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Name: Tobi
Country: United States
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Birthday: 2/16/1982
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Wednesday, April 05, 2006

Finally...

Ok...so it's been a long time again, but you know...I've been quiet pre-occupied! The following events have happened since last time I posted...and none of this is going to be in the correct order because it's been too long;lol

So lets see, the very last time I wrote was right around New Years...so to sum up February, my birthday turned out to be the awesomeist one in the world! LOL I found out I got a job, I got an awesome massage, I got really great gifts from everyone, we went ate at this awesome fondue rest. Chris got to come stay with us for a few days, that was a great gift all in it's own!

This actually started happening back in November, but me and John got back together. That continued to go great throughout January and February; and is still going good. We've both changed so much, and things are going much better this time around. It's still really scary being back in another relationship after being alone for so long. It's so worth it though, because he's so great to me, and I enjoy that again. We spent Valintines Day together and that's when we told each other that we loved each other again...I had felt it, but was scared to say it too early.

As I mentioned earlier, i got the new job, it's in Ft.Polk, with the army doing their graphic design...of corse I love it! It did make me have to move up here; I got a place in DeRidder, and it's a beautiful apt. and city. I live near my new friends Jessie and Miguel, from Cynthia's wedding. They let me live with them for a while for me to look for a place, and they are pretty cool. Also, when Trey and Cynthia come to visit, I get to see them so that is pretty cool as well. I totally miss everyone back at home though. Me and Daniele were there together facing the "testosterone" club...which constists moslty of John...and whatever male he can get to help him; currently he has Ronnie, who is the most threatening one we've had so far;lmao...we can usually convert Caleb to be on our side! Bwahaha....you'll never take him alive! Of corse, living up here and John down there; it complicates things just a bit furthur...it was so weird the way it happened, because it was like, just as I found myself having feelings for him once again, I got the job offer. I didn't know what kind of sign to take that as, so I didnt. Im just taking things slowly; and staying positive. Im still very much in love with him, and we stay connected every day on the phone, and now the net will help too, because I have that reconnected. I def. dont want to loose him this time...it's just hard not to worry about how I'll feel in the future; but I try not to think about it that way...



The job is going well so far...there really hasn't been much to do just yet; because they only tend to work us hard during what's called "rotations" but Im still enjoying it way more than MVR's;lol...way less stressful that is for sure!!

So moving out left my room open, for John to move in, and he's very happy there. I think he and Caleb can live together pretty well. They're both very calm, and they balance each others traits...so I think they'll be ok. It always freaks everyone out though when i tell them my current boyfriend who was my ex boyfriend is now living with my oldest ex boyfriend...who is gay...lmao...I swear one day I will right a book;lmao...

So that is pretty much my catch up...I'll try to keep up now that I've actually got my net back, and since Im here all alone; it's not like I've got much better to do;lol.


Wednesday, January 11, 2006

New Year...Need A New Post

OK...So it's 2006!!  It doesn't feel like it.  In fact, it takes everything in me to enter 2006 on just about everything!  Although working at an office, makes it a bit easier since I do have to type it and write it in places like 100's of times a day! 

What's new for me in 06? Not much of much.  Im mostly just hanging on till February, that will be the kick ass month!  First off..it's my birthday, which isn't anything special; it's 24...that weird # before the big 25...lol...but it's always nice to look forward to your birthday :)  The scedule for February is gonna be a little crazy; but fun!  First off, I'll be going to Houston to see my friend Cynthia and Trey; whom I share a birthday with :)  I'll be going get our friend Jeff in Natchitoches first, then staying with her for the weekend.  Then, the week after I get home my friend Chris will be coming home :) whoo hoo!  We haven't seen him in so many years, it's gonna be a great week! Then that same weekend, one of my wonderful presents will be to go to a spa for a day...to be rubbed down and polished up and all that jazz...it will be wonderful!  It should totally take the stress right out of my stupid crinked up neck!  Then after being all dolled up, we'll be going out; although I haven't decided where yet...but some clubbin will be in order! And dinner at J.Alexander's, the best rest. in Baton Rouge! 

Now the other huge thing in Feb...is my $$...I'll be getting my taxes back, and I'll be getting a bonus from work...between those two items...I should be able to knock out a nice piece of my debt! 

So as you can see...January is looking like poop compared!

There are some other developments on the guy front...but it's so delicait of a situation; that I'll be waiting on the next post to discuss that...


Wednesday, December 28, 2005

This is cool, so Im stealing it from Caleb...

[ ] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly, sometimes.
[x] I have many scars.
[x] I tan easily.
[x] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have a . (a what?)
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] I have/I've had braces.
[x] (if not wearing contacts) wear glasses.
[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[ ] i've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than 2 tatoos.
[ ] I have/had peircings in places besides my ears.
[x] I have freckles.


Family/Home Life

[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[ ] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.(maybe)
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.


School/Work

[ ] I'm in school.
[x] I have a job.
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[x] I almost always do my homework. (AHAHAHAHHHAAAAHAHAHAAH ok I'm done)
[x]I've missed a week or more of school.
[x] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[ ] I've stolen something from my job. (Ok I fess up, I took some pens and a note pad, so prosecute me already!)
[ ] I've been fired.
[x] I've skipped school.


Embarrassment

[x]I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.(while writing letters; not speaking)
[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[x] I've peed from laughing
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[ ] I've glued my hand to something
[ ] I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[ ] I've had my pants rip in public. (at the prom no less...wasnt my original prom thank God!)


Health

[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[ ] I've gotten stitches.
[x] I've broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[x] I've sat in a doctors office with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.


Traveling

[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day. (Try about 1,200)
[ ] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[X] I've Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans. (This one gets a big X)
[ ] I've been to Africa.

