The Celtics won the championship last night.  Feels like a dream.

Training is about to hit final countdown.  The month of July a.k.a Hell Month.  The time is pretty much going to determine if I fight in August.  There are two schools of thought.  I feel like I shouldn't go there if 1)Trainers feel that I'm not ready 2) I feel that I'm not ready 3) Doctor feels I'm not ready.  The other thinking is if I don't feel ready, am I just making excuses for myself?  I mean, there will always be room for improvement and no training can ever guarantee a win.  Plus you have to really trust your corner because these amateur fights are kind of shady.  I don't trust their "medics" for a minute. 

On the other hand I have improved A LOT in all aspects including cardio, technique, mental toughness, strategy, and overall confidence.  I'm working like a machine and my body is responding well.  I'm 178 now and I need to lose another 8 pounds.  An average fighter can lose about 5 pounds the day before weigh-ins.  So technically I only need to lose 3 more pounds.  I want to go down more so I don't have to cut the day before because sweating a bucket is really not my thing.  I'm afraid my coach might sign me up for 165, which I'm pretty sure he plans to do.  Better get to 170 to be safe.

Well, boxing is really fun for me.  I love it but it is nothing like that MMA movie about some pretty boy having parties with bitches and shit.  Its nothing but dragging yourself to gyms, blood, eating, sweat, dieting, injuries, soreness, drinking water, and sweat.  It is not glamorous at all.  Oh and for your first fight, you're going to have all these internal wars too.  Interesting experience.

Cetics ... WWOOOOOO ...

" ... man I'm so ... I'm so hyped right now ... anything's possible, ANYTHING'S POSSIBBLLLEEEE!!!!! ... somewoelkjso *babbling incoherently*"

" this is for everybody in Sota, this is everybody in Chicago, DV,  is for everybodyyy, South Cack, Bashwood, my momma BNUT, everybody one luv and my MOMMA, MADE IT MA!!! TOP O DA WORLD ... TOP OF DA WOOO ..."

-kg

I might be single soon.  I don't know how to feel about that.  On one hand its kind of exciting but then again kind of sad.  Man, I really do feel like an injured fawn right now.  Very sensitive.  Thank God, I have today off ...

Let me ask you:  Think of one person in your life that you love of the opposite sex.  It does not matter if you feel as if that person will like you back.  Now would you choose to be with that person for the rest of your life and not with anybody else or ... would you be as many people as you want but not with the person you were thinking of? 

Just finished Heroes Season 1 and 2.  Thank you Netflix.  Quality show.  I haven't been this impressed with anything on television since The Wire.  I just can't believe that Heroes is on network tv!  I'm a fan now, can't wait for the new season.

Too much has happened this weekend for me to write in detail but they happend in this order: Brian's visit.  IFL @ Mohegan sun.  Wedding party.  Wedding.  Post-wedding party feat. McDonalds.  Spring cleaning. 

I actually live a very eventful life.  Sometimes, it can be distracting having so much going on but who can complain when life is so good.

Parting thoughts is this weekend I saw a couple blissfully get married.  I also saw a man that is married holding hands with another woman (very uncomfortable for me).  So I don't know what God is trying to say to me about love.