| When someone asked me, how could you like a person without evening knowing them? I was speechless, because at that time it was true, how could you? It would seem like a crazy thing to do, a leap of faith doing such a thing. You can't mess with emotions and just jump into a situation like that. But no, love takes risks and thats what I did. I took the biggest risk with someone that i've cared about for months now. It messed up alot of how things would be because I believe I came on too strong. Which is something i've never wanted to do, but it was bigger risk than never saying anything at all. I'm sick, and its about time that I take care of what I started. Whether its continuing this bound forsaken rollercoaster i've chosen to ride, or it's the smartest and most patient chase ever. I'm not trying to be boastful, but when it comes to anything else that i'd rather half, theres no other replacement. I don't want this to be another step, I want my final step to happen soon, not later.
One dedaf kev.
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| Heres to 18 years of living. I'm going to start writing again. Cheers! |
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1st Summer Entry.
I've had an interesting summer so far, from the Gas Prices to the Spontaneous late nights. I feel like i've gained some friends and then again lost some. I'd like to hang out with everyone but it just seems like time doesnt permit. I wake up really early even though I sleep at like 4AM everyday, I find it irritating to have less than 3-4 hours of sleep. A month away from the Debut, and the long awaited Hawaiian Cruise. It'll be worth it, no worries, just the open water and the FLIP. (Fine Looking Island People). I recently was reunited with a friend from St.Deez, Shaina. What a nice weird walking girl she is, I enjoyed just talking and what made it more worthwhile was that I was comfortable. I hate having to try and make things work, but this just clicked. Anyways, I figured out something... if you want someone dont force it, if it was meant to be it should come running back to you... so dont run after it.
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Europeanized.
Yesterday, I got my 2nd car. I had no idea I was going to get this car EVER. It was all a dream to get this blue wonder. Steph had it, I loved it, Eric had it, I fell in love with it. Now I have it and you guys have no idea how this car will change my life. I just hope not in a bad way. This car is the beginning of something great, a superb way to start summer! Finally a car of my own with A/C, and 240 HP instead of 100HP ^_^.
Spoiled?
No, my dad wanted it too. 
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| ConfusedComing home from school I ate my In and Out, which I waited in line for atleast 15 mins. But it was scrumptious. Being full I took a nap, and as I woke up I checked the time frantically, seeing that it was 6:45. I somehow think that its morning, and im getting ready for school... I even take a shower not knowing that it was actually 6:45PM. So the rest of the day I was cranky out of my stupidty. But in the end I was clean and I was glad yet sad because it wasnt friday but I didnt have to go to school.
The End
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