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| ok things have gotten better with jessica but my parents arent doin as great last night i was talkin to jessica when i over heard them fighting both of them are thinking about gettin a devorce so yah im like damn wtf now if he leaves i dont like him but we need him my mom quit her job cuz it was to hard for her so we wouldnt be able to make it, unless i got my G.E.D. and started working all this stuff happenin at once is VERY stressful. i mean im only 16 an im already havin to worry about my family, am goin to have to help support them? idk everything is just goin to shit the only good thing thats happenin to me is jessica, when im with her i just forget about everything, ive not got a worry in the world. idk what id do with out you. thank you jessica | | |
| well it hasent been to good of a week in fact its been pretty bad i think jessica hates me and prolly wants to break up with me an shes been really mean latly and i hurt my back over the summer and thats hurtin more than ever and it se4ems like all my old friends dont even remember me so w/e i dont have any one to hang out with at lunch cept on b days i got stephanie so thats cool my moms been really hatin me too all she ever does is yell at me an make me feel like shit. now that i think about it stephanie and blane are my only friends at school...life sucks i thought i knew ppl but they were just fake. but w/e im glad the week is over i just wish it would stay over and go back to summer when jessica liked me and i felt good now i just feel like shit i dont now what to do any more i feel so stressed latly its horrible ive had such a bad head ache latly that when i walk i feel like im falling down and my stomache has been burning, i feel like im going to throw up everytime i take my medicin for my back and very dizy like if i move my head in circles i feel like im falling down. it sucks | | |
| HEY havent written in this thing in forever soo yah its almost the end of summer for me like 4 more days to go anyways lots happened since i wrote in this thing me an jessica are goin out for 2 months now soo thats great and i go 2 new puppys and their names are angio and guapo um and im 16 wooohooo i quit my old job an now im workin with my grandpa makin $12 an hour HECK YAH soo i make $50 a day since i only work 4 hours a day so i made $200 this week and my dads thinkin about gettin me a new mustang GT YES ummm lets see my mom got a job an shes also goin to college sooo yah ummmm the cats ran away and we moved into our new house and everyone loves it ok well im on the phone with jessica soo bye | | |
| Right so its 4:39 A.M. !!!!!! and i cant sleep so im here remaking my xanga to a more happy look. i notice around 3:00 (when i was up then as well) that i have recently surrounded myself with dark colors and am listenin to sad music and so now im having an epiphany and stoppin all the sad or dark stuff and w/e. so yah anyways we got 2 new cats mine the one in the box is named mia and the mangy one behind it is natalies and i dont kno its name...dick head, i dont like her cat, it scratched me when i was carrying it so natalie wouldnt drop it but nooooo stupid cat. anyways my cat got natalie back and is always kickin that other cats ass so its all good. o yah its summer and brandon got me an interview for a job at little cesars tommorow sad thing is i forgot what time he told me to be there o well i think it was around noon. | | |
| im soooo bored its so close to bein friday just one more day. its been a good week though missed mon and tues and thurs was a school representation day so we did have to do anythin and on friday i have half a day sooo yah thats cool an i got a party to go to an imma that imma take rachel to to bad she gunna have to sneak out since she grounded cuz she pierced her nose | | |
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