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| OK! Long time I know. Work has pretty much consumed me. Until they can hire someone else, I am having to work above my availability. The money is nice, but I need my sleep and I have got to start balancing school better. I desperately need to raise my accounting grade, and it's going to take a lot of work. The rain this weekend has been crazy, over 7 inches already! At least I didn't have to work today. Jake is doing well, and I miss him even more now that I'm working. Spring Break was ok for me. Had a nice mix of work and play. I've found my new favorite beverage, Woodchuck Pear Ale. I had 4 pints last night at Sherlock's, and it was sooooo good. I need to buy it in bottles, so I can have it here. I guess I'd better get to bed, school tomorrow Ciao | | |
| Have you ever:
Felt so unmotivated you cry?
Feel lost when you know where you are going?
Didn't feel like eating and had chocolate for dinner?
Sat in your home and felt like a stranger?
Wanted to crawl into bed and never get out?
Why do we have days like these? I wish I could say to make us stronger, but I just don't see it. Ciao | | |
| YAY! I got the job at Ann Taylor LOFT. I'll get $8/hr. and I start on Wednesday. Brian's birthday week long event was fun, but I certainly can't afford to do that often. I had my first test last week and will get that grade tomorrow. I have a B in accounting going into my test this week, so we'll see if I can keep it or not. I'm about finished with my leisure book, and have no idea what I will read next. I need to go see the movies that were made after/ about the last few books I've read. I guess things will start picking up now that I am employed. Guess I'd better go study. Ciao  | | |
| Hmm ok. Well I had a job interview on Friday at Ann Taylor Loft in Lincoln Square here in Arlington. The lady seemed very enthuastic, so we'll see. I've still been feeling pretty down, but I think it is passing. Chris was in town last weekend and it was nice to see him, epically since it didn't coincide with a holiday. Friday night Jake cam out and we went to eat with Brian and Amber. We had fun even thought the movie New World was kinda a snoozer. Seriously if we had been alone in the theater I would have talked through the entire movie making rude comments. Tomorrow is Brian and Chris' 21st Birthdays. So Jake is coming back out here so we can celebrate. Should be interesting. Well I'm trying to make dinner so I can get my grove on studying tonight. I want to staret the week off right. Well go football or whatever, I miss college ball. Ciao  | | |
| So... like the new romantic look? Today has been better. I didn't take a nap after my episode yesterday, but it all turned out ok. I didn't touch any school work for the rest of the day. Instead, yesterday afternoon I raided my games and puzzles (what few I have) and started a 550 piece puzzle around 3:30. It was just meant to cool me down. However, 2 Audrey movies and dinner later I finished it a little after 9. It was such a unproductive day, but it was just what I needed. I don't know why this semester feels different but it does. I want to do well and get a part time job, but my motivation is lacking in both areas. I cooked tonight and I had hoped that the chicken would last the rest of the week but it will be gone tomorrow. I miss Jacob too much and I think it is effecting me in the slight depression I want to eat all the time way. Oh well, I'm trying to snack healthy. I think I'm gonna leave you now and return to American Idol and my raisins. Ciao 

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