friends but you already knew that Joelle since your going to be the only one reading this which is quite rediculous of me to be writing this for the 3rd person when you were the one that I did all this with! lol. Anywayyy.. after shouting at Robby to do something with his life & Aaron to get a damn goal we waited hours for Robby the model & Aaron the wet dog to finish their gay showers & come visit. We went our seperate ways then & I never saw Joelle again.

Today will be no fun. I'm stuck in the house alone awaiting Jesse's phone call so I can help him with math & he can let me copy his econ work. I think I hate Mrs. Faber. She leads on thats she a lesbo then her husband sends her flowers. wat da fack. grrr. Anyway.. Have fun with Kel doin floor plans of Marky May May's dream home.

Peace out.♥

Thursday, January 19, 2006

Thu, 19 Jan 2006 04:33:11 GMT

Well since Joelle is the only one apparently that still believes in xanga I'll direct this towards her.

Joelle,

Lifes kinda depressing. It could be that my "aunt" came for a visit just now, or that I'm listening to this sad sounding song on my xanga, or the fact that my life is truly depressing & pathetic. People I thought were one way are totally surprising me & making me think twice about them. I dont like having to do that but I realize that you sometimes have to do that. But should you have to do that with most of the people you are friends with? Do I expect to much out of people? or are they the ones that are truly disappointing me?.. every time these things happen I wonder if I'm the one to blame but I dont know. No ones ever told me. Sometimes I wish that it was my fault so I could just fix it real fast & then move on with things however if its the other way around & I'm not to blame then why am I the one getting treated this way? Too bad Jeeves doesnt have the answers to life. Like I'll never understand why midterms & finals are necessary in any other subject other than math. This is a mystery to me. or the fact that the majority of people in our school are just outright rude bitchy snobs that are two faced. Thats another thing I'll never get. How do people become so two faced? Is it because of our parents & the way we were raised? Is it because we werent told we were loved enough as a child that people feel the need to talk about other people to make themselves feel better so they have their "friends" then turn around and talk shit about them because they're "not perfect". Well all I have to say is that I dont think its fair to judge people like that because nobody is perfect therefor nobody has the right to say mean things about people because the people that they talk about could turn right around and talk about them and they're imperfections. All this is doing is causing hurt & pain & ultimately only causing that person to have the feelings returned. I just feel like perfection is the only thing people strive for when there is beauty in the flaws because they are what defines our character in this world otherwise we would all be Barbie dolls & Ken dolls. We would say nothing & we'd last forever trapped in a world of plastic perfection with our plastic pink convertibles and hot tubs with working bubbles or "pools" (I have one of those which is real fun for Barbie & Skipper to play in I'll admit. I get it out randomly.). Anyway it probably sounds stupid coming from me but I have my own set of insecurities & hurts just like anyone else. The solution to this problem is simple in my eyes. but I dont see it happening at all because people refuse to change or see change and do something about it. Which is why our nation is so corrupt. People sit back & watch our nation get more & more into poverty. People are selfish & unwilling to see that they can make a difference in the world.. if only they got up & helped out. The world would be a better place. Its just people refuse to see it & then go about their normal day as if no one else exists. Well I see it.. & it truthfully makes me want to cry because if only one smallish 17 year old can see the answers to our worlds problems then what does that say about our leaders today? Maybe God just needs to come & take us away to heaven so that we can start over without the worries that this world puts on us these days. Owell..

game over.♥

Friday, January 13, 2006

Fri, 13 Jan 2006 18:30:48 GMT

xanger.

Jeez. Well its been about a good.. year. der. Hah. K, enough with the SWEET jokes. Anywho.. I'm pretty sure the only person that will ever check this is Joelle.. maybe the ocasional Kimi, and Laura. Other then that no one since myspace is the place to be.

Country routine tonight. Kinda gay. Amanda is letting me use her cowboy boots so I dont have to wear my coach's winter baby boots. cool.

I'm getting bored with my life. Things better pick up fast or I'm going to really start getting bitchy. I hate Sylvan with a passion anymore. Its not cool. Dance is being gay cause of our FABULOUS coach and my life is always the same boring this every single day. yup. Thats about as deep as I'll go into that. Only Joelle knos the rest.

I probably wont update for a while tho. So if your enjoy reading my xanga enjoy it while it lasts. I have very little to write about anymore or time to write about the little that I have to write about. If that makes sense.

Somethings are quite the confusing conrad right now. I'm having to deal with that upon the other shit that piles onto my life.

