lots has happened in the last couple days.... so im gonna do this entry day by day.
wednesday i had to get up early and golf... that sucked but we played fast so it was all good. then i came home and just layed around all day cuz i was tired. then a lil later ash asked if i wanted to go see fantastic 4 with her jordan and robert... that sounded like fun so i decided to go. alicia had wanted me to go to a concert but i didnt want to, i didnt really kno ne of the bands or ne thing. ya so ne ways.... we went to the movie which was ok.. the endin kinda sucked but w/e. then basically i came home and layed around again lol. but then me and my mom went and picked ash up cuz she was goin to spend the night cuz we had to be somewhere early the next mornin.
thursday me and ash got up early.... like 9 30. after gettin ready we went and picked alicia up and we headed out to gladstone to hang out with jason. at first it was kinda weird being in my coaches house but i got used to it lol. basically all day we just kinda chilled. we went to the mall and walked down to chitaqua (or however u spell it!) and got shaved ice.... which btw was the best shaved ice ive ever had. but ya.... just basically chilled. it was purdy funny tho cuz since he wore my pants one day... i wore his hat and belt and it made the cutest outfit lol. but the whole mood in the room was interestin. i cant really go into detail cuz trust me i have some really mean things i could say but im not gonna. but basically it ended up with ash being mad at jason after jason like malested me.... it was kinda weird tho cuz everytime his mom would walk by his room... she would always see him on top of me. but its not like we were doin ne thing wrong.... he was just tryin to take my cell phone lol. then around idk 6ish we left cuz we had to go to soccer practice. it was a really borin practice too. it was kinda funny tho cuz ralph made a comment about us hangin out with jason. but over all it was a good day!
friday friday friday.....well not much happened friday. i had a game at like 2.... which we won 4-0. then i had another one at 6.... which we tied 0-0. but in between games i went with ash and jordan to a sandwich place... that was fun cuz we just like relaxed lol but basically thats all that happened friday.
saturday we had 2 more games.... one at 8 in the mornin!!! i had to get up at 5 30!!! cuz the tourney is in tigard so it takes a while to drive there. i hate that tho cuz its kinda a long drive but not long enough to spend the night. but w/e we won our first game 3-1 i think? i dont really remember lol it was early. then since we finished first in our bracket... we would be playin the 2nd place team in the other bracket later that night. so atleast we had a break in between games.... lol i slept. i slept on the way home.... when i got home.... then i woke up in time to get ready for my game... then i slept on the way there lol. it felt good cuz the sun really makes u tired!!! lol but then we had our semi-finals game that night at 6. atleast by then it had kinda cooled down. it was an ok game tho. they scored really early... and the goal was my fault cuz this girl had a wide open shot but i came out and she was able to shoot it before i got there.... but no matter what she woulda had an open shot which sucks. ne ways... we came back and was able to score 3 goals lol. we kept our lead till like 10 minutes left in the second half.... then they scored another one and they started playin harder and harder..... but in the end we still ended up winnin 3-2. then we found out that in the championship we would be playin the team that we tied the day before.... after that i just came home and went to bed.... i was really tired!
today (sunday) was a pretty bad day. i had to get up kinda early..... 9 30 lol and then we had our championship game at noon. it was kinda hot... around 80 i think but that was cool compaired to the rest of the weekend. the game started out good. we scored pretty early in the first half... then we kept the score 1-0 till half. then fairly early in the second half they scored a goal..... then they ended up scorin another one.... both were my fault tho. and i kno its easy for me to blame stuff on myself cuz im the goalie.... but really these were my fault! and i felt so bad... like i felt like i lost the whole game for my team, the championship game!! and i usually dont cry when we lose but i just couldnt help it this time.... it was sucha a stupid mistake too, the ball was comin from really high and i just basically dropped it in the goal! everyone was tellin me it wasnt my fault but it was... and i hated that ppl were sayin it wasnt... i mean they cant be that blind. i kno that they were tryin to make me feel better but trust me it wasnt workin.... and what was even harder was sittin there while the other team got their first place trophy and shirts and all that... all i wanted to do was go home. the drive home is always really bad tho cuz i sit there and i think about all the things that i did wrong or all the things i coulda done better and how bad i felt for lettin my team down cuz i knew that they probably wanted miranda back more then ever (even tho no one likes her) cuz she probably wouldnt have made those mistakes (and for all of u who dont kno who miranda is, shes the other goalie whos injured). idk overall today sucked.... and i just want it to be over! and now i get a week break from soccer.... HURRAY. but then i have a fitness camp then daily doubles... but now im starting to wonder if i even want to play soccer ne more and if i even wanna try out for high school.... i really dont even kno right now.... but i'll have to decide soon.
<3 Nicole
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