today was so hard...i still cant believe what happened...we always hear about these stories but never think someone would actually go through with it..and then they do. this is a very hard thing for most of us to be going through this year, maybe for the second time. i just dont see how anyone could be in that much pain to do that, nothing is ever that bad to seem like there is no way out, there is always tomorrow....we were all here for you and we all would have listened...i just always remember you being so happy, in school, at wrestling, anywhere..no one would have ever seen this coming.. i just wish i would have been able to get to know you better..you were always so full of life nick we all miss you and love you very much and hope to see you once again someday...
heyy yeah i actually decided to write in this thing..i had to post a comment so yeah whatever....its been a while havin a lot of fun...my birthday was yesterday pretty fun besides somethin but yeah pretty nuts nahmean??? AHH haha i love jackie cruz btw haha im out bye xo <33
yah havent updated but oh well...school was interesting.. break inbetween bio? amazing haha "i like big black cocks" "oh my god! no way! me too!" nice marina lol
last night was fun went to the wrestlin match with my loves..saw a different side of joe snyol..its okay tho lol then after went to the diner and pub with jackie alicia marina too bad zhanna couldnt go... a lot of ppl there fun stuff then took joe cummings marina home then slept at jackies i love her with all my heart and soul.
im bored idk what im doing tonight prob going to be stuck up in my house on my cool hill lol peace
- Current Mood: depressed - Current Music: 2 pac, feat elton john ghetto gospel haha yepp thats whats up
- Current Taste: homemade iced tea - Current Make-up: none
- Current Hair: wet, straight - Current Smell: clean? - Current thing I ought to be doing: hair..sleep?
- Current Desktop Picture: christmas pic of 3 lttle kittens - Current Favorite Artist: no idea? - Current Favorite Group: matchbook and lots more - Current Book: none
- Current CD in CD Player: mix on mp3 - Current tape in VCR: none...in dvd- a walk to remember - Current Color Of Toenails: none - Current Refreshment : iced tea
- Current Worry: too many to write down...
[ LAST PERSON.. ] - You Touched: uh..kelsey? - You Talked to: joey belmont - You Hugged: kelsey - You Instant messaged: joey and kelsey - You Yelled At: hmm..idk - You Kissed: everyone knows that one...hehe
- TV Show: oth, sex nd the city, law and order haha jaim...so many - Song: got a bunch...depends how i feel - Vegetable:uh... - Fruit: chocolate covered apples! yumm - Cartoon: uhh?
[ ARE Y0U .. ] - Understanding: yeah - Open-minded: yeah i guess... - Arrogant: no - Insecure: eh no not really - Interesting: yes lol sometimes - Easily Amused: yea - Random: yes - Hungry: not at all..not after micky ds with my girls - Friendly: yes - Smart: um,... i guess?
- Moody: kinda..now bc of yeah.... i hate you - Childish: nope... - Independent: yea - Healthy: yea - Emotionally Stable: not really anymore...bc yeah i hate you lol - Shy: never
- Difficult : umm sometimes - Bored Easily: yes - Messy: sometimes.. - Thirsty: no - Responsible: yea - Obsessed: nope - Angry: yes - Sad: yes verry - Happy: not really - Hyper: nope not now anyway...
- Trusting: yea - Talkative: ya sometimes
[ WH0 D0 Y0U WANT T0 .. ] - Kill: oh im sure my friends no who...I HATE YOU! yah ruin my life and all.. w.e. - Slap: same..as before lol
- Get High With: haha
- Tickle: uh..? idk - Look Like: uh idk? - Talk To Offline: someone.. <3 - Talk To Online: someone..haha
[ HAVE Y0U EVER .. ] - Been kissed? yesss - Done Drugs? no? - Eaten an entire package of Oreos? yaaaa - Been on stage? yea - Dumped Someone?yup - Gotten in a car accident? nope
- Been in love? i dunno yet..
[ FAV0URITE .. ] -Shampoo? dovee -Toothpaste? uh colgate i guess? idk -Soap? dove -Room in your house? my room, kitchen, basement -Instrument? idk? guitar?
[ EITHER/0R .. ] -Coffee or hot chocolate? haha both.. -big or little? big...HAHA lex and jaim big and small!! -Lace or satin? satin -New or old? new -Tom Cruise or Brad Pitt? hmmmm brad pitt?
-Vogue or Cosmopolitan? voque -Jeans or cords? JEANSSS -Sweater or sweatshirt? sweatshirt -T-shirt or tank top? tank top -Skirt or dress? skirt -Wool or cotton? cotton -Rose or Lily? roseeee -Oldies or pop? uh...? -Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? nope -Do you have a best friend? yes many..and i love them all
[ IN THE LAST 24 H0URS, HAVE Y0U .. ] - Cried? hmm yea i think so got a lot of reasons to..
- Helped someone? yaa - Bought something? yes hah food at mickey ds - Gotten sick? nopee - Gone to the movies? nope - Gone out for dinner? yea after vb? i guess that could be? - Said "I love you"? yesss to miss kelsey - Written a real letter? nope - Moved on? uh not yet - Talked to an ex? uhh..dont think so? - Missed an ex? nope - Talked to someone you have a crush on? yesss hehe - Had a serious talk? yaa - Missed someone? yes a lot of ppl
- Hugged someone? yea - Fought with your parent? no..not really - Fought with a friend? no
[ D0 Y0U .. ] - Wear eye shadow?ya - Have a crush on someone? yupp many haha - Eat with your mouth open? nope
- If you got a tattoo, where would you get it? below the stomach on the side...uhh back? idk
- What color is your floor/carpet in your room? pink!
- What was the last CD you bought? idk? - How did you spend last summer? doin lots of stuff hehe. - When's the last time you showered? 20 min ago - Are you lonely? yah i guess... - Are you happy? nope - Are you wearing pajamas?sweats? - Are you talking to someone online? yeaaa my lovee
- What is your astrological sign?piceses
yeahh vb was okay...then went to mickey d's again with my girls kelsey and alyssa...im gonna do my hair now lol...then bed...