| to my xanga readers. thank you to those who have taken the time to read my entries. i've almost had this account for a year. however, i don't know when or if i'll be back. i hunger for personal interaction beyond the letters i type. eprops and comments used to quench my thirst of approval. the more eprops i got, the more i was liked. i wanted my page to express who i was/am/will be. i never intended to cater to my audience. i don't want to rely on this digital field for reassurance that i am of good character. i will start writing again, in a real journal, where i can't hide behind my words. i need to find myself again. i need to learn how to breathe in this cage. |
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