Jewel DaleMiss Understood
oqueenbeeo
read my profile
sign my guestbook

Visit oqueenbeeo's Xanga Site!

Message: message me


Member Since: 1/6/2004

SubscriptionsSites I Read
AandJCookieJar
adamjright
armyarmstrong
biheart
deanandbreana
deezL
drcookieclown
dreleek
dstrong07
EagleEye1993
Earthbomber
evansd34
Fosse_Posse
frenchfreaks
heidihojo
i_eat_fiber
ididthattwiceeven
Im4evrgr8ful2him
ja2dared
jeffsgirl0409
jesskelso
joyNkisses
kgsupes7
KrissyFosse
l4oj
LadyJda1andonly
leeli2006
Little_Melvis
luvgod247
MaghenMarie
michaeldmitchell
Mini_b7
Miss_DG
mizzD
mjbodlien
mommyeaton
nates310
Negrindian
onebigjerk
P_Jiggles
polynesianprincess1
PrincessSuperStar
R_E_S_E_T
rvalenzuela
SergeLemee
Serving_My_Savior
sh0rtnswEEt
shawtay
silly_song
smiLeeSmith715
SvveEtzMahaL
the_gomes_home
TheAlyenator
theCanadian_girl
thewhippo
thisSMILESforYOu
tpaophouti
truley_blessed
twotwiggs
vitamin_R
wolbcmike
wolchris
wolric
wolryan
wolthailand
xjoyfulxiCax
xRedeemedx
xsweetxjayx

Posting Calendar

|<< oldest | newest >>|
view all weblog archives

Get Involved!

Suggest a link

Recommend to friend

Create a site

Friday, December 07, 2007

Okay – I needed a change!

I’m only going to be using Facebook and my new preference: WordPress!!  I like blogging (really more for myself, but I don’t mind sharing with friends and family) so I thought I’d retire the old Xanga Site and see if there’s something I like better out there.  WordPress won!  And then I thought Facebook is way more cleaner than myspace.  In more ways than one!  But of course I hate it when people go “Add On” crazy and add on a bunch of weird things on their site and it just crowds everything up and it’s hard to navigate around.

 Anyway!  Don’t mind my geeky lameness ness… I’m weird and I’m picky.  So!  With out further a due!  You can find me on Facebook and my WordPress link is as follows: http://jewelesguerra.wordpress.com/ .  Update your bookmarks :D!  And please keep in touch with me.  Living in the stinkin’ Boondocks (literally – I live in the Adirondack Mountains) can really get in the way of keeping in touch with friends and family who are mostly in the awesome city of New York or New Jersey or California or Washington or Florida or Virginia or Pennsylvania or wherever else I missed.  There’s too many!  Goodbye Xanga – Goodbye myspace.



PS - My WordPress is still under construction :)  Enjoy it though!


Wednesday, October 31, 2007

Current Playlist: Heavy

No One - Alicia Keys
Magic - Colbie Caillet
Love of My Life - Erykah Badu
When I See U - Fantasia
Take It from Here - Justin Timberlake
Hey There Delilah - Plain White T's
Hate That I Love You - Rihanna
Sweet Lady - Tyrese

"I just want you close, so you can stay forever.  Every time that I get close to you you're making me weak with the way you look through those eyes.  Come at me from up above.  My friend became the love of my life.  Something now is takin' over me.  I'm not gunna run, I'm just gunna stand here.  Just as sure as the sun will shine, every morning every time, don't worry - I'mma take it from here.  Don't you worry about the distance I'm right there if you get lonely.  Must everything you do, make me wanna smile?  Can I not like you for a while?  You know exactly what to do so that I can't stay mad at you, for too long - that's wrong.  Sweet lady won't you be my sweet love for a life time.




The story of my life - some of it!


Monday, September 17, 2007

I have realized that most of my posts come out when I am feeling blue... or to be honest - emotional.  And I want to apologize to all who read my updates.  The truth is I do not work hard on my contentment.  Most importantly - finding my contentment in the Lord.  I'm always looking for some big change to happen around me in order for me to be happy.  When really - the only major change that needs to be happening... is in me.

This has been the most peculiar 3 and a half years I've ever had.  I'm sure because all the years before that I've lived at home in the city with my family - period.  Nothing really there.  I mean - to look back at it - the Lord really has guided my footsteps to be here.  Most of my time here has been spent wondering when I'm going to be making "real" money, when I get to just hang out with "real" people, or if I'll ever be "real" again.  What alarming news it is for me to realize all this.  That I am not seeing the true blessing and reason why I am here.  And when I say here I don't just mean Schroon Lake or Word of Life (even though that's a big part of "here"), I mean just me in general.  My heart, my walk.

So really, thank you everyone who prays for me and loves me.  I'm ready for my change to happen.  Maybe it has been happening just really slow.  Kinda' like 3 steps foward and 2 steps back - I haven't been working hard enough?!?!

Create in me a clean heart, O God...
And renew a steadfast spirit within me!

______________________________________________________________________________________

So how shall I update?!  Fall is here.  That means I need to work hard... and I'll leave it at that!

Superbowl
ACM
BI Stuff
things that you have to do in the fall?!
.... you know what I mean.




This one's for that SUPER INTENSE game last night!! 



oh yeah - watch the Yankees... win!


Friday, September 07, 2007

It has been a rough day.........













"Tell me, who I have to be
To get some reciprocity"

-Lauryn Hill
Ex-Factor


Wednesday, August 15, 2007

I feel funny posting this but it almost made me cry!?

A few years ago Nicola Gray and I had a meal together and she and I always talk about Kyle and Luke and the unique men that they are.  All that jazz... I don't want to go into full detail.  She said something to the extent that, "I just always remember (she kinda' sang it) "stand by your man"....!!!!  That stayed with me for a good amount of time...

Well just a couple of minutes ago Kyle called to put a registration through for a new church... WOOHOO!!!!  And he of course asked about Luke and camp and are they invited to the wedding... I said, "What wedding?"  You know what I mean right, when I ask what wedding?!  Well I joked around about if that day ever comes... and he just started singing, "STAND BY YOUR MAN!!!!" Not like Nicola at all.... but - it almost made me cry?!?!?!  I just remembered how I reminded myself that all the time and I just told Kyle what perfect timing to sing that because it's getting harder as the days go by... so I told him, "Well maybe I should leave now before anything serious happens like wedding vows?!"  Something to that extent... I WAS TOTALLY JOKING!!!! Anyway, like I said, it almost made me cry because I love Luke so much.  And I really didn't know the song even though it's a classic and a really good song so I had to get it and know it... THE WHOLE SONG MADE ME CRY!! Okay almost, but what the?  I'm sitting in my office looking at Julie like, "What a song?!?!?!"  I should sing it on that long awaited wedding day.....

Sometimes its hard to be a woman
Giving all your love to just one man
You'll have bad times
And he'll have good times
Doing things that you don't understand
But if you love him you'll forgive him
Even though he's hard to understand
And if you love him
Oh be proud of him
'Cause after all he's just a man
Stand by your man
Give him two arms to cling to
And something warm to come to
When nights are cold and lonely
Stand by your man
And tell the world you love him
Keep giving all the love you can
Stand by your man
Stand by your man
And show the world you love him
Keep giving all the love you can
Stand by your man

So for all that is reading - This one's for my man...










I'm right here 



Next 5 >>