| ..I am also anxious and excited.
There are about three weeks left of
school and then I can rightfully call myself a college graduate. Oh, my
education I feel has done me some great harm though. There’s a space in my head
that isn’t sure if I learned anything at all, though I have, certainly- --
undoubtedly. Yet how to put it all together-- my schooling, this may take some
time to muse over. This is because my career plans are to be an artist of all
sorts, because nothing can be more jovial or arduous.
This is what I mean-- (Past) ------- (me) -------- (Future)
-Three more weeks |
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| - Summer Break-
- Working at Target Overnight- has fucked up my sleep schedule
High Five! insomnia! this is how it goes for me on my days off, stretched out on my futon, under blanket, maybe its the neurosis that lets this mind of mine be asleep for hours during the day-- I must have put in about forty hours of sleep already this week! I know-- it is awesome.
Yet, the annoyance of finding something to do during the night is bane and often unpleasant. I think a person just needs sunlight, ya know. Meanwhile, to keep myself from being bored during the night I have been trying to cut down on my drinking habit (although it is tough when one has the gene),yet shit, that seems to be the only thing to do to pass the time, oh and I also try to keep moving on with my art, --what ever that is, music or lit shit. I don't wish to understand the reasons, I just haven't felt very inspired. yet it seems that at most times --out of the blue is when the roller coaster finally begins to go back up up. That is what keep me going I spose.
*So in two or so months I will be a graduate of music business, thing is that I have a large eater on my back now, gnawing at my neck saying "Come on! give your money back you sonovabitch." Just gunna keep doing what I do. Play music, write, sleep, eat toast, and alot of going inside and outside for cigarette after cigarette. Will be at the laundromat tonight. Work tomorrow night. Recording Friday/ pontoon rides maybe. will see. Fucking bored. Right now i'm just slipping out any word I possibly can yadda yah ya.
yours
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