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Name: ELIZABETH
Birthday: 10/21/1988
Gender: Female
Interests: "The happiest people don't worry too much about whether life is fair or not, they just get on with it."
Currently, I am interested in becoming one of those people...wouldn't you?
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AIM:  polkaBETH
Member Since:
4/21/2002
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lets have some fucking fun already!
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When I remember my Grandmother the first thing I remember isn't her magnificent faith which inspired me, or her great loyalty which I admired or her hands which were always so gentle, soft and reliable. When I remember my grandmother, the first thing that I remember is that she had a wonderful smile. It would light up her face and her eyes and I would do anything to see it again. Since she has been getting sicker, I had seen less of it in the last few years however that just made me appreciate their appearances in my life even more. She is responsible for all of my faith in Jesus Christ and it is that faith that comforts me because I know that she is finally with God the Almighty, happy and watching over for us. I know now that whenever I want to see her smile I can just look up to the Heavens where know she now is or I can look into the eyes of her youngest grand daughter Sophia where I see her so vividly or I can even look among her 4 children and see her influence continues to remain. It is these miracles among many more that assures me that I will never be without her and why I'll always be forever grateful for her presence in my life. I know in my heart that she is now bestowing that laughter in heaven now with my grandfather and I am truly happy for her. May she rest in peace in her much deserved Paradise.
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| In 2007, did you...
fall in love with someone that was just
a friend?
Yes.
fall in love at all?
Yes.
lose any
friends?
It was time to let go.
make any new friends?
There are some lovely people out there, you know.
make
any new enemies?
I'm too old for that shit.
develop any new hobbies?
Studying!
get
older?
Is it possible to feel older and feel younger all at once? I love the feeling.
do anything you regret?
Yes. It's when I felt like the oldest fool.
go to
any parties?
From coast to coast.
accomplish anything?
It's never enough.
make much
money?
FINALLY.
attend a wedding?
I did.
attend a funeral?
Yes.
get any new family
members?
Not that I know of (yikes!)
move away?
I wish...
gain any
new perspectives?
I have and it is the sweetest pain.
get into a verbal fight?
They are the worst.
get into a physical fight?
Broken up one on my birthday! ("YOUSSSS A BITCH!!!!!) ha..ha...no.....
attend any sporting
events?
Foozeball is intense.
get arrested?
I might as well have since they pull me over every 10 minutes.
wreck your car?
She's been getting beat up and it's all my fault :(
get a new car?
Now that's something I REALLY wish for.
make any
big purchases?
Some of the biggest and the most satisfying if I do say so myself.
get kicked
out of a store, restaurant or any other kind of business?
Those type of people, I'm sorry, irritate the fuck out of me.
get fired from a job?
Not yet but it changes everyday, haha.
get offered a
job?
Nobody is that unbalanced.
get a raise at a job?
Dolla Dolla Bill Ya'll.
learn
anything?
I've been making it up as I go along but no one has seem to noticed yet.
dump your bf/gf?
Never.
get dumped by
your bf/gf?
No.
develop any new health problems?
I'm sure laziness can't be very good for me in the end.
change as a person?
I'm in limbo becoming the person I want to be and letting go of the things that I thought defined me but in all actuality just held me back for what's best for me. Having the wisdom to know the difference isn't so easy.
get any new
piercing?
Nope.
get any new tattoos?
I used to be determined to but I think I grew out of it.
attend a
concert?
Not as many as I used to but that's life.
crowd surf?
It's not an annual goal, no.
travel out of
state?
VA, IL, MX, NV
read any books?
Pages and pages and pages that define me and lie to me.
travel out of the country
About 10 minutes South if that counts.
spend much
money?
No, spent TOO much money.
download any
music?
Blessed Limewire.
try out any new looks?
I've got one look, thanks.
sign up for
a myspace?
MJ what a useful little cutie...?
sign up for a facebook?
So many buttons, not enough brain!
eat
a food that you had never eaten before?
I stand with my answer 1 year ago: I'm filipino.
go
golfing?
Nope.
go bowling?
I did and each time I do I wonder why would I play such a fucking difficult game.
go to many parties?
Many.
start to resent something or someone that you used to
like?
Once again,I surprise myself with agreeing with my answer from '07:
I don't usually resent them, I usually resent myself.
In 2007, how many....
different places did
you work?
One.
times did you go out
drinking?
Oh God.
times did you smoke
marijuana?
Not once and not ever.
drugs did you take?
Not ever and not once.
times did you have health problems?
It's been an unusually healthy year. Hmmm.
times did you go to the movies?
If you can count how many times you've went to the movies either the movie wasn't good enough or the company was even worse. In any case, probably not as nearly as many times as claimed, haha.
concerts did you attend?
Never enough.
people did you have sex
with?
Just your Dad.
people tried to have sex with you?
Refer to the answer above.
times did you get your ass
kicked?
I kick my own ass every damn day.
crushes did you have?
Just one. But I think I made it count.
times did
you attend church?
Sundays.
bad habits did you pick up?
I pick them up, I put them down, I regret they occurred but am thankful that they're done.
"rough nights" did you have?
Enough of them.
In 2007, what was...
your favorite day of
the year?
Everyday from Summer till now.
your favorite band/artist?
I envy those that have one singular band/artist they can list here of their utter devotion yet resent them for the implied close-mindedness.
your least favorite day of the year?
The day after my birthday.
your favorite movie?
2007 was the year of great laughs; Superbad, Knocked Up....
your
favorite song of the year?
I've been humming "The Cheeeese Staaaands Aloneeee" so maybe that's a theme.
the most expensive thing you stole?
His heart.
the biggest event you
attended?
In retrospect the biggest events in my life were mere moments of my life.
something that
didn't change at all this year?
I still drive like a maniac.
your favorite holiday?
Summer.
Misc. questions about
2007...
were you in a hospital this year?
Not personally, no.
were you in an ambulance this year?
No.
did you make any
big confessions in 06?
The hardest ones, yeah.
embarrassed about
anything you did this year?
Not as many times as expected, that's a surprise.
what's the best thing to happen to you this year?
That no films, no books, no songs even can compare to experiencing it.
did you meet
anyone that you could see yourself marrying?
I see a lot of things.
did anyone have feelings for you that they confessed?
Confessed is a bit overdramatic, wouldn't you say? Yes.
did you vote this year?
I'm waiting for 2008.
did you bring sexy back this year?
Didn't you know? I invented Sexy! GIGGIDY.
was 2007 a great year, an
average year or a bad year?
It was too incredible for words.
what goals did
you set for 2008?
To stop wishing and start planning.
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| "Anyone who keeps the ability to see beauty never grows old."
-Franz Kafka
 Happy Birthday Myself!
If I wrote what I've been up to this morning, last night and the day before...well, I'd be writing forever. And really, for one of the first few times in my life, I don't feel like writing about it. To examine every laugh, smile and kiss would almost seem ungrateful right at this moment. Believe me, I am all for reflection, infact I don't know many who are bigger advocates of that than myself, however just this once, I want to let it be. A lot of moments are ruined by Thought and although we all can relate to the moments we had wished we had Thought more, I think I need to appreciate the times where I can just trust instead of think. A little faith never hurts and trust me- this weekend is my evidence. There have been few times where I can say this statement and after this weekend, the time has risen: from this point on, my life will never be the same. And you know what? I've never been so happy to be scared in my entire life. I'm ready.
Thank you.
soundtrack of my life: John West "Thought I Was."
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| "I wish they would only take me as I am."
-Vincent Van Gogh
You have.
And you don't know how much that means to me.
soundtrack of my life: Bryan Adams "Please Forgive Me"
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