That is is, I've grown sick of my username, go to my new site, it isn't going to be much but, go there, I'm putting my new entry there.

not telling... come and beg me.

Thank you much.  <x

You people are too slow.  Come and beg and hope I check this in the next week.

This is bad, real bad.  I'm getting into not hanging out with people anymore.  It's karma.  I hate this school and I want to go back to Hilo.  I hate Honolulu, I hate O'ahu, and I hate my school.  This chance is low, but I might end up going to this school in Rhode Island.  It far away, it's on the East Coast.  It's called Providence Country Day and I heard it is good.  I might, more than likely though, might not.  I think my mom's boyfriend can tell I want to go there and I don't like Mid-Pacific but, what can he do about it?

This is where I might go.

This is where I want to go.

This is my home.

I took that off google because I am at school and I am not rich enough for digital cameras.  That's Hilo Bay, my cousin lives near there, just down the street, I could take that picture myself but, no, I'm in Honolulu.  I miss Hilo!  I miss my family, my house, my friends.  I live here because my mom is here, she won't let me go back.  I wish she would, it would be a dream come true.

Today is just another day but tomorrow is probably going to be hell.  I feel lonely again.

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I hated my profile picture, it makes me feel so exposed.  I hate it.  Oh well, anyway, that really doesn't look like me anymore.  I look my age, well, sort of.  I look more mature, in that one, I look 10 or 11.  I'm not, just FYI.

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My username sounds super obnoxious, and I hate it.  I've had it for a little over a week and I hate it already.  I am thinking of getting a new one, or maybe not.  Just to tell you, I wasn't trying to be obnoxious.  I ended up saying that after coming out of the hospital a couple years back.  They flashed the operation lights in my eyes and I was drugged, or so it felt like, and I ended up saying, "ooh, pretty lights." and my doctor laughed.  That's it, and I am going to change my layout.

Ok, I commented everybody back, and I had a lot of, "I'll comment you once, or for a little while, you got old, and forgot about it" type of people.  I give up already, I'm glad people still talk to me though.  It makes me feel happy.

I'm still sick so, that still sucks.  I'm at school too so, it's really junk.  School and sickness is the worst thing ever thought of.  Grr.

I hung out with people today.  It was a little uncomfortable but, I felt as though I had friends.  I think I should hang out with people more often.  The only problem is, they don't really talk to me.  I'm not going to do anything about it but, I'm just not "in" with them yet.  Yeah, but at least I am not doing everything on my own anymore.

My conclusion is that WDHA 105.5 is the est radio station ever.

That's about it for now, talk care online people.

This weekend might be actually fun.  My family is coming in from New Jersey!  I get to see them for the first time in about 2 years.  It's my Aunt Anna, Uncle Randy, and my cousin Christian.  Yep, my cousin is much cool and sneaks me the latest underground bands because he is cool like that.  You wish you had my cousin.

Technology centre again, it seems that there is nothing better to do.

I went to bed at 9:00 PM last night and woke up at 12:00 AM.  I've been up ever since and I am super tired.  I hate sleepiness and you know you can't sleep.  Argh.

Take care lovers.