I flew to california within four hours notice, I had really amazing days with my baby, and I had really rough ones. It ended abruptly when we realised right now it would never work.(this was a week ago when I left) I flew home at 6 am this morning and I woke up minus a boyfriend and 1000 miles away from a hug I Wish I could have had to say good bye. Heres to the love I dedicated 9 months too, and heres to healing, greiving and growing from it. Also, I would like to aplaud my self for being such a risk taker even when my heart was on the line just to have it broken, I am stronger now then I have ever felt before.
To the boy who grew into a man, I miss you.
The man who grew into my lover, I still feel you.
To the feeling I ache for, I still need you.
For the kiss I still dream of, I wonder.
For the months I depended on you, I know.
Love is real, love is really painful, and love is unexpected and tragic.
Endings are new beginings, and beginings are reasons to change for the better.
To the man I once held tight, were both on our own now.
For the fire inside of my heart has gone out, But burns within every inch of my skin.
To the boy who showed me what it felt to love another human, unconditonal and irrational.
For the man who made my heart race just to get a phone call, you wont go unknown.
To two broken hearts, that will some day mend.
For the man who showed me what it felt like to be one and dream for two.
To the baby I call love, and the princess he calls me.
For now we have to just wait and see.
To the man who showed me life isnt easy, but we should live it with ease.
