Listen carefully to hear her scream

Memories of never overwhelming me

When she leaves Ill make sure to die

Shes my only so Im gone now, goodbye

Her kiss was all I wanted but now Im far worse then gone

 I waited patiently, I waited so long

 Maybe never will be the best thing Ive ever had

I can only pray Ill forget

This is my last time Ill be here, fuck it

He doesn't know my name but he knows that I do wrong

The man with his hand on the distorted guitar is the man whose hand's have sinned

I dont beleive in not dancing

I dont beleive in quite music

I dont beleive He ment for us to hate His house

If you take the juice from fellowship hall you've poisened God's presence

If you support the man and not his falls, you are sin's essence

I dont beleive in not dancing

I dont beleive in quite music

I dont beleive He ment for us to hate His house

The only hate I have is the pastors wife

And shes the only reason I would of thought of ending my life

I dont beleive in not dancing

I dont beleive in quite music

I dont beleive He ment for us to hate His house

All the memories come back through every sigh

Every time you touch me the memories suffocate me and I lose sight

The visions I once had our destroyed because you are all I see

Your face is all the resides in my head

I dont no where else my reason can be fed

You love my life but you dont understand

You dont because you never bothered to ask

I think my sences are all going numb

Because when Im not with you the tears start to come

Your blonde hair has captivated me

Your blue eyes have set me free

But when Im not with you your love always leaves a fee

Just standing.

Just bleeding

Dead in my self destroying ways

I want to see you the way you are

To look inside me and see the way I am

To cut, to see if I still bleed

Suicidal thoughts

Im so cought up

Cought up in others affairs

Cought up in all my own

Cought up with my pastor

Cought up with his wife

Murder, its all thats on my mind

Further thats where I want to be

Time to adam up the hurts

Jump from the cliff while undecided

If a mind can bleed this is what it is

Humble me because He poured out His

Holy Spirit, Impart

I knew I needed you from the start

I ran and I hid from what I needed

Im just a man rude and conceided

Why did you do it for me, I helped to nail down

But still you died and loved this circus clown

I held the cat of nine tails

I was the man who carried the vinegar pales

I was the man who's sweat froze

I was them who broke your nose

Holy Father rain down your love

The one and only thing Im in need of

Whip and push, push and pull

It was tug of war to hit you, full

Cry

You did it for me

Wail

You did it for me

Hurt

how long until I see?