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| Okay I am really indecisive to the maximum, but I guess I'll turn it down so I still have phase 2 if I really like the blue school?? I love its environment, and the netballers are super nice too. Coach appreciates me a lot too.
Regarding the red school, it's always been my dream to go there since last year, but all of a sudden I'm losing my passion to go there?? The environment is highly stressful, and I'm not sure if I'll be appreciated there. Yes I have lots of friends there, but I don't just go to the red school because it has a good reputation and cuz of friends?
Basically, I'm want the blue school for all the right reasons, and the red school for all the wrong reasons. That's what I think.
HELP ME.
Although I think I already have come to a decision, which is to turn down Blue's Phase 1 offer so I wait for Red and by the 25th I shall decide. If Red accepts me, before Blue got into the picture I would have been the happiest girl on Earth but now I really love both schools so I'm at such a loss. Red told me that there are only two names left for the Netball DSA and I'm one of them, I know it's a huge opportunity and I'm such a lucky girl and I'd be stupid to turn it down.
People tell me I can get into Blue by merit, and I think I shouldn't deprive Blue of another netballer. But do I really want Red? Why do i want Red?
In Blue, I'll be able to stand out in Netball and in my studies. In Red, definitely not my studies. I mean, it is the best. It's going to be so tough but then again I shouldn't be running away from challenges and I should face them, but I'm afraid I will be demoralised because I keep doing so badly. I'm the kind that likes to do well and will have confidence and continue doing well.
RED OR BLUE???????
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| Yay I'm so happy now. Congrats Xm (:(:(:
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| Please don't be like this. 
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| Okay Singapore Dreaming seriously turned me off guys. Chauvinistic, lazy, ASSHOLES. Pigs, only rely on women. Yuck I would never marry guys like that.
So Wenfei and I floated in our fantasies of the perfect boyfriend yesterday, haha mine would be rather impossible to find, so I shall just stick to Samuel hahahaha.
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| Wenfei my alter egoOkay Wenfei here is your much-awaited and anticipated blogpost!
I love going home with my Saughter, and I thank her for encouraging me to cheat on Xiaomin, who in turn cheated on me in the past 10 000 years as well! Haha. Wenfei and I are seriously tooooo alike to the max, we wished we weren't girls sometimes, and love discussing the pros and cons, and she likes to make fun of the shittiest compos I write.
We are both defenders, and yes she definitely has the good genes from me, and I'm sure she will be the next hit defender after me in SC HAHAHA. Some shooter genes from Xiaomin, but definitely, 99% defender :)
I named my company after her during Geography lesson, because she is such an inspiration. I strive to educate her and give her the ultimate guidance for netball as well as in life, because
I LOVE WENFEI!
Yeah they both get SOOO excited about that certain surname, hahaha but now, WENFEI IS MY SAMUEL <3 I heart you and your necklace, and please we are not having an illicit father-son relationship.
Dance Concert
Dance concert was amazing to the max. It was my first time going for the whole thing, and I really was very impressed. At times I even wished my parents sent me for ballet lessons or something! Haha Serene even went to the extent of planning for the future, that her daughter would be a dancer in the future and her son would take tennis. dot dot dot...HAHA.
Will put up pictures when I get them, especially of the twin towers Junyan and I, we reached 175cm yesterday with heels. (We weren't wearing very high heels if that's what you were thinking!)
And yes smitten Yan I run very fast, even with heels..hehehe. (we were running to Victoria because we were late)
Interview
I got quite positive vibes from the two interviewers, one's the deputy principal and the other, the dean of math and science. Haha they didn't tell me stuff like "don't be upset if you don't get in", "please come to Hwachong even if you don't make it through DSA", or how many people would make the cut for DSA, so I suppose that's a good sign?
But I think I seemed a tad too ambitious? Haha they were asking how I was going to manage my time if I was going to be in Netball, Council and the GlaxoSmithKline programme (I mentioned I was interested).
Waiting anxiously for their letter!
 Twin Towers (:  Felice Me GrossJo Mel Yan   Clockwise from left: Me Fel Yan Brenda Karyn Serene Zhao Sarah Zay, and my Samuel necklace (: | | |
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