Experiences

[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a star.
[x] I've wished on a star.
[x] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[ ] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator. (Only like 3 floor elevators...lol)
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts. (In first grade and I was/am proud of it )
[x] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[x] I've gone skinny dipping.
[x] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[x]I've crashed a car.
[ ] I've been Skiing
[x]I've been in a play.
[x]I've met someone in person from the internet.                                                                                            
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern Lights.
[x] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[ ] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[x] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[ ] I've eaten Sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.


Relationships

[x ] I'm single
[ ] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[x] I've had someone cheat on me.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of commitment.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've cheated in a relationship.
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[ ] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[x] I've kept something from a past relationship.
[x] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex
[x] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[x] I love to flirt.
[x] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger.


Honesty/Crime

[ ] I am a terrible liar.
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[ ] I've snuck out of my house. (I was a big boy though
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[ ] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test.
[x] I've run a red light.
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[ ] I've witnessed a crime.
[ ] I've been in a fist fight.
[ ] I've been arrested.
[ ] I've shoplifted.


Drugs/Alcohol

[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[ ] I regularly drink.
[x] I've passed out from drinking.
[x] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[ ] I've smoked weed.
[x] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[ ] I'm a stoner.
[ ] I've snorted .
[ ] I've eaten . (I think this was suppose to be shrooms...caleb...lol)
[ ] I've popped E.
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I've done hard .
[ ] I have used cough drops when I'm not sick.
[x] I can't swallow pills.(sometimes;lol)
[ ]  I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[ ] I  take anti-depressants.
[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[x] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[ ] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[ ] I'm addicted to self harm.
[x] I've woken up crying.
[x] I've cried myself to sleep.
[ ] I see a therapist.


Death

[x] I'm afraid of dying.
[x] I funerals.(Im going to say this was suppose to be "I dont like funerals"
[x] I've seen someone dying.
[ ] Someone close to me has attempted
suicide.
[x] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[ ] I've planned my own death.
[ ] I've attempted  .
[x] I've written a eulogy for myself.


Materialism

[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[ ] I own an iPod or MP3 player. 
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[ ] I own something from Hot Topic.
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[ ] I collect comic books.
[ ] I own something from The Gap.
[x] I own something I got on e-bay.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie.
[ ] I own something from American Eagle.

Political/Social Attitudes

[x] In general, I don't trust people.
[ ] I'm a feminist.
[x] I'm very outgoing.
[ ] I listen to political music.
[ ] I'm Democratic.
[ ] I'm Republican.
[ ] I'm liberal.
[ ] I don't like Bush because he is dumb.
[x] I don't like Bush with my own reasons to back it up.
[ ] I am for Bush.
[x] I'm religious.
[x] I dress fairly modestly.
[x] My attitude is, "If you've got it, flaunt it."


Random

[ ]  I can sing well.
[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[x] I watch the news.                                                                                                                                             
[ ] I don't kill bugs.
[x] I curse regularly.(trying to stop)
[x] I sing in the shower. (regularly)
[ ] I am a morning person.
[x] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[ ] I'm a snob about grammar.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[x] I twirl my hair.
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[x] I love being neat.
[x] I've had Spam.
[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day.
[x] I bake well.
[x] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue.
[x] I would wear pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[x] I know how to shoot a gun.
[x] I am in love with love.(sometimes)
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes.
[x] I eat fast food weekly.
[x] I believe in ghosts.
[ ] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[ ] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[x] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[ ] I love white chocolate.
[x] I bite my nails.
[x] I play video games.
[ ] I'm good at remembering faces.
[ ] I'm good at remembering names
[ ] I'm good at remembering dates.
[x] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life(feels like that sometimes)


Wednesday, December 21, 2005

Look we get to title them now!

Ok, so it's almost Christmas, which means I haven't posted in quiet a while! I don't know why I go through huge funks where I don't post alot. Nothing really much has been going on though, so of corse...why post...lol...not so much that I dont want to post, but more like when I think about posting, it's kind of sad not to have anything to talk about. Well, tonight I'll be talking about my favorite show of all time...or at least fav. of this season...Nip/Tuck...

Tonight was the 2 hour season finale...and the night they finally revealed who the carver was. I have pretty mixed feelings on this episode...it was def. a good one! They never cease to amaze me as to what they'll come up with. the only thing I was disapointed with was how they didn't really leave me with a killer cliffhanger like last time. They did do a cool thing! They put Julia and Sean back together, which was wonderful :) The carver ended up being Quinton and the dectective...working together, because they were evidentally deformed twin siblings...who has sex;lmao...very weird...although I was really hoping it to end up being someone unexpected....like Julia or Kimber... Although what the carver did to Kimber, was totally screwed up!! I def can't wait till next season of corse!!

In the mean time, this upcoming season, I'll have to fufill my nights with none other than American Idol...which I can't wait for! Also there will be a special addition of Biggest Looser, so I'll watch that as well of corse...and hopefully this time around it'll help incourage me. I need to get on the ball for sure with this weight loss crap...


Thursday, November 24, 2005

Happy Thanksgiving to All! Ours will be nice, me and Beau are going to my sisters for supper. She's cooked everything in her kitchen I think. I made the crab dip;lol..a small addition to the meal, but everyone seems to love it, so hey...lol

Afterwards I believe we will be playing games, and just hanging out. It's gonna be fun. The rest of my weekend will be ok as well. I actually volunteered to work a little, because I had no other plans, so I took on a project for my sales manager that I'll be being paid extra for :) So that will be awesome;lol
All I have to do is type in a whole lotta adresses into a spreadsheet...Im hoping it doesn't take me too long; but we'll see;lol. I'll be working on that tom. and possibly Sat.

Other than that; we'll see if anything else comes up; who knows...



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