im sorry school starts WHEN? its weird to be going back to st. andrews.

im trying so hard to accept the end of my relationship with L. its not working.

i havent really been writing a lot on here. i dont know. life is all about dancing around in your underwear making cupcakes and getting chocolate everywhere and eating all the pink frosting before you can ice the cupcakes. there are a few things im working on getting under control (my weight....) but other than that i am happy. yes, thats what i said. there are few times i have been able to mean that. but right now i am in the town that i hate with the people i hate and the rules that i cant adjust to, far away from my best friend and my real friends and my not-really-sort-of-almost-ex girlfriend. and yet strangely enough, i am still happy. guess that means im really past the hard times.

pink icing makes the world go round.