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| So i'm pretty much in CALIFORNIA right now! I'm in love and i want to be here forever! I'm going back to my roots.....i hope everyone in New York is ok with moving here too....cuz i would just miss everyone too much!!! | | |
| I love my family! Yeah i said it. Thoses words aren't something that came natural for a couple years now. But ya know what? Who really gives a rats ass about all the crap and the who said what and who was right or wrong. I'm so done with that. I LOVE THEM. No matter what has happened i want to put it all behind me and move forward. Life is short....why waste it fighting or getting hung up on stupid crap. HELLO no ones pefect. No family is perfect. We all have our differences and need to love eachother even more because of those differences. I Feel like I've lost a good 2-3 years with my family. I refuse to lose anymore. I will say it load and proud i am done with the crap!!!!!! And excited about it! Anyways, i just needed to get that off my chest. Now i will go back upstairs to get in full costum and makeup for rehearsal.....YAY! We leave for our tour in 3 days. Tomorrow is our first show. Are we ready.......um....no comment. But we will be. The next few months will be filled with adventure, struggles, and excitment! And i have to say...i simply can not wait!!!!!!! God is good to me ALL THE TIME!! | | |
| Saturday, 600 miles
lie between the two of us
Telephones, they can't replace
Me with you, Face to face
You gotta tell me its true
That you feel the same
I'm so much better when
I say you're name
CHORUS:
Let me be with you tonight
Everything will be just fine
When Streetlights kissed
upon your lips
My jealous eyes saw all of it
Losing sleep, we learned to be
Me with you, you with me
CHORUS Can i just say that i am IN LOVE with this song. It has been my recent obsession. And his concert was out of this world...PLUS one of the best nights of my year. SO MUCH fun. Amazing people, amazing music, what else can you ask for!!!! Well.........no comment
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| It's been a long hard week. One that i don't want to relive again. I do however wish i could go back serveral weeks.....i would have liked to do some things differently. But this is where i'm at. Whats happened has happened. And i will move forward from here. I am however thankful to God for teaching me through my mistakes. Sometimes they're hard lessons. But it's only as hard as we make it. Life goes on......and i love God On another note...my dear friend Nolie and i went to a Joshua Radin concert! How should i say........AMAZING!!!! One of the best concerts i've ever been to by far! I am in love with Joshua(well not really but he is pretty amazing). Then after the concert we went back to her place to PARTY!!! With eachother. Whatever that means. haha. Isn't that the best way to do it tho? It was a blast. I missed Nolie and spending time with her made me realize just how much! The next day she came back with me to Long Island. We went to True North and she pretty much fell in love with it. Looks like she may just make the trip from the city on Sunday nights just for me and church! YAY! I'm going to keep my fingers crossed. I love my friends! I miss my friends in Michigan.......and i miss my friends in GERMANY!!!! I just miss people. But i'm too busy to miss them all that much....i hardly have time to feel anything. But i'm not complaining. Thats life. And the friends that i do have in my life currently are some of the most amazing people i've ever met. I am very thankful for them!!!! My sister is back from Africa. And......SHE'S PREGNANT!!!!!! Yes one more tiny beautiful creation from God that will be in my life! I can't wait to spend time with her again. Se is by far one of the strongest woman i've ever met. I am honored to by her sister......hmmm love her Thanksgiving break is soon.....i am excited to sleep FINALLY | | |
| I HAVE BEEN BLESSED TODAY BY MY BESTEST FRIEND IN THE ENTIRE WORLD!!!!! I do not deserve this greatness. Nina I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU MORE NOW THEN EVER!!!! If my phone wasn't broken i would call you right this very second. But the moment i have access to a phone I WILL CALL!!!!!!!! THANK YOU!!!! | | |
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