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Wednesday, October 20, 2004

Wed, 20 Oct 2004 19:00:05 GMT

New Xanga. . . stringsandwood

Sunday, October 17, 2004

Sun, 17 Oct 2004 02:30:01 GMT

www.purevolume.com/givengrace

Tuesday, October 12, 2004

Tue, 12 Oct 2004 00:51:51 GMT

I made a Quiz for you! Take my Quiz! and then Check out the Scoreboard!

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?

15.What would be a perfect date with me?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?
28. How well do you know me?
29. When's the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?
32.Do you think about me during the day?

33. Do you miss me?
34. Do you think i miss you?
35. Are you going to put this on your MYSPACE and see what I say about you?

36.What famous person do i look like?

Friday, October 08, 2004

Fri, 08 Oct 2004 21:50:40 GMT

Eh. . .call it arogance:

I may not be superman, I may not be the strongest, the smartest, the most attractive or the most charming. I may not be the deepest intellectual or popular. But being the way I am, being the way that I was intentionally created I have a duty and a responsibility to deny myself the selfish ambitions that I desire, seeing as how they, at this point in time, carry no meaning. Not to say I will deny myself fun or enjoyment, I have to have my fun. But, there are things that come before myself.

Because you are neither cold nor hot I am about to spit you from my mouth. . .You are either all for me. . .or all against me and that is your decision.

Sometimes I don't want the responsibilities that I have, even heros have the right to dream. Sometimes I just wish I was the same as other people but I guess there are other plans instore for me. Because inside me lies the true stength and it is a fire that no one can put out. It overflows into other parts of me and allows me to do what I can, I have the power to do what is right and remain true to myself. I don't have the luxury nor the burden of being another in the crowd. I am only one man, but don't be naive even I have the right to dream. . .

Thursday, October 07, 2004

Thu, 07 Oct 2004 01:21:20 GMT

Everyone. . .go away. . . . .

Sunday, October 03, 2004

Sun, 03 Oct 2004 16:57:15 GMT

Sunday at 1:51. . .home alone just thinking. We had worship today and it was good. I got to play today and I found that I was on Matt's team. So that is pertty kool. I still got a ton of HW to do for today and i was planning on going to the 5:40 service. . .so yeah.

Talk to you all later. . .

Friday, September 24, 2004

Fri, 24 Sep 2004 01:37:57 GMT

I am not stupid. I am out to find the best part of me. When I find it I will let you know. . .and if you think you have found it . . let me know. I am more than meets the eye.

I wish I was free, I wish I could do the things I dream of doing. I may sound crazy but don't you understand? I have a right to dream and chase my dreams.

I am only one man in this world searching for my weakness. I am only one man looking for my dream. Self-Sacrificing is the only way to go. . .

I don't mind not being kool. . .i get more sleep that way. . .

Wednesday, September 22, 2004

Wed, 22 Sep 2004 02:26:37 GMT

Because you are neither cold nor hot I am about to spit you from my mouth. . .You are either all for me. . .or all against me and that is your decision.

Tuesday, September 14, 2004

Tue, 14 Sep 2004 01:48:23 GMT

I want to be missed, I want to be longed for, I want to be wanted. . .Tell me. . .what is wrong with that?. . .Do I have to cry on my own shoulder? is that too much to ask? Is that being selfish of me? We ALL want to be loved and wanted.

Call me insensitive, but its hard to hear other people's problems when you are down yourself. . .when they could gloat about what they have. My heart turns cold when this happens and the only way out is if it is warmed again. God I just pray that you help me. . .God give me the strenght to live the way you want me to.

People, don't ever be afraid to give someone a hug, you don't know how badly they need it and can't ask for it. You can make someone's day just that more pleasant so why don't you? Why not go an exrta inch to give someone a mile of happiness?

I really think in this harsh world we have taken to the idea that it is survival of the fittest. We, in this world, have truly forgetten how to love. Thats not to say that we don't love, it is rather more by accident than anything. We show affection but we have forgotten how to love our neighbor, forgotten how to love a stranger.

Tuesday, September 14, 2004

Tue, 14 Sep 2004 01:22:23 GMT

Its not enough that people will or won't put up with you. You really need to feel like you are welcomed and that you belong.

Its not enough that people say things, what really matters are wether or not they act upon their words and feelings.

Its not enough that they say, "come with us" rather show that they care by making the expressed feeling greater than that that would take the place of a rock or a thrid wheel.

Its not enough that someone ask how your day was, rather they be concerned in knowing how your soul is.

No long involved shpeal is needed. . .Que Sera, Sera. . .