i have won a great battle.

perhaps the turning point in my war?

i dont know. victory seems imminent.

but the casualties almost make it phyrric.

the more i fight the more im drained.

i hope its worth it in the end.

of course it is. i know it is.

i know it.

know.

Candles are wonderful

and the castle rock outlet mall is magical.

magical.

like the rain.

and small orange batteries that say "vinnie".

im trying to get some rest

from all the unborn chicken voices in my head.

Currently Reading Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince (Book 6) By J.K. Rowling see related

Yea, i lied.

sue me.

ive decided not to be stupid anymore.

which translated means "screw you ill do as i please"

i think thats what ive been trying to do all along, but only if you thought it was cool. but oh well. whatever. nevermind. i could have loved her a year ago.

yesterday was cool. went broomballing at the parks with the MK's like we do every year. which is funny, because it seems that not so very long ago i was wrighting the same thing. the only difference this year is that we (a group of like 40) went to ihop afterward. we didnt get our food till like almost 2am. if your lookin for a good time, theres no better place to go than ihop at  midnight with some friends.

i met this dude tim urban. hes pretty cool. haha. Waitress: "what can i get you to drink?"  person1: "umm.. sprite" waitress: "ok, how about you?" person2: "if i ask for alcohol are you gonna card me?" waitress and person 1 simultaneously: "alcohol? dude its ihop." haha... that was funny.

so it was pretty interesting. looking back at an old attraction. i can still understand it now, but its strange.

again. whatever. nevermind.

alright.....

its been 668 days since i joined xanga.

and every day i hate it more and more.

this is it.

im done.

it does nothing for me except add to my anger. i dont want to be a chronicly angry person.

i dont know why i feel like i have to keep posting on this thing. it is an unnessicary burden.

in the course of a week it went from almost 4 to absoloutely definately 1. wait another week and it will be back at 4 again. maybe.

stupid thomas. he got green day stuck in my head. i dislike green day. theyre gay. ALL OF THEM.

goodbye forever.