guess its time for an update... hmm i've been doing well in most of my classes, except TC is a dirty whore and i wanna beat it to death with a large wooden stick.. other then that just dealing with my own stuff the only way i know how..

oh yah, i got tboned the other day and frickin insurance ppl suck ass..

*EDIT*

I was talking to my dad the other night and i was telling him how he has influenced my thinking so much... but one thing i still need to learn from my dad is that i am who i am... and i need to stop always being the one that gets pushed to the side.. for as long as i can remember, i've done what other ppl wanted and tried to be what other think i was... to the point that i'm pretty much just angry at everyone inside.. and trust me, its not a good feeling. Lately, i've been feeling that a lot more and i'm not sure what to do... do i put my own thoughts and feelings over anothers' or do i do what i think is the "nice" thing to do..? How do i balance what i want, getting what i want, and wanting to do everything for other people?? I don't want to sound bitter and such but its realli all i've been thinking about the last couple of days and i think something needs to change...

i'll write more when i need to vent again.. right now time for more TC funness!

Currently Listening The Rising Tied By Fort Minor see related

Yo, Funny how things change color
Than fade to another shade
When you had it made it was all good
But now look just another day
It was so fresh
It was so clean
Never saw it gone
One, two, three
Lights out, which way to turn
Can't get a grip
All alone in a big white house
Every day gets worse
And you just curse until your head bursts
And it hurts so bad she left
You think to yourself
I shoulda thought of that one first
No family, no kids
Cant accept what you did
Now you wanna run away
But you can't
Cause the past comes back again

So what did you learn in school today??

mlm >.< mlm

*EDIT* woot definitely kicked ass on electron theory midterm.. mean = 67, me = 81 rock on!

Ever had those nights when your body is telling you that you're about to fall over and sleep on the keyboard but when you actually get in bed you can't keep your eyes closed for more then a minute??

yah, it sucks.. maybe calvin has the right idea..

 

Homework blows... even a first grader understands that but he'll probably spend the next 15 years doing it...

why can't everything just be perfect for a little while..?

Currently Listening You're Beautiful Pt.2 By James Blunt see related

talking to my friends this morning (well now that i think about it, its more like sleepin in the car listening to them talking)... i realize what i need isn't a week long break every 10 weeks, but more like just a couple more hours in the day... everyday... School lately has just been killing me... i wake up at 6:30, leave around 7:15, and is booked solid every minute after that till about at least 6-7... add hwks, midterms, endless lab reports, crap load of TC papers and talks, "work", and trying to go to the ima for "personal reasons" ()... life is just shiity..

yah.. i guess all i really want is a nap

mlm >.< mlm

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw you face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do...

     ~"You're Beautiful"

yet another reason why us men are just better... abstract thinking baby!!!

(aka the ability to b.s. our way out of anything.. ;-D