Soooo sorry its been so long.  School is kinda winding down for me, but that of course means that I am BUSYYYY! I have AP exams for the next 2 weeks. AH! and Promaaaaaa... o my goodness.

What came first, the music or the misery?
People worry about kids playing with guns, or watching violent videos
That some sort of culture of violence will take them over
Noody worries about kids listening to thousands,
Literally thousands of songs about heartbreak, rejection, pain,
Misery and loss.
Did I listen to pop music because I was miserable?
Or was I miserable because I listened to pop music?

But risk must be taken because the greatest hazard in life
Is to risk nothing
The person who risks nothing, does nothing, have nothing,
Is nothing.
He may avoid suffering and sorrow
But he cannot learn, feel, change, grow
Or live.
Chained by his servitude he is a slave who has forfeited all freedom
Only a person who risks is free.

And I'm leaning on the fence between past and present tense
And i'm losing all those stupid games
I swore i'd never play
But it almost feels okay.

Cup your mouth to compress the sound, skinny dipping with the kids from a nearby town.  And everything that I said was true, as the flashed blinded us in the photobooth.  Well, I lost track, and then those words were said.  You took the wheel and you steered us into my bed.  Soon we woke and I walked you home, and it was pretty clear that it was hardly love.

Stories wait for endings
But songs are brave things
Bold enough to sing
When all they know is darkness.

Ideas came with explosive immediacy,
Like an instant birth
Human thought is like a monstrous pendulum
It keeps swinging from one extreme to the other.

The butterflies are passive aggressive and put their problems on the shelf but they're beautiful
He'll realize the only thing thats real are the kids that kid themselves
And the demise of the beautiful.

The most important things are the hardest to say.  they are the things you get ashamed of, because words diminish them.  Words shrink things that seemed limitless.  When they were in your head to no more than living size when they are brought out.  But it's more than that, isn't it?  The most impratnt things lie to close to wherever your secret heard is buried, and you may make releveations that cost you early only to have people look at you in a funny way, not understand that you almost cried while you were saying it.  That's the worst, I think.  When the secret stay's locked within not for a want of a teller, but for an understanding ear.
--Stephen King.

To wear your heart on your sleeve isn't a very good plan;
you should wear it inside, where it functions best.
[»] Margaret Thatcher

Shared laughter creates a bond of friendships.  When people laugh together, they cease to be young and old, teacher and pupils, worker and boss.  They become a single group of human beings.
--W. Lee Grant

"You know, some people say life is short and that you could get hit by a bus at any moment and that you have to live each day like it's your last.  Bullshit.  Life is long, you're probably not gonna  get hit by a bus and you're gonna have to live with the choices you make for the next fifty years."

I hate how everyone compares love to Romeo and Juliet.  Did anyone ever read that play?  The two met for a few minutes, starting hittiing it off a few hours later on a balcony.  They married 3 days later.  3 days?  Keep in mind they hardly spoke then.  Got married, did the big deed and long story short, they died.  They were lust.  I bet Juliet didn't even know Romeo's favourite colour, much less his birthday.  I don't want a relationship like that.  I want one where I know everything about him, that I know its more important than looks.

In your whole life,
Nobody has ever abused you more than you have abused yourself
And the limit of your self abuse is exactly
The limit of abuse that you will tolerate from someone else.

You're in love with the feeling  you get when I utter your name
Imagine what would happen if I beat you at your own game.

I'd like to see you undone.

We were all fooling around with guys,
We thought it was fun to call it "Seven Minutes in Heaven"
Now we're sixteen and we don't call it anything in particular
But we sure do a lot of it.

hey everyone... still not getting a lot of feedback, but thanks a ton to the people who actually do give feedback, it means a lot!

There's a diffeerence between someone who listens to you
And someone who only hears what you're saying.

It's the kind of night for vodka and forties
Who's ready for the war tonight?
Who's ready for the war tonight?
I'm running on caffeine and nicotine and amphetamine
It's more stimulants on the way
But who doesn't have a drug problem these days?

I tell you what there is plent wrong with you,
Stuff you'd sooner fight for than cope to
But I think it's one more reason why we are meant to be
People say I look like you and you look like me
We get this crazy combination of everything or nothing right.

Then looking upwards, I strain my eyes and try to tell the differences between shooting stars and satellites from the passenger seat as you are driving me home.  "Do they collide?" I ask and you smile, with my feet on your dashboard the world doesn't matter.

A true friend never gets in your war
Unless you're going down.

Show me how we can make this life more than ordinary
Don't look down if you're afraid to fall.

Take Chances
Alot of them.
Because honestly. no matter where you end up and with who
It always ends up the way it should be
Your mistakes make you who you are
You learn and grow with each choice you mak
Everything is worth it
Say how you feel
Always be you....and be okay with it.

I do not wish to treat friendships daintily,
But with the roughest courage
When they are real,
They are not glass threads of frost-work
But the solidest things we know.
--Ralph Waldo Emerson.

Sorry guys, no pictures today =(

Hey hey lovers, i came home sick from school today so i have a little time to update, however I would like to know what you are all thinking about these updates!!!

It's not that I'm mad at you
I had just wished and hoped so hard that you could be the one thing that I could finally count on.

Just be who you are, wait your turn, don't push.  Be beautiful, be graceful.  If you're going to get angry, be angry behind closed doors.  Don't ever let them see you sweat.  Just hold your head up no matter what, and don't ever let anyone stomp you out.

And sometimes when you're on.  You're really on.
And you friends, they sing along and they love you.
But the lows are so extreme that they good seems cheap.

We fight mainy for one reason.  Cause when you fight you truely find out how much you're willing to take before you break and when you break you need to see if that other person truely cares enough to make everything okay again cause without fighting, liars of love could be walking all over the place.

If there were no challenges or hardships in life,
No tears, no pain, no blood.
What would be the point?
We all need to feel a little throbbing every once in a while
Just to remind us that we are still alive.

In our backwards world
We are defined by that which is missing
The things we never did,
The chances we never took,
The words we never spoke.
We are defined by everything we should have done but just couldn't.

I believe that imagination is stronger than knowledge, that myth is more potent than history.  I believe that dreams are more powerful than acts, that hope always triumphs over experience, that laughter is the only cure for grief and I believe that love is stronger than death.

I know you for your quirks
The way you smile, the shape of your face, the way you say my name, the difference in your laughs, the difference in your smiles, the faces you make, the habits you have.  I know you for the little things, surely, that counts for something.  Right?

When the character of a man is not clear to you
Look at your friends.
--Japanese Proverb

Look in the mirror
You're beautiful
He may not think so
But that's not what matters
What matters is that you know you are.

People are like stained glass windows
They sparkles and shine when the sun is out
But when the darkness sets in
Their true beauty is revelead only if
There is light from within.