I may go to Florida with Lo, Mo, & Jo for SB. I'm pretty excited about that. Yay Yay.

Ann Bell.♥

Tuesday, December 13, 2005

Tue, 13 Dec 2005 13:48:23 GMT

Sittin in 2nd hour. I'm pretty damn bored. Just finished my "constelation project". Real good times.

I'm really hungry and this day is going by forever slow. Probably due to my anticipation of Friday which = last day then break! Yay! I gotta go shop for Aarons christmas present still. I think me, Joelle, and Jesse are making Mike take us to the Meridian so we can get "Hollister Babies" opinion on clothing. Even tho he will pretend not to know what is cool or not. Guys are weird like that.

Morgan just told me that her burnt haired dog, Bower, got shaved. So hopefully he's not as scary. Probably still stoopid. Takes after Morgan! lol.

Friday = girls night. Me, Lo, Mo, Jo, Sterph & Han (the only two that dont rhyme plus me) are having tribal meeting and maybe going to a movie or a party. Havent decided yet but I'm excited. We're basically coming together because Laura is going to the UP with her snow boots for a week of good fun filled coldness. Have fun with that!

I got my hair cut short. Its pretty scene. I love it tho. I attempted to tease it again today. But I dont think it stayed partly because I didnt tease it enough and partly because I didnt use hairspray. I didnt want to make it nasty for the sake of beauty. yup. Joelle is about to get her hair scene too. Me and her are twinsies today. lol. Matching Babies<3.

I've decided Laura would be HOTT with scene hair. Then she could tease it and not worry about frizziness! haha. No offense Lo about the frizzyizzy. It would be hott tho if she would do it! Highlights are happening over break. Yay for them! Xangas sad. No one uses it anymore cept like 3 people. dang.

♥

Tuesday, December 13, 2005

Tue, 13 Dec 2005 13:47:43 GMT

Sittin in 2nd hour. I'm pretty damn bored. Just finished my "constelation project". Real good times.

I'm really hungry and this day is going by forever slow. Probably due to my anticipation of Friday which = last day then break! Yay!

I gotta go shop for Aarons christmas present still. I think me, Joelle, and Jesse are making Mike take us to the Meridian so we can get "Hollister Babies" opinion on clothing. Even tho he will pretend not to know what is cool or not. Guys are weird like that.

Morgan just told me that her burnt haired dog, Bower, got shaved. So hopefully he's not as scary. Probably still stoopid. Takes after Morgan! lol.

Friday = girls night. Me, Lo, Mo, Jo, Sterph & Han (the only two that dont rhyme plus me) are having tribal meeting and maybe going to a movie or a party. Havent decided yet but I'm excited. We're basically coming together because Laura is going to the UP with her snow boots for a week of good fun filled coldness. Have fun with that!

I got my hair cut short. Its pretty scene. I love it tho. I attempted to tease it again today. But I dont think it stayed partly because I didnt tease it enough and partly because I didnt use hairspray. I didnt want to make it nasty for the sake of beauty. yup. Joelle is about to get her hair scene too. Me and her are twinsies today. lol. Matching Babies<3.

I've decided Laura would be HOTT with scence hair. Then she could tease it and not worry about frizziness! haha. No offense Lo about the frizzyizzy. It would be hott tho if she would do it!

Highlights are happening over break. Yay for them!

Xangas sad. No one uses it anymore cept like 3 people. dang.

♥

Tuesday, November 29, 2005

Tue, 29 Nov 2005 18:31:55 GMT

Yo yo. Whats good yall. I just roamed the halls with Han, Mo, n Jo in a desperate search to find people for quotes, deoderant && Andy Smith.

So I've come to the conclusion that I will not always be able to update every five seconds like Joelle. So your just going to have to get use to it.

Lots of things have happened. Fun weekends at Jesse's house && Brad with his asthma attacks. Joelle && Robert go out, Maggie && Jesse go out, Morgan hasnt sexed anyone in a whole 2 months && today I lunched with Slinks. Things are going extremely well as far as that all goes!

My grade are really good now! Which is really exciting. I've got pretty much all A's and B's. This is a change in grade status for Miguel. Who knew junior year everything would change. I'm enjoying it alot.

Umm. Bobby C. && Jonsey are pretty sweet. Specially when they're totally "wasted."

I've started a new notebook to put my notes in. Not that anyone cares cept for me && Laura but I like the way it looks and how it feels. New notebooks = life.

I want to be on senate.♥